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Things are difficult, but It'll be okay - I pray

I will end my journey soon but to all your guys , keep going , don't loose hope .

yeah i definately need to hear this

Not really used to doing this but why not. I’ve been in a downward spiral of depression for about two years now, that ultimately culminated in me dropping out of high school. I mostly blame a surgery I had on my hand for starting it, because it caused me to fail several classes when I’d never even come close to failing one. I was broken and didn’t improve the next semester. I literally couldn’t will myself to do simple work anymore, and then I’d judge myself brutally and continue avoiding work. I tried to go into the next year with a more refreshed mindset, but it didn’t really take long for me to fall back into the hole. I tried for so long to get help from counselors at the school but that never went anywhere. Halloween of that year I had a panic attack and went to the hospital, and after that I just… couldn’t anymore. I just stopped going. Every step of the way I always felt alone. Miserable. Worthless. It’s been about a year since then, and I don’t even know how I feel anymore. Better I guess? But I still can’t move on. I don’t know why. I’ve been trying to get a job, but there aren’t many options in a small town, but I’m trying to be optimistic about it. I need it. Not the money, but just something meaningful to do again. Give myself a reason to stop hating who I am. Sorry about the wall of text, just felt like screaming into the void I guess.

Just found this. Been really strung-out and anxious for the last two weeks. Really struggling financially, had to make the hard decision to cut some people out of my life, and my job is just as horrible as it's been for the past year but I'm too broke to afford to find something else. Feeling isolated and helpless right now, but this isn't the first time. I've made it through before and I will again. Glad to see all these supportive and kind comments in this thread. Much needed tonight. Stay safe you all ❤

yes it found me

It’s 3am, just got home from the gym. Was trying to enjoy my soup before I have to shower and go to work, but now I am wailing on my apartment floor instead, thanks.

Be safe friend, don't you dare go hollow.

I am at work right now, this weekend of work has tested me physically and mentally. I have an ear infection, I’m fatigued, and I’m worn out emotionally from being abused verbally at work. This is nowhere close to the worst I’ve been, but it’s humbling. At the end of the day, I have a husband who I just married on Halloween and two beautiful fu babies waiting for me at home. In the larger scale of things, I’m not doing too bad. For one of the first times in my life… I’m so grateful to be alive.

Thank you 🧡

I looked at the title of this video on my home screen and thought eh what the heck would this be. Wow. Blown away by the love and support from every body through these comments. This is wholesome. There is still some humanity to be found somewhere, who wouldve thought it would be a youtube comment section haha. Sitting here with eyes closed listening to this, just massages away a little bit of the built up stress on my shoulders. Its been almost a year since ive had my wonderful partner and her children with me. Hopefully, this christmas I will finally have them in the same country with me for good. I miss them so much. The worry of things going the opposite way to how we need them, reeeealllly takes its toll. Thankyou for this, not just the creator and the magical piece, but all of you. You are all amazing.

I'm still looking for her

i may have been one month late, but this definitely reminds me that there's more to life. after i decided to leave on such a toxic job (i only lasted two months), i have never succeed to find a new job for like 7 months. i have been contemplating of ending things, but something tells me within my mind to stay for another day because good things will come. once more, thank you.

im crying

im seeking the eternal reality because nothing impermanent makes me happy anymore. im surrendering fully to life as much as i possibly have the will to allow

I’m so confused what the hell is this video I keep find ones like it but I don’t get any of them???? Anyone…. Help please.

I have spent 4 years battling some really bad depression (not unlike a lot of people here)today was hard physically and mentally and it felt like such a setback because I have been doing well. It was so stupid to feel sad about but my sister made some joke about my talent for something im incredibly passionate about. I know she wasn't being mean on purpose but ever since we were kids I have expressed how much it means to me and how I believed she was better than me. I've always been insecure about everything and that little dig to my talent put a big dent in the box I've been trying to keep the sadness in. I love my sister and know she wasn't trying to make me feel bad so I didn't tell her how I felt but the joke has been going around and around in my head and when I saw this checkpoint I thought I guess I should share it. I wish you all the best and hope that the winter isn't making everyone else's depression worse 💙

Just found this. I'm avoiding going to sleep because i have anxiety and have had sleep problems lately. I'm a first year phd student and don't really know what I'm doing in my life or if i belong where i am. Things could obviously be worse but i wish they were better, only i don't know how. However i have a lot of blessings and good people and cats in my life that make me happy. I'm very fortunate to have the opportunity and the resources to be able to figure stuff out in life and be able to explore and try new things. I think that's the whole point of life, you fail, you succeed, you try, and overall you learn something about yourself.

the fact that we can find connection through words on a screen will never stop amazing me.

i love how people sharing their stories here. I hope, you all are doing good. thank you! ❤

checkpoints like these are great for giving a chance to reflect. i genuinely thought i'd never get to be at the stage i am in my life, sure i'm stressed about work and learning how to be a proper adult but i thought for sure i was untreatable so in a weird way it's almost a sign of how far i've come that i'm having more common for my age struggles now. life is funny like that.

Thank you, this calms me down when I deal with stuffs at work today

I don't know how I got here but RUclips has some explaining to do

God, I love ambient songs.

I am going thru a blue weather season. It's hard to stay sleep. Somehow this helps to fall sleep.

I'm feeling like I'm in a down spot, but I like to see everyone getting better. Stay safe people

my mental health has been bad recently. for some reason this reminded me of good things. so thank you.

Found this 11/24/24 at like 10:30 at night, doing school work. I’ve been really stressed trying to good in school and barely holding on to passing grades. I really needed this and all of these positive comments. Thanks, wishing everyone who reads this their best life possible!

I clicked on this thinking I wouldn’t need it, then started mindlessly scrolling the comments. I’ve been having a tough time recently, and just seeing everyone here sharing their stories and supporting each other gave me something i didn’t know i needed i hope everyone else here is doing well, and i hope we’ll all meet again at some other time, at some other checkpoint 💖💖💖

I just needed motivation to do my hw 😂

My daughter was just born 4 days ago. We are still in the NICU waiting to be allowed to go home. This is the most magical, love filled moment of my life. We know there are other families here with much more difficult situations than our's. We feel for them and hope everyone here gets to go home safe and soon. ❤

I don't know what it is. But I needed it. Thank you

happy to be here ❤

We've come too far to give up now, hey.. we can do this, trust me.. you are way stronger than you think..

this makes me emotional, all these overwhelmingly humane sweet souls in the comment section. please take care of yourself - be nice to yourself and keep your head up. it'll be okay.

A lot of things are happening, mostly bad,my grandfather was caught to be in a years long affair recently, yet we have to keep face for now as we aren’t supposed to know about it, only my grandmother is supposed to know, Thanksgiving is going to be hard, only because he will be there, we know he intends to leave all of us to go be with his mistress, the man who meant a lot to me as I grew up and took me on so many adventures is gone. I’ve been miserable about it

I just created my first video using this song in the background. God bless brother♥️ You’re a legend.

One of my best friends just passed away 2 weeks ago on November 10th. It has been a rough couple of weeks and we just had his funeral yesterday, this checkpoint showed me in the comments how many other people go through similar things. Best of wishes to everyone🖤

Todays been weird for me because last night I felt like myself for the first time in a long time but today I was just back to normal. I needed this.

I find this while I’m dealing with the worst day of my life, everything will work eventually for all of us, keep going!

Sounds like serenity...... Very peaceful

Thanks

found thus in exam morning

it hurts

Not sure the message behind this but here on 11/24/24 I guess I found it or it found me I don’t know

I guess I'll leave my mark as well. It is currently 11/24/24, just stumbled upon this, and read the comments. These kinds of things are so wholesome.

I know things gonna be better. Bless to everyone ❤

I’ve been sober from SH for a month or two now. My life has been more enjoyable and I’ve finally noticed the good things. I’ve been healing from my trauma and I don’t hesitate to eat meals. I haven’t been crying myself to sleep, or thinking of k!ll!ng myself, and I’ve been getting better grades. This video (or checkpoint as people in the comments call it) made me think about my life for the past few weeks. I’m glad I’ve stumbled upon this video.

I have an exam in a few hours but depression is preventing me from putting in any effort What is the point of it What will I gain Can't I just die These thoughts fill my mind I am tired I feel worthless and meaningless And tired of thinking that I am tired I live like a dead body, there is nothing I can do and I do not want to do anything, and I am very afraid of death to the point of madness

Just found this. To all of you, keep moving and fighting the fights u guys been through. We all been there, we rise up again.