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Sometimes you need meds but I don't recommend that for like time like some of these other people for like 10 20 years in a row even 30 Holy Jeeese.

My intelligence did return. It’s what I relied upon to get well…since the health care system was failing me. However I’m still waiting for my creativity to return. No creative spark whatsoever. I stay focused on my workouts and getting the body I want so I don’t get depressed about that. It’s also nice to know I wasn’t the only one who found the Two-Step Verification process for online login to websites completely overwhelming when I was still acute and chronic with withdrawal symptoms! LOL!

By the way, Russell b. Im on my 23rd day of tapering. How did you deal with withdrawal imsomnia? Do you take any medicine for it?

I want to feel agin

I'm blaming me my daughter is the patient it makes no sense to me and I had years of school on the mind they don't know..........

Maybe it's a evil spirit that comes in smfh I know it's terrible your more lost after this shit

Restless leg syndrome yes it's a trap

And my daughter was in a coma when she was 15 I think they r way off

❤ And everything is NY DESIGN THEY KNOW WHST IS HAPPENING YOU R A EXPERIMENT HELLO

19 years that's too long smfh I'm sooo pissed off they suck let put them on it❤❤❤❤ NO help

It's having a terrible affect on my Grandson I'm as angry as he'll mad and I'm trying to sue the doctor the pharmaceutical company I'm allergic to them thank GOD

Pyschiatrist r so behind other fields it's like a baby when Pyschiatrist are on the same page as technical computers I might listen my 38 year old daughter was on them 4 two weeks & she was worst after the meds smfh I studied under the DR.SATINSKY

You are hero！

I also came off recently… I will wait…fuck ssris

Thanks Russell your a star .

Russel, have you in the past headeache whit slow motor coordination?

Here in Germany they, depending on the Institution give you (without proper diagnose!) Haldol, Haldol was used from Soviet Union to torture Prisonors, as I got an MRT on my brain, my brain was smaller then a normal brain, after just 2 weeks of that „treatment“ the scary part: the doctors did not even see something would be wrong, and people who took that longer: all of them could not speak anymore and where dependent on a weelchair, and could not move at all with stiff bodies! how can you call this medicine?! But yeah, of course I’m schizophrenic, as I went there, so better trust the doctors not me👍

Russel B, how long did it take you to recover?

I'm 15 months out of a CT off Zyprexa. Took it for 3 months. Doctor told me to just stop taking it because it took my will to live away. It was prescribed for sleep. I don't know when this hell will be over but I've come a long way in 15 months. Not out of the woods yet. Was able to start an easy job making less than half of what I used to but it's very physical. A little at a time I guess. My biggest hurdles are the waves of anxiety, OCD, insomnia and paranoia. All of which I didn't have before the zyprexa except for the insomnia. I hope it all goes away one day. Thankfully my wife sticks with me through it all, she has been my rock but it's been hard for her too. Horrible meds!

I always lose the weight when I get off the meds but when I’m on them I’m fat asf.

I was.agressive from olanzapine,

I read them and they're right on how you still get withdrawals even though you taper slow. Im with my doctor on tapering slow at least he's supportive

How long does a concussion last

Psych meds suck.

Be very careful stopping these drugs, I had seizures and died from being hypoxic, then remained in a coma. When I woke up I had zero memory of my old self and couldn't believe I took any medication! Its been ten years since I woke and I am still drug free and doing very well, even though I have had to relearn normal things. It has taken ten years.

Thank you Russell for your reminder to be pacient. I always forget that because I am so focused on getting rid of them.

Its fucksd they give these to people Another fucked thing in the 🌎

Ive womdererhe same .... Ive concluded it NEVER returns 100% ...

Ive been on hard anti psychs, mood stabillizers, antidepressants, for almost two years. Ive tried a lot of different medications, my therapist couldnt find anything that would help me, till he kinda did, I was more calm, too calm almost like dead, I couldnt cry or feel a lot, but I didnt have episodes as bad, I wasnt impulsive and unpredictable, I was gentle with my family. Now im off everything and I feel like the most horrible, agressive, abusive, trigerred, mean version of me is coming back, Im so scared, I traumatized my family, during meds I was regretting it and I was fine but mentally dead, Id feel alive only when taking substances yk. Now when Im off its like the old version of me is coming back, thats not good at all and Im so scared. I hope I dont relapse for such stuff and go all crazy again, but my biggest fear is havinh episodes around my family.

they rulend my life the drugs made my life 10 times worse.

My old friend larisa said Dont get involved with things your not supposed to i did and its an eternal loss

Medication equals garbage.

Fun fact when you take medication strong and long enough you burn in hell even though you are not a bad person sickening isnt it...

Medication is satan

It hurts that my family is forcing me to take medication from 2010 till now 2025 why are they doing this my health is now zero sad and why

Family forced me from 2011 till now 2025

Hi again. I hope you dont mind me commenting too much. It's probably morning time for you Russell. I'm in day 4 of my taper journey. Im tapering about 3 months till March where I hope to reduce the dose again. It's just one med and im down to 1 mg of risperidone from 2 mg but my gosh the side effects make me feel less hope. Which is restless leg syndrome. But I'm not giving up without a fight. Im tapering while I'm young and your success makes me believe in a life where I wont be tired in the morning and afternoons. Although I miss being 16 as a gen z back in 2021 where I wasn't on antipsychotics. But once this battle ends I hope to feel whole again. Watching your videos give me hope. I'll wait for your next uplifting upload 😌For us survivors of antidepressants.

It has been 9 months since 27 years of increasing klonopin. I feel like a zombie in fog but I am 71 not young.

It will be going on to 4 years this February that I’ve successfully tapered off of all those brain blunting pills. ALL GLORY GOES TO THE MOST HIGH GOD!❤🙏

How did you get over the trauma from what you went through? I’m sorry I know you went through a lot too.

Merry Christmas, Russell. Lots of love and hugs to you. I’m so proud of you so proud of you. You give me so much hope I lose hope a lot of times because I don’t see any success stories especially ones from cold turkey

How long did it take for your positive emotions to come back and maybe feel like joy or excitement? I am five years of an psychotics three years off of benzos and antidepressants and I still have an Anhedonia I feel totally fucking dead. It’s giving me severe depression. All I do is cry every day all day now.

I skipped risperidone for two days and developed insomnia and high pulse rate.The doctor l consult is not saying anything.Can anybody tell what is going on?l resumed taking the med.

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Hi again rusell b. Days passed and I felt better and can sleep now. Before I had side effects, but im better now. But one thing for sure is I will take better care of myself since I let my mental health get bad at one point. One day I hope to feel better to the point where i wont have to take my meds anymore. Even my mom and family supported it

Hey Russel, have you use something integrators to heal?

Man, I am now 20 years old, my parents literally FORCED me to take them when I was 18 (that's my birthday gift I guess) but now I'm not angry at them anymore... Now im fighting a battle with withdrawal symptoms. My doctor prescribed me lexapro, and I overdosed with it (at some point i used 80-100mg). Points around my temples are hurting me 24/7 everyday since then, it happens especially when I spread my eyes muscles... Yeah, I've taken all tests and my brain is ok, i don't have schizophrenia and stuff - and now I'm hoping that there is a magic pill that can help my pounding go away. But, the worst part is - parents are telling me that I'm crazy and that the feel what I'm feeling right now is my delusion! I struggle upon focusing in topics when talking to someone, and I hate to explain and talk - bcus when I do that the pounding and the pain is stronger. I've noticed that because all of this sh1t, my anger cannot stand any longer the stressful situations that I used to calm when I was younger. I believe in God, and time, thank you again for sharing your experience!

If you felt like yourself in the first place why take the drug's ?

I’m in the process of stopping this poison. I’ve been on it for 4 years. I started at 30 mg, and now I’m down to 5 mg. Antipsychotics are destructive… only those who’ve taken them can truly understand. I’m proud of how far I’ve come, but I’m still far from fully recovered. The withdrawal is tough: mental confusion, brain fog, and memory loss are all present. The symptoms have intensified since I dropped from 10 mg to 5 mg in less than a month. I’m going to ask to slow down the tapering because it’s way too fast for my brain to handle. At first, I didn’t notice much difference, but now I can really feel a big change since going from 10 mg. On the positive side, I’ve regained some motivation, I’m sleeping better (my sleep is more restorative), and I’ve lost weight. However, I still feel stuck intellectually-I haven’t gotten my old brain back yet, but I know it will come with time. Your video gives me hope, so thank you for that! Patience is key, as you explained in the video, but it’s hard because I feel like I’ve lost so many years under the effects of this poison. To make the withdrawal easier, I’ve decided to change my lifestyle: I’m exercising my brain by learning a new language, reading, and challenging myself to ask questions (something I stopped doing while on antipsychotics). I’ve quit caffeine, I’m trying to eat healthier, build my self-confidence, and improve the way I see myself (something else antipsychotics took away-they make you feel like you’re worthless). Sports are also helping me a lot! I’m trying to do all this without stress, and I’m praying that one day I’ll find the courage to pursue the professional project I had to put on hold because of antipsychotics. Yeah and sorry, english is not my native langage.

I was put on these meds as a young teen and I have no idea who I really am. I hate these meds and am currently trying to find help getting off of them. My doctors are no help, but this gives me some hope. I am in a dark place having just cut my dosages, so I'm hoping that improves. Thanks for posting this video, more people need to know what it's like and find hope for a better future.