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Feenix
Великобритания
Добавлен 28 мар 2016
British, large framed, ginger-bearded, gothic/darkly inclined person. I talk a bit about my health (I have Asperger's, depression and anxiety and spastic paraparesis), I do a bit of gaming, a bit of narration and a whole lot of reviews - everything from books to films to Transformers. You will be welcome here. :o)
Lockpicking | The Abus 5/40 "Silver Rock" | #locksport
Ok, well, this one was a bit of a journey - got there in the end, learned a lot along the way, thankyou to everyone who helped out. Please like, share, comment, subscribe, and enjoy. :)
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A response (?) to a video by Lady Locks | #locksport
Просмотров 4614 часов назад
Hey. OK, this is going to be a friendly response to a video by Lady Locks regarding several myths about locksport. I will leave a link to the video I am responding to in the comments. Cheers, guys.
Lock picking | The A1100
Просмотров 7614 дней назад
Hey. Thought I would do a lock picking video today - the American A1100 Padlock. Please like share comment and subscribe and I'll speak to you soon. Cheers and enjoy.
28 Years later | Trailer reaction
Просмотров 8121 день назад
Hey, guys. OK, this one got me a bit - that reading of Kipling. Hope all is well and that you enjoy the video. Cheers. :)
Should I be on camera?
Просмотров 15Месяц назад
Hey. So...I'm going to be doing a video, probably more than one, about autism and I'm wondering if people would prefer me being on camera or not for it. As I say, I want and value your opinions, they are safe with me, but rudeness is unacceptable. Cheers, guys.
Vlog | Medical, Autism, College
Просмотров 7Месяц назад
Hey, guys. Thought I would do a vlog about what's been going on with me recently. Hope this finds you all well and I hope you enjoy. :)
Differences between Goth and Emo - One autistic perspective | Response to a video by @JayneGoth
Просмотров 73Месяц назад
Hey, guys. OK, another response video, made in response to Jayne Goth's video about the differences between Emo and Goth. The views expressed here are my own, they are not meant to reflect the opinions of the whole of any of the communities discussed, and if anyone wants to burn me down for putting this out, please do so politely. Thankyou in advance. Jayne Goth's Channel: www.youtube.com/@Jayn...
Some thoughts on shooting lockpicking videos...
Просмотров 17Месяц назад
Hey. OK, well, Lady Locks put out a video about shooting lockpicking videos and I felt inspired to make this response. My thanks to Lady Locks and to Richard Jones who gave me the A1100 and some gutting tools. Please check them both out. :) Lady Locks' video: ruclips.net/video/tuNCWPj0El0/видео.html Lady Locks' Channel: www.youtube.com/@LadyLocks Richard Jones' Channel: www.youtube.com/@Welshlo...
Halloween picking - The Wilko Security Padlock
Просмотров 132 месяца назад
Some Spooky spoolly goodness for Halloween!
Picking Master Lock 575
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Picking the Master Lock 575, trying to get the LPU Orange belt. Cheers, guys. :)
A review of Terrifier
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Hey guys. Well, its October, nearly Halloween so I thought I'd do a review of Terrifier. Please excuse my voice in this one, as I have a bit of a dodgy throat at the moment. Enjoy and speak soon.
Reaction to Nosferatu (2024) trailers 1 + 2
Просмотров 633 месяца назад
Hey. Havent done one of these for a bit, not sure how great this is but I wanted to get something up. I hope its at least...passable, lol. Cheers, guys.
Changes...
Просмотров 133 месяца назад
Hey guys. Starting university (MSc/Post Grad in Digital Forensics), so I won't be around as much for a while. Love to all who love me - cheers, everyone. :) x
Spoiler free discussion of Alien Romulus
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Spoiler free discussion of Alien Romulus
ASMR | Whisper Narration | The Tell-tale Heart, by Edgar Allan Poe
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ASMR | Whisper Narration | The Tell-tale Heart, by Edgar Allan Poe
Reaction to Alien Romulus | Final Trailer
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Reaction to Alien Romulus | Final Trailer
Justa Nothervlog | Surgical Questions...
Просмотров 135 месяцев назад
Justa Nothervlog | Surgical Questions...
Vlog | 26th June | Sainsbury's car park
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Vlog | 26th June | Sainsbury's car park
ASMR whisper narration | Alone | Edgar Allen Poe
Просмотров 216 месяцев назад
ASMR whisper narration | Alone | Edgar Allen Poe
Health Vlog - Ystrad and London (with footage!!)
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Health Vlog - Ystrad and London (with footage!!)
Brother of Remus | Reaction to Alien Romulus Trailer
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Brother of Remus | Reaction to Alien Romulus Trailer
...Those pesky kids | Reaction to Abigail (2024) Trailer
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...Those pesky kids | Reaction to Abigail (2024) Trailer
I saw it last night and it was really good. The imagery and the way it was filmed was amazing. It transported you to a dark place that made you feel unsettled. I think you would like it. I saw the light house and didn’t care for it. It was sort of boring for me.
Mmm. Then I shall give it a look. Thankyou, hon. :) x
This was a well spoken and spot on video. I agree a lot of goths don’t want to be mislabeled as emo. It’s almost offensive to them.
Thankyou, hon. :) x
This was actually fascinating, but I worry. What are your plans?
Thankyou, man. I don't have any plans - its only a hobby. :)
Lady Locks' Video: ruclips.net/video/TIfxvXbPY5w/видео.html&lc=UgxFkdGDMz-r8A_uReV4AaABAg.ACRBFPrIhZgAC_dSWlVnqJ
What’s your preferred picking method?
As in raking, zipping, etc or single pin? I'm a single pin man - not mastered raking really
Cheers, people. Sorry about the mic cutting out at the start and the quality, not sure what's up with that, won't be using the onboard mic again. The poem made me think of a song by Tom Waits called "Hell Broke Luce" and I'll link it below. I read Ralph Fiennes name on it, but I don't think he was in the trailer either. Either way, enjoy. :) ruclips.net/video/0Fju9o8BVJ8/видео.html&ab_channel=ANTI-Records
Thanks for this audio reading! Having known before I could have integrated your voice intro in our Nyarlathotep song! Keep Nyarlathotep alive! ⚜️Pee-Hell⚜️
OK, well, I have a correction to make here! Lily-Rose Depp is actually the lead actress - her and Emma Corrin look very similar in this movie, I didnt realise! Sorry about that, I will do better. :)
should do what you want . Its your channel
I appreciate that, I'm just seeing if my audience has a preference. Thankyou. :)
Hi, great video! I’m sorry that you’ve been going through all that with your health. Hopefully things will get better soon! I’m looking forward to your next video about ASD. Do recommend me the channels that you watch about it, I’m interested in it too. Take care my friend! 🖤
Thankyou so much - I will put the links in the next video I upload, the one I talk about here. Thanks again. 🖤 x
I literally don't know why it sounds so windy in the background when I record stuff on my phone, lol. Cheers, guys. :)
Hey! This is such a good video! I fully agree with the points and comparisons that you’re making (about the goth subculture, I don’t know much about the rest). It’s very interesting to hear the views about this from a person with autism. I really enjoyed this video, and I’m glad my video inspired you to talk about this. I’m sorry for the late reply by the way, I didn’t see your video until now. Thank you for the shoutouts too 🖤
Aww, bless you hon - thankyou for replying and for liking it. Yeah, the autism stuff is fascinating to me. I think I may make a video about how I see living with autism more generally actually - I've always shied away from it so that it doesn't become too big of a "thing" in my life, but the video and the response to it (I never expected it to be as popular as it is and with no one attacking me for it) suggests that it might be an interesting exercise. Yes I've talked about certain aspects of it, but there's a lot I haven't mentioned about it, at least not all in one place, so...I might do that! Again, thankyou soooo much for liking this video and you are absolutely welcome for the shout outs! I hope this finds you well. :) x
@ you should definitely make a video about that, I’d love to see it!
Video I am responding to: ruclips.net/video/rz24PscaMJg/видео.html
Good luck my friend!
Cheers, brother. Hope all is well. :)
You are more than welcome. I hope you manage to get it all on camera soon. Remember to come to us on the forum if you need any more help.
Cheers, man - I'll have to pick it a few more times to get comfortable with it, but yes, hopefully I'll be giving green a go soon. :)
My Orange Belt submission video for anyone who wants to check it out. Cheers, guys. :) ruclips.net/video/CRNb-5wvZ_o/видео.html
You’re very talented! Very cool story!
Thankyou so much. x
Thank you for this video! Haxan is such an excellent film; I really don't think enough people know about it!
Thankyou so much. It strikes me as an important film and a valuable social document. :)
Great job Feenix! Congratulations on the Orange belt! ❤🎉🎉🎉
Thankyou soooo much, hon. :) x
And thankyou for the sub too! :) x
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Nice one. Congratulations on the belt mate. 👍🤜🤛
Cheers, Nick - appreciate it. Appreciate the sub too, man - got ya back :)
@@Feenix102 thanks mate, equally appreciated 🙏🤜🤛👌😊
YO! I just made Orange belt!! :)
Nice picking. Orange belt here you come!
Cheers, man. :)
I watched the two sequels this weekend and as I thought - they don't have the same trashy punk-rock feel as the first (although the third one is better than the second in my opinion) and I will not be reviewing them as I don't really have much to say that hasnt been said. Cheers, guys. :)
I completely understand that feeling of finally being complete. When I first came to the realization that I might be autistic I cried my eyes out and I'm not normally one to cry, I finally felt seen in a way I never had before. I'd heard the usual things before like "other people are going through the same thing" or "your not alone" etc. but I always felt like the people saying that never really understood me when it was followed by "why can't you do/act in this certain way", "why are you so cold" and so on. While I would like to say things have been better since then I can't, I'm trying to start the process of getting an official diagnosis and sorting my s**t out but in the meantime the imposter syndrome has been strong even after 6/7 months of research (not sure how much time I've spent researching anymore) and various accounts from my very small social circle pretty much confirming it aswell. Here's to hoping going private is the quicker option to answers over the NHS at the moment 🤞
Thankyou for your comments. Its so different for everyone. I can certainly relate to some of what you say, the imposter syndrome etc. Although I may have had my suspicions about being autistic, in my view there is nothing that takes the place of an official diagnosis, because its validating - for me at least, if someone who has no reason to lie says they see it in you and here's why, that has power. But...that's me! There are those in the autistic community that self diagnose to an extent, and that is valid too - I just think that a trained professional is going to have insight that a lay-person doesn't have, and when you do get diagnosed you have access to services and resources that you may not otherwise have. In terms of going private vs the NHS, the thing with a private diagnosis is getting the NHS to recognise the diagnosis in the case of autism particularly, which again was important to me. IAS, the body that diagnoses adults in Wales, is attached to the NHS so that particular concern is eliminated. Whatever you decide to do, and whatever your diagnosis may end up being (if you choose to go down that path), I hope you find some kind of peace going forward. Thankyou again for your comments. :)
No worries at all for the comments, hope it helps with the inner workings of YT. I 100% agree and while I also understand why some people chose not to got the official diagnosis route, I too want answers from someone other than myself and close friends/family which as much as they may mean well might be agreeing or seeing what I want them to see for the sake of my feelings. Aswell as the fact that I could be entirely wrong myself which is hence where the imposter syndrome hits hard. To be honest I'm not entirely sure I'm going to be happy with a diagnosis either for other reasons but I'll cross that bridge when I come to it. Yeah I had read that there was issues in some situations of the NHS not recognising private diagnosis but it seems to have improved slightly so long as the private body adheres to certain guidelines and regulations. But I'm going the private healthcare route going forward in my life anyway, since the NHS has never helped me at all. I mean I can count on one hand the amount of times I've been able to see a GP since getting diagnosed with anxiety depression 4 years ago even though I've been asking for help. Not to mention the fact that I got diagnosed with a non-specified depressive disorder at 16 with no support or treatment other than anti depressants then either. Sorry for the rant/mini essay, I can get a little carried away sometimes and my social circle is rather small. Thank you for the kind words at the end of your comment ❤
@@ThePsychoticUnicorn You're welcome, and I'm sorry you've had such a poor time with the NHS. I hope that the private sector is more helpful. Hang in there. :)
Fingers crossed 🤞 I had to call the helpline yesterday for help with a form and they were more than helpful once I got through so it's a promising start. Hope your keeping well 🤘
@@ThePsychoticUnicorn Yeah, man - all good here. Likewise. :)
Hope uni is going well for you and the very best of luck with your studies.
Thankyou. Unfortunately I had to pull out due to my physical disability (mainly). I am however going to pursue the subject through the OU starting in February so....that should be cool. :) Cheers again.
Oh no sorry to hear that, glad you managed to find the same subject through the OU though. Hope that works out for you, at least it should be more manageable from home. I've not watched enough of your videos to know what your physical disability is and I don't want to assume but I would guess for most it's easier to do things from home where you can. I enjoyed the OU back when I went, I just didn't even suspect autism or anything else at the time so never completed either degree I attempted. I figured I'd save time and just reply to your comment back to mine on the other video here, plus it helps with more comments on your videos if I remember how to YT right 😆 Reply: Thank you for wishing me luck on my journey to figuring my s**t out ❤ and I'm glad to have found your channel and subscribed, I look forward to watching your videos, especially some of the reviews. Also, you at least live in the same country as me if not come from Wales. I would say you don't sound welsh but that doesn't mean anything because neither do I most of the time 🤏🤣
@@ThePsychoticUnicorn Hey. :) Yeah, I was born in Panteg Hospital in Pontypool (South East) near Cwmbran. My mum is English and I have her accent most of the time, I guess. As for the disability I have, they're not 100% certain, but it seems to be HSP-dystonia - basically my legs aren't that great and I walk with crutches, occasionally I use a wheelchair. Hope all is well.
Ah that makes sense with the accent. I was born in Withybush in Haverfordwest (we have such weird place names) but spent a good portion of my childhood in England with my mum so my accent is probably similar. Well I hope they figure it out for you, the not knowing is the worst about anything I think. Also I just noticed I missed a reply to one of my comments on another of your videos so I'll go reply to that after. Fair warning I'm not always as chatty and at no point feel obligated to reply to any if you don't have the energy.
@@ThePsychoticUnicorn Haha, yeah I get the lack of energy thing too. And yes, not knowing is by far the worst thing because you can't take action in face of it, for one thing. I haven't been to Haverfordwest for a long time, but used to go there when I was volunteering with Oxfam many years ago. :) Cheers again.
Love you. Enjoy school!
Thankyou, hon. Love you too. :) x
Congrats man! You are going to kick some serious butt at Uni.
Cheers, Blung - appreciate it. Hope all is well, man. :)
Not sure why the text is janky at the end - thats never happened before, lol. Cheers, everyone. :) x
When I say there is little conflict, I mean there is little engineered feeling conflict. It feels natural. Cheers.
Cool video cool channel
@@Eggmanrocks Cheers, man. Thanks for the sub. :)
rad painting. great band.
Cheers, bro. :)
Subscribed!
Thankyou, my friend - I have subscribed to you too. :)
@@Feenix102 Woot-Woot! Thank you!
Hope it goes well hun 🦇🖤🖤🖤🖤🦇
Thankyou so much - I should have put it in the description, but this was from yesterday. It did go well, I think - I could do without the MEP testing again, but it was over quite quickly. :) Hope all is well, hon. x
@@Feenix102 glad it did. And I am doing fine 🦇🖤🖤🖤🖤🦇
@@Sanniz I'm glad you're doing well - you've been through a lot yourself. 🖤🖤🖤🖤
@@Feenix102 Thanks. Wish you a fabulous weekend 🦇🖤🖤🖤🖤🦇
@@Sanniz You too, hon. 🖤🖤x🖤🖤
I liked the movie for the most part. I enjoyed the killer. The kills were awesome. Following Johnny through the woods was unique, relaxing and peaceful. I didn't like the other characters because of their horrible acting. The ending left me blah.
By the way. Just to say that I know that Walter had white eyes in Covenant when David took him out, however this looks different and more deliberate. Cheers. ;)
CRPS can be well naughty as well - might need local anaesthetic injections and visits to a pain clinic, so...its significant. Cheers, guys.
I can’t say he’s a dick but he gets on my nerves Hahahha. Glad you made it to your appointment.
Thankyou, hon. Yes, it was a bit of a nightmare, but it got sorted. Hope all is well. :) x
I love your septum piercing and earring! They suit you so well. I'm sorry to hear you had such a frustrating journey
Aww, thankyou hon! Yes it was...unpleasant, but steps have been taken so that it doesn't happen that way again. :) x
Sorry about the wind noise - the mic on my phone is crap, lol. Cheers. :)
Awesome review 🎉🎉
Bless you, hon - thankyou so much. :) x
You look badass today. Sorry to hear about the back and that you have to reschedule your appointments. Hope it will be better soon. Have a great Wednesday 🦇🖤🖤🖤🦇
Aww, thankyou hon. Hope all is well with you. :) x
@@Feenix102 have bad head ache today, else good.
@@Sanniz Aww, I hope it gets better quickly, hon. x
@@Feenix102 Thanks hun 🦇🖤🖤🖤🦇
The bandana and sunglasses look great on you.
Thankyou, hon. :) x
Any feedback welcome as always. Cheers, guys - been wanting to do something ASMR-ish for a while and...this is what I came up with. :)
Christ Pete. Sounds painful. I had to have cortisol injections in the old coccyx and while it was a bit nasty for about half hour, it changed my life!
Love it
Awww, thankyou hon. :) x
The hat looks good on you. I know what you mean about not wanting to be a reaction channel, but I think you do a good amount of other content so you’re good.
Thankyou, hon - I appreciate that. :) x
Fuck yeah!
Cheers, man. :)
Watched the trailer on the Rotten Tomatoes channel and RUclips DIDN'T Mute it!! :)
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Congratulations to those news hun 🦇🖤🖤🖤🦇
Awww, thankyou sooooo much! :) Hope all is well, hon. x 🖤🖤🖤
@@Feenix102 Thanks it is. Just wish Spring would come.
@@Sanniz Awww, it will be here soon, hon. :) x
I’m so sorry this is happening to you. Hope this week gets better.
Aww, thank you hon. Yes, hopefully this week is a little better - looks like it might be, which is cool. Dressing on my elbow comes off on Thursday, so that's good, couple of other things going on too, so yeah! Hopefully things are going to get better. Hope all is well. :) x