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top songs of the past 3 months
i am now a girl group stan
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Видео
wjsn - secret - slowed
Просмотров 1,7 тыс.3 года назад
absolute banger kofi : donate to request a song ko-fi.com/ellie61049
cry for me - twice - slowed
Просмотров 1883 года назад
pov: ur ex is a jackass kofi : donate to request a song ko-fi.com/ellie61049
city of delusion - muse - slowed
Просмотров 3,7 тыс.3 года назад
once again,, pov: u are the villain kofi : donate to request a song ko-fi.com/ellie61049
supermassive black hole - muse - slowed
Просмотров 2463 года назад
i've been on that 'pov: ur the villain' high recently kofi : donate to request a song ko-fi.com/ellie61049
top songs of 2020
Просмотров 643 года назад
the title says it all lol whack year but at least we had bangers
top songs of october 2020
Просмотров 284 года назад
no copyright infringement intended october me listened to some bangers
mago - gfriend - slowed
Просмотров 3834 года назад
mago soty its such a banger kofi : donate to request a song ko-fi.com/ellie61049
singularity - bts v - slowed + reverb
Просмотров 5194 года назад
내 목소릴 널 위해 묻었잖아 gets me every time phew if this song isn't in my spotify wrapped,, there will be words had w spotify hq kofi : donate to request a song ko-fi.com/ellie61049
most listened to songs of august 2020
Просмотров 174 года назад
i have a horrendous memory so this is mainly to remind myself of what i listened to in a month this was super duper heavily inspired by younger days: ruclips.net/user/youngerdaysfeatured - go check out their videos too !
fear - seventeen - slowed + bass boosted
Просмотров 8384 года назад
fear is a bop and also the mv is stunning,, in conclusion,, top bop kofi : donate to request a song ko-fi.com/ellie61049
black swan (orchestral) - bts - slowed
Просмотров 13 тыс.4 года назад
black swan (orchestral) - bts - slowed
spring day but its slowed and its raining
Просмотров 1944 года назад
spring day but its slowed and its raining
blinding lights - the weeknd - slowed + reverb
Просмотров 4074 года назад
blinding lights - the weeknd - slowed reverb
𝘤𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘵 + 𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘢 + 𝘭𝘶𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘪 ~ 𝘣 𝘢 𝘣 𝘺 (𝘷𝘢𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘸𝘢𝘷𝘦)
Просмотров 7186 лет назад
𝘤𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘢 𝘭𝘶𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘪 ~ 𝘣 𝘢 𝘣 𝘺 (𝘷𝘢𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘸𝘢𝘷𝘦)
this is so suicide room coded
I dont want to die. I just want to disappear...
3:39
2:33 best part
Some girls scary
It hurts me terribly to realize that I have always been alone. I don't know how to make long-term acquaintances with someone, only those with whom I made friends in childhood are with me. The fact that they are gradually replacing me with new people, like a boring toy, guided by a moment's desire, just kills. I'm willing to give everything I have for them, but they can just ignore me all day and then say they were just chatting with another person. I forgive everything and adapt to any situation so that my loved ones feel good. I completely forgot about myself, there were problems with sleep and depression worsened. I understand that I can't trust them with anything, I stopped talking about my problems so that their interest in me does not fade even more. Probably, my condition will improve if I break up with everyone and stay alone. But I also think that I just can't stand it. I wrote this comment in tears. Thank you very much for this version of the song. My emotions that are killing me seem to come out. I feel better when I listen to this. Thank you very much.
Thank you for sharing this. Reading it was like looking in a figurative mirror. I wish I knew you in real life so that we could go bowling once a week and pretend all the pins we knock down are our mutual negative feelings. ✊
@@d00mOfTheLiving Wow, that would be really really cool! Now I'm trying my best to fight and change something in my life. I'm sure you can handle it too! Thanks for answering, although the video is quite old. It helped me feel heard. Now I know that I am not the only one struggling with such problems. Everything will be fine sooner or later, we will be able to knock down all the pins in our bowling alley :)
Dawg i just want some frineds, someone who will love me. Damn i'm so lonely i wrote a comment on a video of a slowed song... damn...
POV: You come back because it happened again.
I wish I was her
This is soo good ❤
Vent: it hurts when this song was relatable as. In fear your friends/loved ones are gonna abandon you and stuff but it hurts even more when those overthinking thoughts became reality.
I’ve failed as a daughter I’ve failed as a sister I’ve failed as a student I’ve failed as a friend I’ve failed as a human.
Im sitting in the train station, and there is a beautiful blondie sitting next to me. This song is playing, and i just wanna say hi and develop a whole new life story w her...pray For me, yall Update. I step up and say hi, we been talking since the day, pray for me, I got it.
Aww
I love it!!!🖤🖤
A vent So i was in a relationship for some months and it was good but we fought a lot like have yall ever heard of "dont build a palace with someone who still craves attention from the village" thats exactly how i could describe him. I feel like i gave too much, all i got from him was his words and half actions. I stayed cause i was afraid of being alone. But as soon as i broke up with him not even 24hrs i was replaced. It messed me up soo bad, and there were screenshots of him telling the girl that i was a bet between his friends and that its not like he even wanted it. I have never cried as hard as i did. I felt like just dying. Im still recovering but each time i see him i feel like tearing
💙🥺
I literally love this AHHH! So underrated. :D
im sorry........how does this have no comments.????? this version sounds like waking up tipsy in a penthouse in Seoul. Heaven.
forgot I'd even made this, thanks for the love!
To jest przecież CUDOWNE!!!!!!!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ 2:50 2:52 2:52 2:53 ❤❤
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This is how I am everyday and night locked away in my room, feeling sad and lonely with no one to talk to and no one to love me. 😪
“All I wanted to become everything I ever loved, I remember” idk why but that lyric holds the most meaning to me
this is like the emotions of when u conncet with a song too much and ur head dulls out the music
0:38
"Avoid your friends for weeks even if they're the only sense of consistency you have left in your life. If they really wanted to see you they'd come, but they won't."
Yo, flagged for suicidal Topics?! gg wp
i create a mess in my life.2 months ago i though i was bisexual and i said it a one person who wanted to know if i was , then i said yes and she told this a one friend our , then he said to me “are you really bisex?” and i said “ i don’t know i just said this for” and he said “ok” but he was strange…now i’m afraid that someone could think that i’m bisexual, and the fact funny is that idk ether i . Now i like a boy and i know that he likes me but i’m afraid that is friends tell him this situation , also i watch anime and i have a profile picture of an character anime match with my cousin, and now i have to tell her that i want to eliminate the picture because my parents don’t want ( in reality i’m afraid that someone could send that at the guy i like) . This is all because my city is really annoying and criticizing it and if they see that you watch anime or read manga they call you lgbt and bully you , so i’m afraid o hang out with my friends ( they are homophobic except one ) idk what to do. Sorry if the grammar isn’t correct but i’m from italy (europe) so idk all of the english , and thanks if you read all my problem.❤️
knew ur feelings.
🥲🥲🥲😂🙄
0:45
this song hit too deep, its some kind of sad but true .
I know I deserve better friends but I honestly don’t even know if there are that many good people that are willing to be a good friends to me left. It’s getting so hard to believe that there are people who won’t just replace me like I’m nothing.
I feel u at this point i wanna give up and stop trying to make friends It just feels suffocating like the freinds i have the more broken and dif who i was originally ill become it dosen't feel like a yey moment anymore it feels like it's only a month partnership anyway moment
@SIMI that’s how it feels in college rn. It’s like they just forget about you next term.
Literally so many people that I knew for YEARS have chosen other people that they knew for like a day or two over me and literally just stopped interacting with me AT ALL that the line "when I wake up I'm afraid somebody else might take my place" is just my life and I don't know if I should be crying or laughing 🙂 my existence hurts
This version is even better than the original
I'm so sick of myself. Every day, I wake up, hoping to be someone else but it's just... me. But at the same time, I'm terrified of becoming like my cousin. Abandoned, hated by the people who once said they loved me. Becoming the person nobody wants to talk about.
vmrooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
This is amazing ty!
It hurts when you know they all actually think you're mean
he really watching clapdemcheeks on his apple laptop
Somebody already took my place:|
Hits different thinking of past :, )
When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place Make that money, fake that bunny, ache my tummy On the fence, all the time Paid junk honey, your face so sunny, ain't that funny? All my friends always lie to me I know they're thinking You're too mean, I don't like you Fuck you, anyway You make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs It hurts but, I won't fight you You suck, anyway You make me want to die, right when I When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might end up being me (being me, being me) Keep on dreaming, don't stop breathing, fight those demons Sell your soul, not your whole self Oh, if they see it when you're sleeping, make them leave it And I can't even see if there's hope there anymore, so You're too mean, I don't like you Fuck you, anyway You make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs It hurts but, I won't fight you You suck, anyway You make me want to die, right when I When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might end up being me (being me, being me) Being me can only mean feeling scared to breathe If you leave me, then I'll be afraid of everything That makes me anxious, gives me patience Calms me down, lets me face this, let me sleep And when I wake up, let me be When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might end up being me (being me, being me)
why do i cry when im finally standing up for myself?
"when I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might take my place " - these words are in my head all the time(
Same here
Lyrics: When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place Make that money, fake that bunny, ache my tummy On the fence, all the time Paid junk honey, your face so sunny, ain't that funny? All my friends always lie to me I know they're thinking You're too mean, I don't like you Fuck you, anyway You make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs It hurts but, I won't fight you You suck, anyway You make me want to die, right when I When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might end up being me (being me, being me) Keep on dreaming, don't stop breathing, fight those demons Sell your soul, not your whole self Oh, if they see it when you're sleeping, make them leave it And I can't even see if there's hope there anymore, so You're too mean, I don't like you Fuck you, anyway You make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs It hurts but, I won't fight you You suck, anyway You make me want to die, right when I When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might end up being me (being me, being me) Being me can only mean feeling scared to breathe If you leave me, then I'll be afraid of everything That makes me anxious, gives me patience Calms me down, lets me face this, let me sleep And when I wake up, let me be When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might end up being me (being me, being me)
This song makes me think about what the hell am I doing wrong and why can't I fix it and be a better person
this gives me the same vibes as space ghost coast to coast by glass animals-
My biggest fear is that someday im gonna wake up and the worst of me will come to the surface and ill stop caring loving...ill just turn it off by mistake one day and be a walking ghost
the people in these comments could use each other as friends <3
Drink in hand, its almost midnight and im tired, i had to take care of 2-3 people emotionally for hours and now theyre going to bed, and im over here with nothing. maybe tomorrow will be better, ill probably be hungover though. im hungry and im not old enough for this
When they all have jobs hehee it me batch