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45. Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life? (FINAL)
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We finish reading the 11th Ray, 11th Section. We are done with our study of Angels.
44. Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
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We continue reading the 11th Ray, 11th Section.
43. Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
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We continue reading the 11th Ray, 11th Section.
Angels and My Daily Life
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What if I am not aware of angels? What does belief in angels change in my life? This video is a section from one of the online meetings on Belief in Angels (Week 33).
42. Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
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We continue reading the 11th Ray, 11th Section.
Living the Qur’an: Healing with Istighfar
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Our fourth session of Living the Qur’an series at the Diyanet Center of America.
41. Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
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We continue reading the 11th Ray, 11th Section.
40. Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
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We continue reading the 11th Ray, 11th Section.
39. Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
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We continue reading the 11th Topic in the 11th Ray in our study of angels.
Du'a - How to Call Unto God?
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DCA Lecture Series | Living the Quran with Dr. Yamina Bouguenaya | September 2024
Beyond Sadness & Grief: Connecting to the Source of Peace & Healing
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This talk is recorded during the weekly study of the 29th Word with the Receiving Nur community - September 24, 2024.
Understanding Istighfar in Times of Calamity: What Am I Asking Forgiveness For?
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Clip from weekly Receiving Nur halaqa - September 24, 2024
38. Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
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We have started reading the 11th Topic in the 11th Ray in our continuation of the study of angels.
Trusting God in Difficult Times - Dr. Yamina Bouguenaya
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Trusting God in Difficult Times - Dr. Yamina Bouguenaya
37. Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
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37. Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
Ayaat: Windows Into the Unseen
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Ayaat: Windows Into the Unseen
36. Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
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36. Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
Life is flowing: we are always in a state of returning
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Life is flowing: we are always in a state of returning
Living from the Ruh - Dr. Yamina (from the study of 29th Word of Imam Said Nursi)
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Living from the Ruh - Dr. Yamina (from the study of 29th Word of Imam Said Nursi)
35) Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
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35) Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
34) Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
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34) Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
33) Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
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33) Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
32) Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
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32) Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
3) Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
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3) Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
31) Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
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31) Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
Living Bismillah
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Living Bismillah
30) Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
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30) Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
29) Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
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29) Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?
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28) Belief in Angels: Why and How is it Relevant to My Life?

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  • @uthman.Yusuf.96
    @uthman.Yusuf.96 3 дня назад

    Jazaakallaahu khairan

  • @user-A-Muslim-girl-from-Yemen
    @user-A-Muslim-girl-from-Yemen 4 дня назад

    My appeal to every Muslim, my brother or sister, the owner of the channel, I know that it is not my right to comment on your channel, but God is my witness that our circumstances are harsh and forced me to do this. Please forgive me. My brother, there is still a brotherhood of faith. I asked you for a bag of flour. My brother, we women cannot go out among men. There is still a woman with you. My brother, God has honored you. You are men. We are women. We cannot go out or work like you. My brother, where is the brotherhood of faith in your hearts? We are women. There is no brotherhood, no mercy, no compassion, no humanity. And give good tidings to the patient. It is the greatest hope while waiting for what we want. '''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' How many times I called and talked and tried hard, but no one responded. Oh man, we are with you. My mother ordered us food from the restaurant. More and today. My mother left. Crying. She said, Why are you crying, my mother? She said, My daughter, I ask. God, that I may be honored by death. She said, Why, my mother. She cursed us. She said, "My daughter, today the restaurant owner insulted me. I said, 'Why?' I said, 'How can I be better than people?' I ask God, my daughter. May God gather me. With death alone, a gathering that is better than this humiliation and this humiliation. It is true. I am saying this. It diminishes my value and respect. But, man. I swear to God that I did not say this. I kiss your boots. I am so hungry that my conscience no longer allows me to let you go and ask us for food. I kiss your boots, man, and I ask you by God Almighty and in the Book of God, man, I kiss your boots, man. He has caused us harm, my brother, so that we can buy a kilo of flour and pay the rent. My brother, have mercy on us. He who is in the show will have mercy on you, He who is in the sky. My brother, this is my WhatsApp number: 00967711500090. Whoever can help us, message me on WhatsApp. We will send him the full name. He will transfer us as much as he can. May Allah reward you. Allah knows that my family and I, our house rent is 20 thousand Yemeni riyals per month, and now we owe 60 thousand for 3 months. The owner of the house is one of those people who do not have mercy. By Allah, my brother, he comes every day and humiliates us and talks about us and wants to throw us out of the house and into the street because we were unable to pay him the rent. We will have until the end of the week, and if we pay him, he will swear by Allah that he will throw us out into the street without mercy. See my situation for yourselves. I ask you by Allah, the Living, the Eternal, to help me. By Allah, the Almighty, even at night we cannot sleep from fear. We do not have mattresses or blankets to warm ourselves from the cold. Everything is flooded from the rain, and we have no one but Allah and then you. My brothers, I kiss your boots, don’t turn me away empty-handed. Help us with whatever you can. Is it acceptable to you that we live in this place? We are girls and we have no one. Our father died in a car accident. Consider us your daughters and your honor, and help me with whatever you can. May God reward you with good =>[[}>] ^][/*&;;&;&&;•̥·-`.`.`.`.`.•.,¸-•.,¸°꒰·̮ •̥·°`.`.`.`.`.,.•¯,.•¯}:;:;:;;::;;::;;::;;-,'-|.................،,..،،,,,,,,,,،،،،،،،,,,،،،،،،،،،،،،،،،،،،،،،،،,*//*;&&;💔💔😭

  • @Aperspective1
    @Aperspective1 22 дня назад

    thank you so much for uploading this lecture filled with gems!

    • @ReceivingNur
      @ReceivingNur 15 дней назад

      JazakAllah, if you benefited, please share with your circles inshallah :) -- RN Team

  • @modestly22
    @modestly22 Месяц назад

    Sabr ( grounding oneself in connection) and istiqama( persistence ) making it into a habit.

  • @modestly22
    @modestly22 Месяц назад

    Catching ourselves in the moment is the key , once we realize we are not present in the moment we say istaghfar and then use it to come out of heedlessly doing anything, connect it back to the Source , Allah the Doer, the Provider……

  • @nurfatmakoksal3174
    @nurfatmakoksal3174 2 месяца назад

    MaashaAllah, worth listening to several times❤

  • @1truthseeking8
    @1truthseeking8 3 месяца назад

    re-LIE-gions ... A stepping stone at best, a stumbling stone for most, and a millstone hoding the majority back from growing in spirit.

  • @Aperspective1
    @Aperspective1 3 месяца назад

    thank you. so important so true

  • @saurjanyakupov7835
    @saurjanyakupov7835 4 месяца назад

    I believe in Law. I believe, that entire Creation is embodiment of God's Law. Believing in Law means for me that there is no exception for anybody in the Creation. Even Human is created entirely according to the Laws applied to the entire Creation

  • @saurjanyakupov7835
    @saurjanyakupov7835 4 месяца назад

    It is so mind moving, thought inspiring!

  • @nurfatmakoksal3174
    @nurfatmakoksal3174 6 месяцев назад

    "You can not solve a problem with the mind that created the problem. You have to change your paradigm, your perception."

  • @nurbanusimsek
    @nurbanusimsek 10 месяцев назад

    20:32:35 From Sarah to Everyone: فَأَقِمۡ وَجۡهَكَ لِلدِّینِ حَنِیفࣰاۚ فِطۡرَتَ ٱللَّهِ ٱلَّتِی فَطَرَ ٱلنَّاسَ عَلَیۡهَاۚ Rum (30):30 AND SO, set thy face steadfastly towards the [one ever-true] faith, turning away from all that is false, in accordance with the natural disposition which God has instilled into man: [for,] not to allow any change to corrupt what God has thus 20:38:30 From Naimah to Everyone: What is the difference between perceptible existence and external existence? 20:39:51 From Sarah to Everyone: Laws refer to the order in creation. 20:40:50 From Sarah to Everyone: Ex/ law of egg hatching, law of embryo development, 20:41:59 From Sarah to Everyone: Ahhhhhh LAW represents “Amr” - Divine Command, which is why it resembles the spirit, “The Spirit is from the Command of my Sustainer” 20:50:52 From Mine to Everyone: Free will= affect of ruh on gene expression. Genes are not on all the time they may be off but somehow at some point of our lives these genes may be turned on sometimes the result may be cancer but sometimes the result may be for our benefit. What do you think? 21:12:30 From Aliaa to Everyone: So snow falling Is actually endless angels Each assigned to one snowflake in observance of the Divine Command 21:12:38 From mohsen to Everyone: I don’t think that science aim to refute Allah's existence; rather, it aims to explain things in light of what we observe. So, we ought to distinguish between the “falsifiable” science and “non-falsifiable” dogma. 21:20:35 From tomomi to Everyone: I think I am getting the reason why spirit and the laws of our surrounding world is compared: Our spirits has potential to resonate to the Divine Order. 21:23:29 From Zeba to Everyone: Meeting of our rooh and angels

  • @nurbanusimsek
    @nurbanusimsek 11 месяцев назад

    Comments: 20:20:44 From sarah to Everyone: “Clever” angels working on this tiny organism. Interesting that there are so many different activities happening at once, each activity having an appointed angel. 40,000 mouths! 20:21:00 From Tasniya to Everyone: It goes back to trust. Armies of angels are not at my command but at the command of the One who knows what I need 20:21:20 From Tasniya to Everyone: If the crowd did not disperse, that’s also his angels making it not happen 20:22:08 From Tasniya to Everyone: So the angels are not meant to just serve my whims and desires but when my will lines up to His will and we witness that, it’s really special. And it’s equally special when it doesn’t happen 20:22:44 From sarah to Everyone: ALLAHU AKBAR, 80 billion neurons all orderly and each one obeying The Orderer 20:23:12 From sarah to Everyone: “We can have special moments AND every instance is special” 20:23:33 From Tasniya to Everyone: I think in the beginning we look for instances or special moments to really anchor ourselves and then as we trust we can also say that the waiting for something to happen is also special. It’s preparing me 20:24:16 From sarah to Everyone: “We are called to reflect on “Natural phenomena” repeatedly mentioned in the Qur’an which looks to the unseen, the angelic world, the malakut. “ - Dr Yamina 20:30:05 From Seyma Inan to Everyone: The last points you guys made are also becoming a mirror to comprehend slowly how we make senses when we see calamities for instance.. 21:13:54 From Isra to Everyone: To define ourselves as: mirror bearing admirer /contemplating announcer/ needy thankful

  • @modestly22
    @modestly22 Год назад

    Today we were serving homeless and my prayer was as I am moved same way Allah will move and provide and take care people in Gaza

  • @modestly22
    @modestly22 Год назад

    Istighfar and More conviction while making dua !

  • @modestly22
    @modestly22 Год назад

    When we see sunrise or sunset our response is not wow what a beautiful sunrise or sunset to What a beautiful Rabb he is !

  • @modestly22
    @modestly22 Год назад

    In 1958 in China they had shortage of grain so they killed all birds thinking they are eating all grains , subhan Allah it lead to infestation by large numbers of insects as the birds we’re keeping them in control so the the insects destroyed the remaining crops

  • @modestly22
    @modestly22 Год назад

    And interacting with so called “inanimate” world is another level of opening and interaction for us !

  • @modestly22
    @modestly22 Год назад

    SubhanAllah and astaghfirullah ,even we attribute so much to our physical being , And have so much biases based on that

  • @nurfatmakoksal3174
    @nurfatmakoksal3174 Год назад

    "Just like we are not flesh and bones, the creation is not just physical matter"

  • @insirahnur
    @insirahnur Год назад

    MashAllah!!! Very touching reflection. I These verses sound like teaching us that when we are in the state of patient (dedicating ourselves to pause and to be ready to understand/welcoming meaning) angels are / will be sent to our ways to go through hardships

  • @Zenigma217
    @Zenigma217 Год назад

    Someone said the bee doesn’t have consciousness. I beg to differ, it does! It’s an animate creation which has the ability to communicate and live in a bee community just like we live in communities !!! The mountain has the ability to respond to Allah SWA when He says in the Quran that the mountains did not want the responsibility: 33:72 “Indeed, We offered the Trust to the heavens and the earth and the mountains, and they declined to bear it and feared it; but man [undertook to] bear it. Indeed, he was unjust and ignorant.” They have consciousness!!! It may not be the same consciousness as ours. Everything has consciousness as everything is made to worship Allah SWA. They may not have free will to not choose to worship Allah SWA like we do.

  • @Zenigma217
    @Zenigma217 Год назад

    The intermediate realm is called the barzak. This is the time in the grave until we are resurrected.

  • @Zenigma217
    @Zenigma217 Год назад

    Hadith on Shuhada: Souls of martyrs alive in green birds of Paradise By Abu Amina Elias / June 2, 2019 / Birds الطيور, Death الموت, Fruits الثمرات, Hereafter الآخرة, Life الحياة, Martyrs الشهداء, Paradise الجنة, Reward الأجر, Trees الأشجار, Virtues الفضائل Ka’b ibn Malik reported: The Messenger of Allah, peace and blessings be upon him, said, “Verily, the souls of martyrs are in green birds, hanging from the fruits of Paradise, or the trees of Paradise.” Source: Sunan al-Tirmidhī 1641 Grade: Sahih (authentic) according to Al-Tirmidhi عَنْ كَعْبِ بْنِ مَالِكٍ أَنَّ رَسُولَ اللَّهِ صَلَّى اللَّهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ قَالَ إِنَّ أَرْوَاحَ الشُّهَدَاءِ فِي طَيْرٍ خُضْرٍ تَعْلُقُ مِنْ ثَمَرِ الْجَنَّةِ أَوْ شَجَرِ الْجَنَّةِ 1641 سنن الترمذي كتاب فضائل الجهاد باب ما جاء في ثواب الشهداء 3/278 المحدث الترمذي خلاصة حكم المحدث حسن صحيح في سنن الترمذي

  • @atravelingsoul2849
    @atravelingsoul2849 Год назад

    The trophy goes to you guys. Thank you all for for initiating such a wonderful/educational talks. If I may humbly suggest that complexity of what’s being said, requires a very detailed entry into such a subject. In my opinion, it is crucial to define some of the wording that has been used, like perfection in relation to creation, let us remember everything is in relative terms what is perfect or who is perfect what do we consider to be perfect where does angels fall in this category or humans and spirits? Define perfection define Angels define spirit…❤🎉 And let us remember. We have to have reasons to believe what we believe. Why do we believe their existence and so-called perfection? Whatever that may be

  • @ReceivingNur
    @ReceivingNur Год назад

    This week we started our study of the 29th Word on the immortality of man’s spirit, angels, and resurrection. Some of the questions we are reflecting on as we prepare for the next session are: - What does believing in angels mean for me in my everyday life? - How can I live more from my authentic self/ruh so that I can become aware of the angelic aspect of creation? Let’s remember that the more we engage with the text and the more questions we have, the more answers it’ll give us. We have to reflect so that so the text can speak to us - please come prepared with any questions you might have on the reading. Subscribe to Receiving Nur newsletter to receive details on the live session, www.receivingnur.org

  • @nurfatmakoksal3174
    @nurfatmakoksal3174 Год назад

    What a precious lesson, mashaAllah ❤ I am inspired to experience and share this message as much as I can insh, Who is inspiring me:)? Al-Insan 76:9 إِنَّمَا نُطْعِمُكُمْ لِوَجْهِ ٱللَّهِ لَا نُرِيدُ مِنكُمْ جَزَآءً وَلَا شُكُورًا

  • @flashy1xclips
    @flashy1xclips Год назад

    I am very relaxed by this thank you❤

  • @arshemoalla
    @arshemoalla Год назад

    Jazak Allah Khair for sharing your thoughts. Connecting the two talks, I see our perception as a rock. When we submit to the will of Allah then the rock splits asunder and we can start experiencing the manifestation of the names of Allah (SWT). A possible response to question about at what point perception changes could be the hadith cited by the second speaker.

  • @arshemoalla
    @arshemoalla Год назад

    Co-reading means reading with other people. But the slides imply that co-reading is reading two different things (Quranic text and one's surroundings) in sequence. This needs to be corrected.

    • @nurfatmakoksal3174
      @nurfatmakoksal3174 Год назад

      Thank you very much for the correction💛 We should think of an alternative for co-reading🤔

  • @modestly22
    @modestly22 Год назад

    Death is Destroyer of happiness-If the happiness was taking us away from our Rabb , but if we are using it to connect to our Rabb , than the death is the gateway to unending happiness

  • @modestly22
    @modestly22 Год назад

    Alhukm is only with Allah, he just needs to say kun fayakoon

  • @modestly22
    @modestly22 Год назад

    Rain doesn’t know when and where and how to fall and benefit or destroy, it has no consciousness or control

  • @modestly22
    @modestly22 Год назад

    تَعْبُدُونَ مِن دُونِهِ إِلَّا أَسْمَاءً سَمَّيْتُمُوهَا أَنتُمْ وَآبَاؤُكُم مَّا أَنزَلَ اللَّهُ بِهَا مِن سُلْطَانٍ ۚ إِنِ الْحُكْمُ إِلَّا لِلَّهِ ۚ أَمَرَ أَلَّا تَعْبُدُوا إِلَّا إِيَّاهُ ۚ ذَٰلِكَ الدِّينُ الْقَيِّمُ وَلَٰكِنَّ أَكْثَرَ النَّاسِ لَا يَعْلَمُونَ﴾ [ يوسف: ٤٠ You do not worship besides Him but only names which you have named (forged), you and your fathers, for which Allah has sent down no authority. The command (or the judgement) is for none but Allah. He has commanded that you worship none but Him (i.e. His Monotheism), that is the (true) straight religion, but most men know not. The phenomenon and the reason / causes( asbab ) that we have been taught in secular education are the names we have given to all the Awaamir (orders or doings of Allah )

  • @User-ci3su
    @User-ci3su Год назад

    Thank you! great video

  • @modestly22
    @modestly22 Год назад

    مَا تَعۡبُدُوۡنَ مِنۡ دُوۡنِهٖۤ اِلَّاۤ اَسۡمَآءً سَمَّيۡتُمُوۡهَاۤ اَنۡـتُمۡ وَ اٰبَآؤُكُمۡ مَّاۤ اَنۡزَلَ اللّٰهُ بِهَا مِنۡ سُلۡطٰنٍ​ؕ اِنِ الۡحُكۡمُ اِلَّا لِلّٰهِ​ؕ اَمَرَ اَلَّا تَعۡبُدُوۡۤا اِلَّاۤ اِيَّاهُ​ؕ ذٰلِكَ الدِّيۡنُ الۡقَيِّمُ وَلٰـكِنَّ اَكۡثَرَ النَّاسِ لَا يَعۡلَمُوۡنَ‏ ﴿12:40﴾ (12:40) Those whom you serve beside Him are merely idle names that you and your fathers have fabricated, without Allah sending down any sanction for them. All authority to govern rests only with Allah. He has commanded that you serve none but Him. This is the Right Way of life, though most people are altogether unaware. The phenomenon and the reason / causes ( asbab) that we have been taught in secular education,are the names we have given to Al Awaamir ( orders or doings of our Rabb) .As Rain doesn’t know when, where and how to rain ,and when to be beneficial when to be destructive,it has no consciousness.Alhukm is only with Allah ,Rain is bound to his kun.

  • @atravelingsoul2849
    @atravelingsoul2849 Год назад

    Brilliant thank you so much. I now can see the difference between beautiful and how it’s made beautifully, which is a fact.🎉

  • @Simeitsa
    @Simeitsa 2 года назад

    yoooooo tihs I have a feeling that is linked to a need to fulfill is ground breaking for me!! Thank you!

  • @Simeitsa
    @Simeitsa 2 года назад

    Thank you for these lectures <3. Been reading about trauma for a few years now and I find it a phenomenal topic! Please continue to education others about the effects and coping mechanisms of trauma.

  • @Aperspective1
    @Aperspective1 2 года назад

    so inspiring and deep...mashallah...what precious class

  • @nurfatmakoksal3174
    @nurfatmakoksal3174 2 года назад

    "Jihad is striving to remain in the path of ease, in a state of conscious surrender to the will of God."💖

  • @hshah2757
    @hshah2757 2 года назад

    Awesome video! Many thanks! (I have to be frank and say that although they may serve important purposes, I personally cannot stand houseflies because they are so pesky, dirty and carry diseases, which actually helps me try to be a cleaner person.)

  • @mirzaabdulqayyumaurangabad1069
    @mirzaabdulqayyumaurangabad1069 2 года назад

    Mashallah

  • @mirzaabdulqayyumaurangabad1069
    @mirzaabdulqayyumaurangabad1069 2 года назад

    ماشاء اللہ بہت خوب

  • @andalus71710
    @andalus71710 2 года назад

    Masha Allah!

  • @ReceivingNur
    @ReceivingNur 2 года назад

    Notes from Class by Enabah: Oh People (plural You) is linked to Adam so that we make the connection of Adam representing all mankind. Quran 15: 28-29 refers to creation of " a mortal human being" thus Adam = every human being. "Khulafa"=vicegerents is plural. Children of Adam are warned with same warning as that given to Adam. Hence Adam respresents all humanity. The principle mentioned in the first point: angels prostrating to Adam represents subjugation of most things in the universe to all of us: 1. most of physical beings and the connected spiritual aspect of physical beings (that looks to meaning and Beautiful Names) 2. senses that are given to us. T here are also evils pertaining to Iblis that have the potential to dwarf our growth and attack our deeper learning of His Names. It is critical to understand that satan is a part of our lives so that we can be safe. Doubts are not evil in themselves. Not taking them seriously , letting them fester, or following them blindly is to let satan take hold. Thoughts and feelings come to us, and ego has a tendency to wrongly identify with it.

  • @modestly22
    @modestly22 2 года назад

    Most important is “RabbunAllah “to reach that relationship and to know he has my back . That only comes with constant work , with every grief and concern and looking back , how I was being taken care in the past situations and situation didn’t last . It was a transient situation.It was purposely put with wisdom of the most Wise .

  • @andalus71710
    @andalus71710 2 года назад

    Thank you for this whole new perspective on Allah’s speech to Moses, pbuh. I will forever feel grateful for being reared and carefully watched by Allah in the palace of my own past and present experiences insha Allah. God bless!