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why every one better than me??? i'm try hard very much, i don't sleep all night to studying, i drink a lot of coffee, although feel tired and stressed, idc and keep studying. But why? why noone think i'm work hard, they just thought i'm lucky, and they doesn't study any time but they just better than me??? there's not fair, not fair, not fair, not fair!!! what about me??????

All these songs are on my playlist 😢

I hate myself.

TW(s): vent, mentions of suicide and failed suicide attempts, near death experiences, mental illness, hospitalizations I’m not a kid anymore, but I’m still young. I’m 19, and I’ve had mental health issues since I was 9. So ten years, I’ve suffered. I’ve watched my diagnosis’s go from depression and anxiety, all the way to schizoaffective (bipolar type), anxiety and ptsd. It’s hard. I’ve been hospitalized a total of 7 times since age 14 up to 19. They’ve all been for suicidal reasons, including one failed attempt when I was 16. I thought I was getting better, then at 17 I almost died of an accidental overdose of medication prescribed by my psychiatrist. I developed severe ptsd from it. I just want to be normal. Right now, I’m on medication and stable, but I still occasionally wish I was dead c:

I can't do this anymore my parents are always yelling at me i'm losing everyone and everyhting i have nothing left i dont know what to do with life i cant do anything without breaking down every 2 seconds i cant even take pictures without crying idk what im doing wrong ive got suspended 3 times my bestfriend introduced me to weed and alchohol got me addicted to weed and just dropped me today when its effected me worse then it has her it's ruined my life all this in the past 5 months keep in mind im 13 ive been to a mental hospital have 2 attempts i have a therapist i have to go to so many med appointments im tired of all of it im addicted to sh and idk wtd anymore i was doing really good i was clean for months until i got sent to my mental hospital im failing all my classes except gym im currently sespended

Best playlist i've heard so far thank you so much this is helping me a lot

11:11

U : r doing great G: good person L: lovely eyes Y: ou are here that’s all that matters

The title matched me perfectky

I have this one friend lets call him "p" so p and i are really good friends i told him everything and hes my best friend because he hasn't treated me differently just cuz of anything yesterday i leaned hes going to a different school for grade 8, i only have 2 more months left with my best friend.

who am i anymore?😶‍🌫

Я из России и обожаю многие песни отсюда,мне комфортно сидеть и слушать эти песни вечером

Funny thing about this is the songs are a vibe, but my mom(the one who is more in charge in my household) doesn't believe I have any brain sillies. Of any kind. It hurts in what is likely a similar way, because she still acknowledges that my brain is different. She said that I have "always thought divergently" to my doctor, for goodness sake!

So this is a vent..so my grandmother makes a big deal about grades and i had failed a semester but i wasnt learning. She said that i could have asked anyone to help me, but there has been to many times that people has said no and to figure it out urself so i didnt ask for help. And i told her this bit she made a big deal out of it and she is always saying something about my grades about how i dont try but im always TRYING. But back to the whole thing abt the not learning, i cant learn just reading something that is not something im interested in (this class im talkin bout is math) cuz i cant focus on it, that ive got adhd (maybe autism idk my dads gonna ask to get it checked for me) but she says that i could read a book in a day with out getting up, ofc i can cuz it interests me. But she has done this to many times. SHES DONE IT ON MY BIRTHDAY W/ MY BSF THERE! It like do you not know that i felt like a fùçkin failure, that i haven't been beating myself up abt it... Ive always been the As and Bs 'girl' so i get why shes upset but she keeps on saying im makin up excuses... Anyway i hope yall have a good day/night

Wake up its 2018 you just fell asleep outside silly

Wake up its 2018 you just fell asleep outside silly

Yeah…That is how my caregivers see me. I think that is why they just lost hope for me and just don’t comment about my future.

i love youtube play lists so if im at school i can listen to this and work 😁

Me who actually has mental health issues: …❤…

Honestly why suicide is overused for clout in the gacha community? It’s a fucking dress up game and now it’s turning into a bunch of people randomly killing themself and reviving the next day like nothing happened. Bugga as always been a problematic little shit and this tweekerpop situation made them look more ridiculous in the community eyes. This story as a lot of plot holes and we have 0 proof that tweek actually died, but at the time we couldn’t question cause bugga attacked every living begin that shows some suspicion with this case. The hacker story seems off, an hacker would go deeper then just uploading a community post, it might be a troll but things seem weird. I dunno if tweek is alive or not, but this community as to get their shit done and stop using suicide as a clout mechanism.

This whole comment section needs a hug...

Music is important for us. When we feel like bo one understsnds. That were alone. These things remind us, "oh... Im not as alone as i tought..." its nice to know.

im so sad cuz this might sound weird i have a friend who is 3 years or 4 years aprat from me and i love her but she dont like me so i listen to this while playing rolbox while being sad btw im not saying my age or her age

Cause i LOOK mentally strong im not..when people think they understand me they dont im different then how i act nobody seen my true self other then the internet.thanks for everyone who really understood me..without my friends only real ones im sure i have i given up ib life i cant do anything without you my friends

"will you ever change?!"

TimeStamps: All I want is you by Rebzyyx - 0:01 Freaks by Surf Curse- 2:17 Christmas Kids by Roar - 4:27 Jealous by Eyedress? -6:30 Bubble Gum - 8:53 Feel Better by Penelope Scott - 11:12 Nobody by Mitski- 15:00 Alien Blues by Vundabar - 17:15 505 - 19:29 Cigarettes out the window - 23:05 Devil Town by Cave Town - 25:54 Michelle - 28:38 My Alcoholic Friends - 31:35 I Hate My Mom - 33:46 Washing Machine Heart - 35:53 Treehouse by Alex G - 37:40 Rät by Penelope Scott- 39:41 {Sorry, I don't know where most of these are from}

I heard the song "Freak" start playing, I thought the fish version was going to play.

I have ASD and adhd and this playlist helps!

This isnt really related to the video but... my sister passed away on friday (4/19/24) .. she died in a car crash :(( i miss her, the last thing i heard her say like in person was "goodnight see ya tommorow !" and then we chatted over text about a funny video she did at school and about our dog and how he was so happy to go to the park. My sister is now in heaven and she spoke to me through spirit and let me know she loves me and that shes ok now with my dad and heavenly father ❤ ((I was so worried my sister was in pain and sad that nobody was with her.. )) but my dad and grandparents and jesus christ were with her hugging her i bet <3

The sad part is my family actually does know me as the mentality ill kid out of my other siblings and family members (love the playlist)

everyone: "oh your not sad your not depressed your just a little confused" (your mentally unstable no one likes you and you hurt yourself to feel something other than sadness)

Was it the best you ever had? Was it the worst you'd never know? I try to tell you what I think and play it off like it's a joke Oh no, more surprises, guess it's like this I'd do anything for you, Mrs. Highness Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Uh-oh, uh-oh, uh-oh Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Uh-oh, uh-oh, uh-oh The sun is fun, the land is dandy I only talk to dogs because they don't understand me My teeth are yellow, hello world Would you like me a little better if they were white like yours? I need to purge my urges Shame, shame, shame on you Alibi to justify, somebody to blame It's a halibut, party bitch, give it a name and say Hey, hey Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Uh-oh, uh-oh, uh-oh Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Uh-oh, uh-oh, uh-oh Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Uh-oh, uh-oh, ooh-ooh Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Uh-oh, uh-oh, uh-oh

Yo, is she a zombie?

For everyone who needed care, and needs to hear this and for who doesnt (you can vent in the replies idm!) alot of people would be prud of you for what you have accomplish throughtout the years, your awesome and will always will be loved by people even people from the internet. dont let anyone take ur confidence away, u are powerful enough to speak. all the problems your having is going to either get better or worse (mostly better) your so good to be here in this word and every appreciate you for who you are and what you've become. i love you so does others and more so on. dont let anyone destroy your life js because of words! have a great day/night ppl! ❤‍🩹❤

My parents close their eyes to my suffering I have no one to cry to My brother is dealing with his own problems and doesn't notice me I cry myself to sleep I break down alone in my room My parents refuse to acknowledge that there's something wrong with me I can't get up in the morning without telling myself how useless I am I hate my mind and body It's hard to eat, make my bed and brush my teeth I can't understand why my parents don't look in my direction when I need their comfort My girlfriend's parents ask about how I am more than mine, and have only seen them about four times I hide my sexuality and gender identity from my family I'm physically unable to talk about what I'm going through I hide my emotions from everybody I can't cry in front of others I can't do this anymore I want to end everyrhing I know that my family loves me and it hurts me so much Nobody knows how much I'm hurting I can only write out how I feel I wrote out my feeling and showed it to my mom, and she said nothing. She still doesn't bring it up, ever I want comfort I don't know who I can trust I don't trust anybody Nobody will believe me if I tell anyone The only thing that my mom said when I asjed her about what I wrote is that others have it worse and my life is good considering that we have money, clothes, food and I go to an expensive private school I don't want to live If I end my life there will be people who cry and that makes me live and living hurts me I hate myself I don't know if I can hold on If you want, rant in the comments, I won't judge, I'm ranting myself, sorry for the long post

that title was interesting. I clicked so fast, but I'm not the mentally ill child, because no one knows about my problems, and they don't care to notice. You want to know why I don't tell anyone in my family? I'm afraid they'll tell my sisters, and my father would judge me (because he always does.) my mom would definitely tell my dad. I just feel like he'll be mad at me for some reason, but I don't blame myself for that thought. this was actually little me to my sisters after just running away because I was scared of my father because he was yelling at my mom. "mommy and daddy are not in love anymore I don't think." and then I cried. to this day, my dad still hasn't left. at first I didn't want him to leave because I LOVED HIM. BUT WHAT NOW? I HATE HIM. HE'S ON TOP 3 OF THE MOST HATED PEOPLE, ACTUALLY HE'S NUMBER ONE. I WAS LITTLE. I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND. BUT I'M STILL HERE, CRYING EVERY DAY, BECAUSE HE RUINS EVERYTHING. EVERY SINGLE PART OF MY DAY IS RUINED BY HIM. but now I want him to leave. I need him to leave. I can't live like this, I've attempted sc^!c!d3 six times, and I'm only 2 days clean. Usually you wouldn't hear anyone say something like this, but I'm gonna say it. I WANT MY DAD TO LEAVE ME. MY SEARCH HISTORY? "how to make my dad leave me" "how to make my dad hate me" "how to get rid of my dad" "how to stop hating my father" "how to RUN AWAY." YES. YOU SAW THAT RIGHT. HE MAKES ME WANT TO RUN AWAY. I HATE HIM. I NEED HIM TO LEAVE ME. I'M NOT OKAY BECAUSE OF HIM, LIFE WOULD BE GREAT WITHOUT HIM. I NEED HIM TO LEAVE ME RIGHT NOW.

I'm glad this part of me made it this far... This side of me is too g to kill its self and I will make sure it does!!! Because I hate this scared, scarred, unmotivated, and rejecting SIDE OF ME!!! I want to be brave, strong, sweet, kind, and...I wanna be my self again........💔. But I want you guys to be yourself and try to love again. Go play outside while you still have a chance, while you are still young💝

ight i guess i gotta be that person 0:00 All i want is U 2:17 Freaks 2:28 Christmas kids 6:31 Jealous 8:56 Bubble gum 11:12 Feel Better 15:03 Nobody 17:16 Alien Blues 19:29 505 23:05 Cigarettes out the Window 25:53 Devil town 28:39 Michelle 31:37 Alcoholic friends 33:46 youth brigade(i think) 35:52 Washing Machine Heart 37:40 Treehouse 39:40 Rät Took me forever to find the other songs

Nobody notices that the best actors/actresses don't use stages. They do it every day, and no one ever notices.

BRO I JUST FOUND THIS CHANNEL AND ITS AMAZING😭

I just got yelled at for crying and being overwhelmed. I got yelled at for going in my own house to warm up. I got yelled at for getting yelled at and feeling upset about it. I get yelled at for taking too long to cook, taking too long to respond, taking too long to get out of bed, for having off days, for not cooking or making coffee, for being on Zoloft and trying to focus on myself, they act like my anxiety is something I can just shut off when it's not that simple. Sometimes I wake up and wish I didn't. Sometimes I think back to when I almost jumped off a bridge last year and regret going home. I'm so tired, but nobody cares. They just want me to be happy all the time and do everything they say. They don't want me, they want someone who isn't a f*cking monster.

921k people saw this most likely for the same reason and it's sad

what is the name of the song that is in 7:17 ?

I told my principal about this kid who tried to kill and set fire during school hours in school and they told my dad about it for some reason i started crying for 30 minutes my mom found out and i prayed crying for 1 hour for her to not yell at me cuz i was apart of it i have only 2 real friends who listen to me vent so it went from 7 friends to 2 friends instantly i supposibly "Learned my lesson" WHEN I ONLY REALIZED I AM FUCKING NAIVE My mom gave me depression just to "Teach" me to make my way in life i hate my gender but i dont wanna be made fun of for being Trans i make a joke and everyone stares at me i tried to kill myself that person does not get expelled but gets empathy while i get NO empathy i hate myself and all my friends but my dad and those 2 friends even though they ask me a question they expect me to say yes and force me into anxiety classes even THOUGH I DO NOT WANT TO

How am I pose to cry to the first song? It got Me doing a lil shoulder dance😣🥲🥲

POV: Your not lady enough for Your mom, SO she always makes you study and act ladylike untill you wanna f ing h@ng yourself like a pinàta.

(✿VENTING✿) Hi i,m keisha and i,m 10 i was 9 before and i turned 10 in October 17 last year My mom left to go abroad in dubai past months i slowly feel odd...When my little brother crys for no reason i got blamed by my father when i make a small mistake or i forgot to do things my father just yell at me..and one time my sister did something bad and my dad asked who did it and my sister said it was me neither i did not and i said that i didnt do anything at all i was doing smth and my father didnt believe me and it keeps happening i got called devil bc i was accused of being a liar like a snake...My sister is the true snake and a liar..ppl dont understand me i always cry when i sleep..And i miss the old years And my mind kept saying i,m just a child and i,m experincing hallucinations my dreams are always odd it feels like almost real..

personally, i fucking love my parents, they rock, like.. Who would supply you with your louis vuitton bags, you dior stuff and you fave prada bag? And their love is greater than any materealistic stuff. They're cool asf! I love my brother even tough we tend to fight and argue a lotThey helped me trough everything, and support me no matter what, like.. i cant even imagine having anyone else, i love them so much, and i love spending quality time with them and my brother! I love going on road trips with dad, i love watching movies with mum, i love gaming with my little brother, i love walking our dog and playing with him, i just love them all so much. I love doing anything with them and i love being out on the boat with them and waking our dog with them. They are the best family ever, and i wouldnt even ask for any other parents, dogs, or brother even if i could.

credit @Burthdae ꧁TimeStamps ꧂ All I want is you - 0:01 Freaks - 2:17 Christmas kids - 4:27 Jealous -6:30 Bubble Gum - 8:53 Feel Better - 11:12 Nobody - 15:00 Alien Blues - 17:15 505 - 19:29 Cigarettes out the window - 23:05 Devil Town - 25:54 Michelle - 28:38 My Alcoholic Friends - 31:35 I Hate My Mom - 33:46 Washing Machine Heart - 35:53 Treehouse - 37:40 Rat - 39:41

😁💔 this is true💔