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i have been deep in depression and having a lot of suicidal thoughts lately and just been going through a lot lately but nothing is helping i just want to end it all but ik i shouldnt what do i do?

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NUMBER 4 IS SO TRUE you learn that one with age for sure

Hey I just came from you first video and you helped me YOUR GLOWING you so pretty and I’m so proud of you thank you for sharing! You helped me understand that I can’t rely on my loved ones to make me “happy” but you made me just realize that real happiness is with myself

I’m just now seeing this idk if you will see this comment but you just helped me your really just helped me in the best way I’m so proud of you!

YOU’RE NOT ALONE!!!!! We’re all human and it’s perfectly okay to feel anxious sometimes. A very wise mall Santa that I met, back in 2018, once told me that “even on the cloudiest day the sun STILL shines behind those clouds meaning that no matter how dark it looks, the sun is STILL there and the joy and happiness is there for you as well”. No matter how scary or how uncomfortable things get for you, just know that everything’s going to be okay because you deserve to feel safe, loved, comforted, encouraged and for those who loved you and who really want to help u and be there for you and stay by your side either way. Whether from friends, family or anyone you trust and feel safe with. I maybe an autistic women whose probably may or may not have had a lot of panic attacks but I can honestly tell u. I’ve had anxiety attacks due to my fear of failure in school or at work and not being good enough as a person and losing my job and I’ve also struggled with anxiety and depression for quite a long time so I do understand perfectly well the feelings of worthlessness, lack of self esteem, anxiety, depression, self hatred, loneliness, feeling trapped, frustration, remorsefulness, insecurity and the feeling of wanting to get try to better yourself but always coming out as a failure. Plus having been through Covid and being forced to follow Covid safety protocols like many others, myself, has been deeply traumatizing and extremely difficult for me as well socially, mentally, physically and emotionally. The point is, your anxieties, your depression and everything mental health related DOES NOT define u for who you are, it’s what’s inside your heart and all the things we’ve accomplished in life and the kind of person u REALLY are in your heart that truly defines u for who u are. Some people are not gonna always understand what you’re going through and maybe they never will but as long as you have the people in your life who loved and cared about you or that special someone whom deeply loves u and genuinely cares about u and will do anything in the world to help u to overcome this, you’re gonna come out even stronger and more courageous than ever and before you’ll know it, you’re gonna surprise people by how far you’ve come in the end. The fact that you had the courage to make this video and open up about your inner struggles and your vulnerability REALLY MAKES U A MUCH STRONGER AND BRAVER PERSON IN MY BOOK. Give yourself a pat on the back. U did an amazing job!! 😊😊 Stay strong, have courage, be kind to yourself, take heart and NEVER EVER give up hope because you ARE beautiful and practically perfect just the way you are in every way . ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

I'm 23 amd have depression and anxiety aswell suicide thoughts am on meds but they don't help much. It doesn't help i have 0 friends i try but everyone thinks I am freak . 😞

I am just ready for it all to go away or end I have been like this my whole life and am 35

My life has been a living hell since 2009. Life got worse in 2014 and In 2016 it got a billion times worse when I ended up loseing family members eversince. You are always asking what happend. I am really not trying to sound like a crazy person but sometimes you even ask your self are you even In reality. The situation is so horrible and so unexplainable that is like something you see In the movies. What keeps me going is I don't want to end up in hell and self improvement. I been feeling more better and better eversince. Working out, learning guitar, learning how to make life better and other things so if anyone reads this and if you think about commiting suicide it just not worth it

You are SO brave to reveal all this online. My story with this is very similar to yours and after seven years I’m finally recovering! People like us with severe mental illnesses that suffer for a long time with the wrong types of treatment are overlooked in society. We need to get rid of the stigma. I wish you all the best in life, you are and will do just fine!

Sorry but thats pretty shitty of your parents to drop the D bomb on you right after your pet dies...

Maybe you could 'clean up' your comment section. There are people commenting stuff like 'cut harder' 'cut deeper' to others who opened up about their self harm methods. This is evil! Maybe you could delete it ...

You deserve to be seen because wow! This is such a good and high quality video !! This is really helpful. I have BPD and it gets real fucking tough sometimes.

Please do a video about exactly who and what aspects of therapy either helped or hurt your progress...

I'm learning how important it is to simply keep healthy snacks around the house...a fresh fruit, or a good yogurt can take you a long way with energy...

How did you get diagnosed with all three pmdd, GAD and OCD when they all share so many similar symptoms? I feel like i have all three along with severe social anxiety (i’ve done a ton of research and am super introspective & in tune with my body too so i’m not just self diagnosing all willy nilly ftr!) i just am so unsure about what’s going on because so many things share many symptoms i’m dealing with that idk if i have one thing or 5, yk? Alsomy doctors dont really help with all that :(

awesome vid! keep them coming! you've earned a subscriber kid

6:22 those are SOO CUTEE!!! new subbieee

you're so pretty!!!

I relapsed with self harm the other night

thx for sharing girl. im so tired of going through it. im so tired. just so fucking tired. and its always people , people are always the culprit.

I wonder how you've been feeling lately? I hope you're feeling better. I don't know much about you. Came here after seeing one of your vulnerable videos which I appreciate. Since I'm feeling really down and hopeless lately. Wish u the best

How to fulfill our multiple wishes through scripting because as far as i know we should script only 1 wish at a time for 30 days and let it go So how we we fulfill multiple wishes ? Or After 30 days we should write our 2nd wish and then after 30 days 3rd wish and so on….. Kindly guide me 🙏

I started laughing at the star bucks part

It all comes down to knowing what the purpose of our existence is. If not, we will be like a ship without a port, struggling with emptiness and darkness and meaninglessness that we will try to fill up our life with things that entertain us, but still leave us empty. But there is a purpose for our life. The purpose of our existence is to be perfectly happy: Our mind is made for Truth, and our will is made for goodness and love. When we stop thinking about ourselves and sacrifice for those in need, happiness begins to flow into our being. Once we realize that God Himself is Truth and Love itself, and understand that our time on earth is to serve God with all our heart, mind and soul, then one begins to grow serene and happy on our journey toward God. But the big danger is Sin. Yes, sin. Sin is the misuse of our intellect and our will. Sin is like poison which destroys happiness in our life. Sin separates us from God, who is the Source of Happiness itself. Life is a preparation for the greatest event of our life: our death and judgment. Hear is a video that explains the journey, worth watching: ruclips.net/video/1CAwTnaJ9MM/видео.html

Trash video. You have friends over friends over friends and a handful boyfriends that were basically your simp slaves and you still manage to be depressed. Wack. Pathethic. Liar, you're a fraud. You would be long dead if you weren't extremely privileged

You know what KOD poster on the wall steal my heart ❤️ love you

BABE THIS VIDEO IS IT! The growth, the glow, I’m in love with you and so so happy for you!

Such an inspiration!! Thanks for sharing your motivational routines!!

Thank you for sharing your struggles and accomplishments. It's so nice to watch something positive and inspirational. That water bottle!

What was the longest depressed mood ?

To everyone in the comments who relate to this even if it's in the slightest way: I love you and you're so strong

You are a precious soul. Thank you for sharing your story

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I was 15 years old when it all happened. We had just returned to school from the summer holidays and my ex stopped speaking to me and I was so confused as to why, very obvious but I was blind. He was no longer interested in me anymore and had a new girlfriend, when some guys saw me they laughed at my face from a far, I was confused why, I still didn't know the news, then just before class started one of the girls told me and from that day I couldn't stop crying. I wailed loud painful crying everyday for 3 months, most intense pain of my life. Just a week into the devasting news and I couldn't cope with the pain and I would take a knife with me everyday to school, trying really hard to cut my wrist but nothing happened, it would never go in deep but I was too scared to go in any further because, I didn't actually have the guts to hurt myself physically anymore. I didn't actually want to hurt myself but I just wanted to find a way out of the darkness for me there was no light at the end of the tunnel. Then I was always constantly thinking of a suicide plan "how can I successfully kill myself?" Then it hit me, swallow a bottle of pills so that's exactly what I did. So I go into my parents room and get a bottle co codomal, the next day I take it with me to school and around midday I start consuming pills. Pill after pill, I swallowed around 20-30 pills, after 2 hours I start to feel sleepy so I nap but I get intense pains in my stomach so I keep waking up, finally it's home time so I go home and I sleep straight away, at around 4 pm I start vomiting every 30 minutes, it went ongoing for about 9 hours and to make me feel even shittier I was forced to eat food and I was told that I was difficult for not being coopartive and they never even considered my mental health. I'm nearly 22 now in February

i tried to kill myself again this time i ate 48 pills this was the most painful feeling ever and the doctor gave me more pills he didn't know why i was tired i didn't talk it was the hardest week of my life and now i'm thinking of doing it again and it scares me as i found out that talking Doesn't help me talk all my life and look at me now

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Want to give u a hug. Ppl around u are lucky to have u.

Waow! You´re so brave. You are the coolest! Im through something at the moment, and i dont know what it is. My whole arm is filled with scars, and i cant really stop. Im 12 years old, and i dont know whats wrong with me

Ive been struggling with depression for like 3 years now and its getting to that point where im selfharming everyday and constantly trying to get an opportunity to steal pills from the closet and take all of em and simply die. Life is not rly worth living at this point and its just going down hill. Somewhere after my depression started i brokeup with my girlfriend and that killed me inside. After that i started all my selfharm and stuff. Im really suicidal and feel numb all the time.

I have been suffering from depression/Suicidal thoughts for many years and it has been getting worse since I turned 18 and have had 3 attempts in the last month. I just want to die and end it all.

I started at 10 and im now 12,my mom keeps asking why i do it.little does she know its her fault..

Thank you so much for talking about this, Cora. You are strong and brave to talk about it and are helping so many people. Your story is so similar to my daughter's, but her story has ended. Thank you and much love and luck to you. Brava!

Im still thinking if i should swallow 20 paracetamol w WHile watching this i cant deal w life no more idk why i post this comment

I wish I had parents that believed me. I was diagnosed with depression when I was 13. Last year I attempted suicide. My friends reported me to my school counselor. When my parents found out, it took a threat to call CPS for them to get me a therapist. Fast forward to now and I don’t have a therapist anymore and no medication despite being it being recommended by 5 healthcare professionals. I don’t get what’s so difficult for my parents to help me (there are no financial problems).

Nice video

Loving your Chanel ❤️

Correct me if I m wrong ... I think you got sick at age 10 with diabetes ... Of course chronic pain makes you feel lonely ....it did to me too

wow your're so beautiful!!

very well made 🤩