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I feel radio doesn't go loud enough when listening to this , I need to feel it vibrating through my body lol

She cares!!!!

@@ignis9439 I know she does, i do too. In fact i still love her, despite all the pain and suffering she left upon me after we broke up a couple of months ago. I’ve been places, and I dated a few girls but honestly nothing ever comes close to her. She’s just one of a kind special from head to toe. I always knew it, and i treated her as such, but i neglected myself way too much and this is not how love is supposed to be. I’ve been working a lot on myself and I’m ready to move on with my life, but she will always mean something for me, regardless of her decision or indecision if I might say so. Sadly, her dream is to visit California. While mine is to visit the whole wide world and I’m going all in on it. Whatever happens, it’s fine. We all get what we deserve in the end, so maybe I deserve better who knows. Only time will tell, as usual. Thank you for your answer though. It helps a lot :)

@@milo_ionut that's interesting and at the same time heartbreaking. I hope talking about it helped you face your emotions and hopefully you felt better afterwards. We all have different priorities in life, but most importantly we need to find common ground with our partners, and then we can really enjoy life without being dependent on one another. Have a nice life, buddy ❤️

@@ignis9439 we talked last night, and it helped a lot. I said what i had to say, and you cannot imagine what a release that was. It’s heartbreaking indeed, because nothing hurts more than to be treated as disposable by the only person you ever loved more than yourself. I told her, and I talk publicly about it on my instagram page - this is not probably, but the BEST thing that could ever happen to me. I needed to be treated as garbage and such, to finally wake up and accept reality for how it is. It hurts badly and the pain is impossible to describe or measure, but I made myself responsible for all of this and accepted the suffering. Feel it to heal it - it sucks but it’s just how it goes. I can go on about it a lot, but i’ll try to make it simple. For me, everything is clear right now. Absolutely anything you can imagine it’s clear for me. I understand where everything comes from (anger, avoidance, fear, bitterness, etc.) and I want to help everyone that i can to understand the beauty that lies within the suffering once you accept and make peace with your past/mistakes. Anyway, sorry for the long monologue but i genuinely like to talk about this kind of stuff, and you are more than welcome to check out my instagram and reach out if you wanna have a chat (@milo_ionut) As for the girl, thank you for everything and good riddance. She belongs to the streets, and not my sheets!

@@ignis9439 thanks for your reply. We talked and it helped a lot. I said what i had to say, and you cannot imagine what a release that was. It's heartbreaking indeed, because nothing hurts more than to be treated as disposable by the only person you ever loved more than yourself. I told her, and I talk publicly about it on my instagram page - this is not probably, but the BEST thing that could ever happen to me. I needed to be treated as garbage and such, to finally wake up and accept reality for how it is. It hurts badly and the pain is impossible to describe or measure, but I made myself responsible for all of this and accepted the suffering. Feel it to heal it - it sucks but it's just how it goes. I can go on about it a lot, but i'll try to make it simple. For me, everything is clear right now. Absolutely anything you can imagine it's clear for me. I understand where everything comes from (anger, avoidance, fear, bitterness, etc.) and I want to help everyone that i can to understand the beauty that lies within the suffering once you accept and make peace with your past/mistakes. Anyway, sorry for the long monologue but i genuinely like to talk about this kind of stuff, and you are more than welcome to check out my instagram and reach out if you wanna have a chat (@milo_ionut) As for the girl, thank you for everything and good riddance. She belongs to the streets, not mv sheets!

for real though