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this song is an actual banger and i love it (I LOVE YOU MITSKI)

"I've deen big snd small and big and small and dig and small again and still nobody wants me " i can relate to that

crying because nobody understand me

Usually im that friend thats the “therapist” and i carry everyone’s bs on my shoulders and i js got tired of it and took 2 days off without saying anything its so great to see how many people care about me :(

i was crying when this played since when this was playing, i was drawing some note saying “I hate myself bro” and then someone wrote “the pretty one” and pointed to my avatar (this was in roblox free draw 2.) they scribbled on the “hate” part and wrote love above it, that made me cry because ive never been called pretty before. whoever’s parents raised them must be proud. *<3*

PERFECT!!! 😄

Maybe I’ll be lonely all my life. I think maybe I deserve it

I've never been raped but I can still feel the hands of those who violated me burning my skin. I've never had real friends, yet all I feel is comfort from those who say they love me. I never had true happiness, yet all I feel is thrill at the blood dripping down my thighs. I've never really had anything, yet when I lay down every night with the same two songs on loop, I remember what I have had in life. And maybe it was never good, but it was good enough for me while it was there.

No, no. I have people. There are people around me who want me. Right? ..right. ... Why am I so, so, alone?

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mitski'nin sarkilari hizlandirilmamali veya yavaslatilmamali amk sesi shrek gibi cikiyor sonra

ik nobody will see this but ima just spill my feelings rq please DO NOT SAY “same lol” I dont like my mom at all, she sucks she always barges into my room and makes me feel like crap my “best friend” told me to shut up and it really hurt me bc I can tell they were annoyed by me I dont vent to anyone (not even my friends I trust) bc I dont think theyd care or anything I stay silent when my friends talk about their problems sometimes because im scared ill affect them quarantine has kind of ruined me I have mental problems probably because I consider myself an a hole (everyone else does aswell and even my friend kind of thinks I can be rude sometimes) I cry for stupid reasons or whenever my mom yells at me for too long I feel like nobody cares about me I have a crap sleep schedule and I just wish I could sleep forever but not be dead I dont want pity when I vent, I just want someone to care I dont like my life

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I know that this is probably something you were not expecting but nobody in my family really is not there for me I have been mentally abused and depressed by my sister and I just wanted to tell somebody 😔

I am trapped. This is not the life I was born to live. I was valiant. Honorable. Strong. Powerful. Now I am one of many, in a system, stuck in the body of a young woman very much unlike myself. In need of protection. If my father could see me now, I have no clue what he would think. I was the last of my kind. Being in this body means there is now nobody left. Nobody. Nobody. He would be disappointed.

I just feel so lonely, I want friends but I don’t want people to see me. I wish I could just talk to someone. My family doesn’t allow me to hang out with any of my friends because of their religion and it hurts so bad because when I don’t hang out with them they get mad and I feel like they don’t care that I’m trying so hard. I just want someone to be with, my mom always says I’m over reacting because I don’t show that I’m in pain. My mom is always worried about everyone but me, I feel so alone, like I have no one who loves me, no one who wants to be with me. I just want to be able to hang out with people without having to make sure my mom isn’t home before me, I wish I didn’t have to sneak out so I don’t get beat for going to a friends house. I wish that I could not have a panic attack when I get home to late and my mom is home and get in trouble for hanging out with the people i want to be with the most, she always says I have plenty of friends at the Kingdom Hall but when the meetings are over I don’t get a single text saying “I miss you” “we should hang out” “I wish you were here right now” because their all fake, I only have friends at school but I can’t even see them, it hurts so much because I just want to be happy, my friend quit sh for me but I’ve never there with her because I’m not allowed to. It hurts so bad because I feel so alone, I don’t want to die but I don’t want to live in a world where I’m forever alone, I wish my mom would understand that I need friends so I don’t turn to other methods like sh and vaping to feel something, I wish she knew what I’m going through but I also wish she didn’t. I feel nothing but loneliness, I have friends but I can’t be with them and that’s worse then having none for me, because it’s the pain of being away from someone that you love but aren’t allowed to, I constantly watch all these girls in my school and on RUclips living their best lives with their friends. I literally have 6 siblings but I’m not allowed to see them either, my mom takes her rivalry’s with them and shoves them on me because she can’t deal with them, I can never be with anyone, I’m cursed to be forever alone. When I ask if I can see my siblings I’m told I’m too young, when I ask to hang out with my friends I’m told they are bad for me, so is being alone better then being with somebody I love, is torturing myself with blades better than seeing my siblings? Why am I being put in this situation at such a young age, nobody should have to be alone, so why me? Why was I born to a life I never wanted? Why was I made just to suffer? Why can’t I just be happy? I want to be happy.

I listen to this song when I go to sleep and it’s Sunday bc I have school on Monday and I hum this song and I tell my problems to my pillow or my self

I feel like my thoughts are drowning me and my head aches constantly. There are times when I am lost in thought, so alone. Wishing for a perfect life, maybe staying in a quiet square where there was a rose plant and the coldest weather to give me a warm feeling. I don't want to be so conventional, but I don't see any other way. That's why when I get frustrated I talk to myself, I've created something that makes me feel in company when no one else is even home. I hate my life and at the same time I am so afraid to leave it. I hate everything, everyone, mom and her stupid job, dad and his personality... I hate myself I'm so pathetic, I want someone to understand me but I don't want pity. I want to be happy but I don't think I can get away from the sadness that was the only one there was. Nothing else, everything seems so empty... I don't know if anyone needs me here anymore, everyone seems to be tired of the way I am, and I'm so sick of it all. I've never liked it either, but it seems they've never thought about it. They think that my problems are reduced to what they consume on the Internet, to certain bad moments and others. The truth is that these moments are my happy intervals, occasions that come and go but are never a consolation. God, I'm so tired. I want to die, and I get goosebumps at the thought of what awaits me if I make a decision. But I'm not that strong, sometimes I cling to the bed, I cry myself to sleep, but I don't think it's depression, it's just sadness, maybe discomfort. I only know that it takes me to the limit, perhaps the only ones who understand are the people and the scenarios that I imagine, where I can feel completely calm, if death were like that it would not look so terrifying

People always thinks that I am fine and have a perfect life. That my parents is perfect, they are rich and we own everything. Even tho I'm not struggling economically I have a lot of issues which hurts me badly. I just wanna live a life like everybody els. Feel loved and cared. It feels that people always thought that I'm ok. I don't know if I should be sad, because I have built me to be the main caracter, be successful and be the person people talk about. They don't know how much I have struggled, and how much work I have put on my career and success. People just believe money will fix everything. Maybe yes, but not always. Love can't be bought, family can't be bought. We can't choose our parents...

I'm just trying to heal but they broke me again...

I know this was posted awhile ago, but seeing everyone vent makes me feel like i can open up a little bit. I feel so lonely and unloved right now. I’m currently approaching my 14th birthday, and I’ve tried so hard to be the best person anyone can have at their side. I feel fine being a side piece in someone’s life, not my own person, as long as i am my favorite persons trophy, their #1. I’m quiet around people until I’m asked for my opinion or asked to be included. I’m like a puppy. Ill be alone, asleep, until someone’s wants me to be included, then i am playful and clingy, you can’t rid of me, and there’s so many people that like that from friends, to be their companion like a dog. I am mature for my age in terms of how i act around friends, but not like your classic big sister or mom friend. Im a little kid inside. It gets let loose when you interact with me. I’m obnoxious and loud when spoken to, and I’ll cry my heart out if you hurt me if i know you personally, like a whole other person from my usually quiet self. The problem is, two former friends of mine have been my whole school life since 3rd grade and i have recently ditched them after they’ve become rude from making fun of me and my past after i expressed with them i was upset when they said things like that. Recently, one of their birthdays came around and i unblocked them to send one final text, knowing it was not my place after i was the one who ditched them. I texted them happy birthday, because i don’t know their situation anymore, so i didn’t know if they needed the love or not. I cant help it, knowing i was really stupid for doing so. I have 3 good friends left, but I’m so scared to loose them too. My “friends” that attend my school will all hug or give candy to everyone but me, and i feel ashamed for being who i am, a people pleaser, to put it straight. But i can’t help it when I’m so scared to be loud and obnoxious all the time, I’m scared of being called annoying and being made fun of, because it already happens for my dressing style. I dont know what I’m doing wrong, i feel like I’m being torn into two different people, and i want to cry all the time but i can’t because i don’t have the energy, and i know people will only seem to care once they see me break down. “Oh, what’s wrong??” “Are you okay?” I don’t want to be cared for only for when i break down. I just want to be loved by people i care about. It’s the only thing I’ve ever wanted, but now it feels like it’s too much for anyone to ask, you can only receive it once you don’t want it. When you don’t care about it. But i can’t let go of wanting to be loved, because I’ve strived to receive compliments and love my whole life. I’ve worked so hard to get where I’m at, good grades, decent-good looks, and physical accomplishments despite having asthma. I was never, not once in my life, pressured to get good grades to be loved from my parents. They have been so good to me, I’m so lucky for that, but i don’t just want my parents love, i want more, I’m unsatisfied. I feel like a jerk, someone selfish, for wanting more when i already have love. But i don’t feel like it’s enough.

Please, some tell me you're proud of me, Nobody knows that I haven't SH in a long time, I just need someone to know and be proud

I wanna vent, but I don’t have anything to vent. I’m just sad, I’m sad for me, for no reason. I don’t know why, I just wanna cry and be hugged. I miss my friends, from preschool. I only remember their names, I don’t even know what they look like. They could forget me, or have little memory of me, or remember me. I wonder how they are doing, are they okay? Are they still friends? I guess I just vented about having nothing to vent about, bye. Enjoy my bad reason to be sad. Edit: I cry to much, I cry myself to sleep, I cry when things are too hard in school, I zone out if I’m struggling. I cry about small things. I once made my teacher let my re-do my quiz that wasn’t even graded because I got a 19/20. I’m lazy, and I can’t find an excuse for it, I’m the therapist friend and sometimes it’s hard, but I need to. I can’t see my friends cry. It would ruin my week. I need to be nicer. I want to be treated better, but maybe I don’t need to be. Anyway, it’s night so I’m listening to this so I can feel like I have someone to relate to when I cry. But then, I always want to have my friends lives because “oh their perfect.” But I know they aren’t. And I feel guilty for wanting to be like them when their life is messed up too.

the anime is Devilman Crybaby is a Netflix original and the only place where it is

"And still nobody wants me Still nobody wants me And I know no one will save me " is destroying me right now

I suffer from depression and anxiety.The words NOBODY keep repeating in my head.When i heard this i cried so much my notebook was wet with tears.I wish everything was fine,family issues,criticism,body shamed.THEY made me hate living.THIS song shows me that im ALONE and that NOBODY CARES.

Nobody loves me nobody cares about me so i decided to run away with a giant made group made by me but the thing is i lie to much its meant for 10+ people but im exactly 10 and nobody will probably accept me so i lie about my age as well as do a face reveal with my real face ofc but people keep on insisting i show my full face tho im uncomfortable sliding my bangs over so i might have to leave the group and just have helped a big group to run away as i run away alone i lie to much i lie about my age, i don't show my FULL face, and that means i cant be in the group i created ever by MY rules and i cant lie to them so im blocking and telling the truth to them i don't want to hear there responses tho this is hard for me to do im to young to understand my world yet every grown up will say so. So im staying right where i am and living this horrible life

Shit hit the fan again

Don't you love it when your mom took your comfort stuffed animal and you don't know if she is just washing it or if she threw it out plus I need it rn cause my overthinking is acting up and I can't stop crying :/

I just want to be thought of I want to be apart of something I want to be liked I’m just so lonely all the time I wish I was loved

NOT THE DEVILMAN CRYBABY GIF- imma cry harder now

i fell asleep to this💀

Im reminded every night of the thought that I might forget, I might forget how to live, I might forget how to take care of myself again, I might forget what I built up over the years, I might forget how to do the thing I've always done, and this song helps stop the thoughts from flooding in, like tape to a dam leak

people who got keqing in who tao banner

how many people have asked you how you are and how much you’ve eaten? nobody, nobody, nobody…

Can u make a non slowed version maybe?

tysm <33

•́ ‿ ,•̀ nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody

i hate my parents i hate my family i hate my friends i hate myself but if i tell anybody that then they call me ungrateful i told my dad i wanted to kill myself and he said that i was just being lazy i dont feel anything but hatred anymore and im sick of it they didnt do anything wrong yet i never want to see them and its all my fault because im the one that changed and i have so much i need too do and if i start to complain then they force medication down my throat and i want to scream but im scared people will hear im done i cant care anymore im so sick of everything i want to fall into a void and run away at the same time

Time to rant even more I cant cry anymore all I can do is think about my life and how there’s so many people that have control of there lives and are good with there emotions I feel alone I feel worthless I feel like I’m not good enough I feel like if I don’t succeed then I’ll suffer in embarrassment and shame I feel like if I don’t get good grades all suffer in silence I feel if I don’t be perfect I’ll end up on the streets I feel like people don’t care about me and how I’m feeling I’ve been very rude to everyone around me and I will be honest for once I’m tired. I feel like people are different I feel I am “too” different to the point where I’m not cool or perfect in anyones eyes. I can take a joke but as I take the joke I’m scarred for life as I’m scarred for life I’m sad as I’m sad I’m alone as I’m alone I’m useless as I’m useless I’m worthless as I’m worthless I feel terrible about myself. I feel like quitting I can’t take it. I make a friend losses them. Makes a friend losses them. Again and again it’s like there’s N o b o d y… I want to talk to someone but don’t wanna sound like I want attention. I want to feel good. I don’t want to sound like I want everything but I don’t even know myself. One thing I want is everyone to be happy. I don’t matter at this point if your happy I’m happy.. for you.. N o b o d y N o b o d y N o b o d y N o b o d y N o d y..

N o b o d y N o b o d y N o b o d y N o b o d y N o b o d y N o b o d y N o b o d y

These comments make me feel like people relate to what I’m going through and I actually fit in.

You wanna know something that really messed me up? The fact this little kid was saying to me “frick you” and “I hate you” even though I did nothing wrong to him. I’ve been going through a lot and I wish he knew what I am going through and my friends just laughed and I sat there in silence.. I couldn’t like myself after that.. I felt so bad about myself. I felt worthless and it was hard to keep going with life. Those words scarred me for life.

I used to be alone and I tried to run from the people I mean from my friends and in the end, I lost all of them. Yeah now maybe I have no bestie or person who is I talk with my secrets anyway just right now I am with myself, I can stay lonely or I am feeling comfort without people so is not it important? Cause even people who walking around you, they will leave alone. So now I am walking only with myself to the forward, guys I with you have to be happy even nobody stay next to you.

After all...no one said life is going to be easy😢

My tears feel so dry and I feel so empty. I pushed everyone away not knowing what it’d be like to be alone. Whyd I do this to myself? Why? I basically ruined my own life. I’m always used for my body why can’t I be loved for me and not for my body. Maybe something is wrong with me

Que hermosa canción T.T

during my elementary school i was bullied about my size and other things i'm not that fat and because of this fucking girl i lost all confidence in me every day i see my friends at school and I feel even bigger because they are very thin now I wear pants with larger sizes so as not to see my thighs I no longer want to eat things that are not good for health but each time it comes back to catch me I'm sick of it to go to school every day and be afraid of being bullied I'm sick of

Thank you parents for assuming that I am the bad one, that I do not know how to do anything and I am selfish. They have never known how I really feel but that's okay, I know that doesn't matter.