All my life I've spent with you, now I'm lost
Always asking god to help
Help me see how to be secretly
I will not forget you though I could
I romanticize a time long ago
You should know, isn't so
And the years go slow as I waited, waited for your ghost to pull me out of harm, take me by the arm
I hold on to memories I can grasp
These are with -- ones longed by me use to be previously
Did you have to leave so deflated, faded to a life so far away from your own, spirit without a home