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FREE Sad Type Beat - "12 AM" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
#pianobeat #sad #typebeat
FREE Sad Type Beat - "12 AM" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
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FREE Sad Type Beat - "Sad" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
Просмотров 1,1 тыс.День назад
#pianobeat #sad #typebeat FREE Sad Type Beat - "Sad" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental This beat is free for non-profit use only. For profit use you have to purchase a lease. Connect with me: 📸 instagram: gideonkingbeats5 🔔 Click On The Bell Turn On Notifications. Tags: #sad #pianobeat #typebeat Free Sad Type Beat - "" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental 2022 xxxtentacion x nf ty...
FREE Sad Type Beat - "Come Back" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
Просмотров 2,2 тыс.14 дней назад
#pianobeat #sad #typebeat FREE Sad Type Beat - "Come Back" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental This beat is free for non-profit use only. For profit use you have to purchase a lease. Connect with me: 📸 instagram: gideonkingbeats5 🔔 Click On The Bell Turn On Notifications. Tags: #sad #pianobeat #typebeat Free Sad Type Beat - "" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental 2022 xxxtentacion x...
FREE Sad Type Beat - "My Wish" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
Просмотров 1,3 тыс.14 дней назад
#pianobeat #sad #typebeat FREE Sad Type Beat - "My Wish" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental This beat is free for non-profit use only. For profit use you have to purchase a lease. Connect with me: 📸 instagram: gideonkingbeats5 🔔 Click On The Bell Turn On Notifications. Tags: #sad #pianobeat #typebeat Free Sad Type Beat - "" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental 2022 xxxtentacion x n...
FREE Sad Type Beat - "Who I am" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
Просмотров 1,6 тыс.21 день назад
#pianobeat #sad #typebeat FREE Sad Type Beat - "Who I am" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental This beat is free for non-profit use only. For profit use you have to purchase a lease. Connect with me: 📸 instagram: gideonkingbeats5 🔔 Click On The Bell Turn On Notifications. Tags: #sad #pianobeat #typebeat Free Sad Type Beat - "" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental 2022 xxxtentacion x ...
Free Sad Type Beat - "Goodbye" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental 2024
Просмотров 75221 день назад
#pianobeat #sad #typebeat FREE Sad Type Beat - "Goodbye Love" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental This beat is free for non-profit use only. For profit use you have to purchase a lease. Connect with me: 📸 instagram: gideonkingbeats5 🔔 Click On The Bell Turn On Notifications. Tags: #sad #pianobeat #typebeat Free Sad Type Beat - "" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental 2022 xxxtentacio...
FREE Sad Type Beat - "Lost You" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
Просмотров 77721 день назад
#pianobeat #sad #typebeat FREE Sad Type Beat - "Lost You" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental This beat is free for non-profit use only. For profit use you have to purchase a lease. Connect with me: 📸 instagram: gideonkingbeats5 🔔 Click On The Bell Turn On Notifications. Tags: #sad #pianobeat #typebeat sad, type beat sad, piano type beat sad, sad piano type beat, piano instrumenta...
FREE Sad Type Beat - "Cry" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
Просмотров 1,6 тыс.28 дней назад
#pianobeat #sad #typebeat FREE Sad Type Beat - "Cry" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental This beat is free for non-profit use only. For profit use you have to purchase a lease. Connect with me: 📸 instagram: gideonkingbeats5 🔔 Click On The Bell Turn On Notifications. Tags: #sad #pianobeat #typebeat Free Sad Type Beat - "" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental 2022 xxxtentacion x nf ty...
FREE Sad Type Beat - "Hard Times" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
Просмотров 1,2 тыс.Месяц назад
#sad #pianobeat #typebeat FREE Sad Type Beat - "Hard Times" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental This beat is free for non-profit use only. For profit use you have to purchase a lease. ➡️Instagram: gideonkingbeats5 Free Sad Type Beat - "" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental 2022 xxxtentacion x nf type beat 2022, nf type beat, guitar type beat, sad guitar type beat, sad instrumental,...
FREE Sad Type Beat - "Sad Song" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
Просмотров 249Месяц назад
#sad #pianobeat #typebeat FREE Sad Type Beat - "Sad Song" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental This beat is free for non-profit use only. For profit use you have to purchase a lease. ➡️Instagram: gideonkingbeats5 Tags: #sad #pianobeat #typebeat Free Sad Type Beat - "" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental 2022 xxxtentacion x nf type beat 2022, nf type beat, guitar type beat, sad guita...
FREE Sad Type Beat - "Damage" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
Просмотров 822Месяц назад
#pianobeat #sad #typebeat FREE Sad Type Beat - "Damage" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental This beat is free for non-profit use only. For profit use you have to purchase a lease. ➡️Instagram: gideonkingbeats5 Tags: #sad #pianobeat #typebeat Free Sad Type Beat - "" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental 2022 xxxtentacion x nf type beat 2022, nf type beat, guitar type beat, sad guitar ...
FREE Sad Type Beat - "Hurt" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
Просмотров 570Месяц назад
#SadTypeBeat #beats #sadbeat FREE Sad Type Beat - "Hurt" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental This beat is free for non-profit use only. For profit use you have to purchase a lease. ➡️Instagram: gideonkingbeats5 Tags: #sad #pianobeat #typebeat sad, type beat sad, piano type beat sad, sad piano type beat, piano instrumental, guitar instrumental, sad piano type beat, sad guitar type ...
FREE Sad Type Beat - "On My Mind" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
Просмотров 1,1 тыс.Месяц назад
#pianobeat #sad #typebeat FREE Sad Type Beat - "On My Mind" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental This beat is free for non-profit use only. For profit use you have to purchase a lease. ➡️Instagram: gideonkingbeats5 Tags: #sad #pianobeat #typebeat Free Sad Type Beat - "" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental 2022 xxxtentacion x nf type beat 2022, nf type beat, guitar type beat, sad gui...
FREE Sad Type Beat - "Endless" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
Просмотров 419Месяц назад
#typebeat #sad #pianobeat FREE Sad Type Beat - "Endless" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental This beat is free for non-profit use only. For profit use you have to purchase a lease. ➡️Instagram: gideonkingbeats5 Tags: Free Sad Type Beat - "" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental 2022 xxxtentacion x nf type beat 2022, nf type beat, guitar type beat, sad guitar type beat, sad instrument...
FREE Sad Type Beat - "Do You Miss Me?" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
Просмотров 5622 месяца назад
#sad #piano #typebeat FREE Sad Type Beat - "Do You Miss Me?" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental This beat is free for non-profit use only. For profit use you have to purchase a lease. Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental 2022 xxxtentacion x nf type beat 2022, nf type beat, guitar type beat, sad guitar type beat, sad instrumental, sad instrumental 2022, sad guitar instrumental, sad guitar type beat,...
FREE Sad Type Beat - "When You Left" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
Просмотров 1772 месяца назад
FREE Sad Type Beat - "When You Left" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
FREE Sad Type Beat - "You and I" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
Просмотров 7862 месяца назад
FREE Sad Type Beat - "You and I" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
Free Sad Type Beat - "Story" | Emotional Piano Instrumental 2024
Просмотров 5812 месяца назад
Free Sad Type Beat - "Story" | Emotional Piano Instrumental 2024
Free Sad Type Beat - "The Story" Emotional Piano Instrumental 2024
Просмотров 2592 месяца назад
Free Sad Type Beat - "The Story" Emotional Piano Instrumental 2024
Free Sad Type Beat - "Mistake" | Emotional Piano Instrumental 2024
Просмотров 3143 месяца назад
Free Sad Type Beat - "Mistake" | Emotional Piano Instrumental 2024
Free Sad Type Beat - "I Miss You" Emotional Piano Instrumental
Просмотров 1,8 тыс.3 месяца назад
Free Sad Type Beat - "I Miss You" Emotional Piano Instrumental
Free Sad Type Beat - "Save Me" Emotional Piano & Guitar Instrumental
Просмотров 2 тыс.3 месяца назад
Free Sad Type Beat - "Save Me" Emotional Piano & Guitar Instrumental
FREE Sad Type Beat - "My Memories" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
Просмотров 1,1 тыс.3 месяца назад
FREE Sad Type Beat - "My Memories" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
FREE Sad Type Beat - "Don't Break My Heart" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
Просмотров 1,5 тыс.3 месяца назад
FREE Sad Type Beat - "Don't Break My Heart" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
Free Sad Type Beat - "Passing Time" | Emotional Piano Instrumental 2024
Просмотров 6313 месяца назад
Free Sad Type Beat - "Passing Time" | Emotional Piano Instrumental 2024
Free Sad Emotional Type Beat - "Don't Give Up" | Rap Piano Instrumental 2024
Просмотров 1,9 тыс.4 месяца назад
Free Sad Emotional Type Beat - "Don't Give Up" | Rap Piano Instrumental 2024
FREE Sad Type Beat - "Forever" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
Просмотров 1,1 тыс.4 месяца назад
FREE Sad Type Beat - "Forever" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
FREE Sad Type Beat - "I'm Done" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
Просмотров 9574 месяца назад
FREE Sad Type Beat - "I'm Done" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
FREE Sad Type Beat - "So Alone" | Emotional Rap Piano oriental Instrumental
Просмотров 3684 месяца назад
FREE Sad Type Beat - "So Alone" | Emotional Rap Piano oriental Instrumental
FREE Sad Type Beat - "Rainy Day" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental
Просмотров 8494 месяца назад
FREE Sad Type Beat - "Rainy Day" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental

Комментарии

  • @WafiullahNiazi
    @WafiullahNiazi 2 дня назад

    ۍ🇩🇪👉🗼🏃📅

  • @mpdiak
    @mpdiak 7 дней назад

    Can i use it brother ❤

  • @dariuszkowalczyk35
    @dariuszkowalczyk35 10 дней назад

    💥🔥💥🔥🫶

  • @mariozimmermann343
    @mariozimmermann343 17 дней назад

    Beautiful Beat <3

  • @ZahraNasri-ip6yf
    @ZahraNasri-ip6yf 18 дней назад

    It is so great keep it up ❤❤

  • @ZahraNasri-ip6yf
    @ZahraNasri-ip6yf 19 дней назад

    ❤❤❤

  • @StellaStdlla-c5f
    @StellaStdlla-c5f 19 дней назад

    😢❤

  • @dariuszkowalczyk35
    @dariuszkowalczyk35 21 день назад

    ❤❤❤❤️🔥⚡️

  • @mrjfkfeats
    @mrjfkfeats 26 дней назад

    cool🥰🥰🥰🥰

  • @OFFICIALBROTHERBOLDLYMUSICNTV
    @OFFICIALBROTHERBOLDLYMUSICNTV 27 дней назад

    🙏

  • @f3arjj682
    @f3arjj682 28 дней назад

    This is 🔥

  • @MuhammadSharif-e1p
    @MuhammadSharif-e1p 28 дней назад

    Nice work bro ❤

  • @borbokushalchakma268
    @borbokushalchakma268 Месяц назад

    I can use this music bro ❤❤❤

  • @borbokushalchakma268
    @borbokushalchakma268 Месяц назад

    I can use this beat❤❤

  • @borbokushalchakma268
    @borbokushalchakma268 Месяц назад

    I can use this beat ❤❤

  • @孫嘉宇
    @孫嘉宇 Месяц назад

    ❤❤❤

  • @TheOfficialLilMenace
    @TheOfficialLilMenace Месяц назад

    *Verse 1* I see the scars, they never fade Reminders of the price I've paid For every step, for every fall I'm picking up the pieces of it all *Chorus* Damage, it's done Can't undo what's been begun Try to move on, but it stays Damage, in every way *Verse 2* Memories haunt, like a ghost in my head Whispers of what could've been, instead Regrets and what-ifs, they linger on A heavy heart, where love has gone *Chorus* Damage, it's done Can't undo what's been begun Try to move on, but it stays Damage, in every way *Bridge* Time may heal, but won't erase The marks that remain, the hidden place Where shadows hide, and darkness sleeps And the hurt still echoes, it creeps *Chorus* Damage, it's done Can't undo what's been begun Try to move on, but it stays Damage, in every way *Outro* I'll rise above, I'll find my way Learn to let go, a new day But the damage remains, a part of me A reminder of what used to be. *Mood:* Melancholic, Reflective, Emotional

  • @Finixo_in
    @Finixo_in Месяц назад

    can use it for free .💜💜

  • @netongorobert
    @netongorobert Месяц назад

    Nice

  • @AbundantBread0707
    @AbundantBread0707 Месяц назад

    You on beat stats bro?

    • @Gideonkingbeats
      @Gideonkingbeats Месяц назад

      No, but you can Dm me on ➡️Instagram: instagram.com/gideonkingbeats5/

    • @AbundantBread0707
      @AbundantBread0707 Месяц назад

      @@Gideonkingbeats I’ll get at you brother. God bless homie

  • @Davidddpa
    @Davidddpa Месяц назад

    ♥️

  • @vittybeduchionni
    @vittybeduchionni 2 месяца назад

    the story is she loves ,e she loves me not she either rather see m e dead with my face takin off just cuz she doesnt know what lies deeper than my faces value! and she would just liek to hurt me the way i hurt her but this was supposed to be my story not hers but for some reason it always comes back to this this women i will truly miss once she is gone hell i miss her now but i can not stand the sound of her voice when she is in one of her moods which seems to be pretty much regularly when we talk i guess i am the problem not her any chance i could get i would go knocking at her door but i know how her family feels cuz they know how badly she wants to kill and how strongly of a stand that they take you either work for what you either have to maintain it or you lose it to someone but why does that someone have to be them their so called father in law bought them a time share for the holidays and hey they even stay there till this date when ever they get the chance but i bet you it was my ass that payed the way cuz as i have said before some public guardian and trustee she cant be trusted with the people she sleeps let alone with the people she eats her mom has even tossed her out of house and home but always welcomes her back what is with that it doesn't matter what she has done they are always there but not my mom she kinda disowned me after i started taking drugs cuz my step father hung himself the time of my birth and the day my birth certificate was registered cuz that is when they chose my name but lil did i know i was the last person on his mind when he died man that shit makes me cry why what did i do how did i let you down was it the weed or the fact that i feared him on some days and i loved him the sunday before he died it was fathers day i couldnt get him a gift so instead he asked me if there was anything i wanted and i said sure the fa st and furious sountrack would be nice and by the time i told him that he said im sorry son there is nothing i can do now i just spent what i had left, my sister got him something that was neat i feared him sometimes and i loved him each and every other day there wasnt anything he wouldn't have done to protect me and he thought oh well the streets already found me and taking me in and were holding me at ransom back then cuz he was afed and you know most of these criminalks hold gruddges so why dies it have t be their children that pay when all they are tryign to doi s kepe there children safe from most of the people like you robbers rapist killers and thieves all bullies and skinners and goofs child molesters that was truth even tho he did assault my sister back inthe day another reason he left this earth he couldn't put up with the other side to the jail cuz he wouldn't haveas much protection being theonlyo ne there to uphlfd his own securoity and him seein the direction my life was goign and how fast i was spiraling down hefigured take his own life cuz had i wound uopp in jail while he was till aloive they would take me hostagew or takemy life if they didnt meet their demands to be released but now he is ddead and these streets hate me andall it will take is for a lsdy to get me hhooked again and set up to get took agai nbut thistime itwikl be for my life i am sick of these prolific profilers it is poathetic what you cant make your own cash legitamately you have to steal it from me i know i boost every now ahgain cuz how could they and not i how coem they always get away and i am stuck getitng bvused everytiem maybe it is because the world knows who iam and the find it funny to see my caught up in a jam and kand in jaikl i hate ti ntheir why wuould iw ant o surround myslef with more skinners more goofdss more rapits more murderers and think that oh ya boi i am so cool i am thiugged out rather i'ds like to say i aam druged the fuck out i dont want to live thjis ife anuymoee i am ust saying i am not suicidal but the women already want to takeme out and set me up with their biker buddies to have me raped or beatin into submissiona ll cuz of a vision i had about killing my dad and hrtin thonlygirl i had back in trhday and i knwo it wasntright butwew ere boith alcoholics and s soon as my money was gone thjecahs cow would split and get o dippin with all the other dippers and gettingfckedal for as little as five bucks for acheepy pack of smoeks what a fucking joike and now thaty she knows i had moeny thats is when she became guarian not of the galaxy but of my trust but out of all the parcels that came i only got to open three of them up one was a watch second apapairof dc's oneor two sizes too small and the other was a tablet one out of twenty that got delivered to her p.o box addy all cuz she was mad atme cuzhse didnt ddeserve toi ebtreated liek this biutch neither did i now i know you are with about a hundred guys ayear or maybe one for each night of thre year but that iso kay it is your life right i cant stop that but i wish i could go back and change a few thigns liekthe day we met i should a just stayed home nd listen to my misc and palyed on my cheezy flip phone the only one i ever owned backthren iws sos elterded growing uo i had no idea these phones existed and how eastyy it is gfor one oif these to get printed like a fucking cloned phone how do you do that so now its liek she loves me she loves me not she loves me she loves me not she loves ,me she loves me not she loves me she loves menot i did that the other day with this new girl i still want o play with and get a ride on wit but i am afraid i went and fucked all that upalready with my big motuh and my frustrations and how sexually frustrated ia m but anyways hot damn the last girl i had wassam and she didntbelogn to me noo women will ever belong to me tha si why i donthink i believei namrraigew cuzall theweddingringmeans isi promisenot to tell my husband and it iso ne ring to rule them all so before i go to far with this isay good noight o all you bbeautiful sould out there and and to the darker oes i think itsabouttimeyou seethe light or get struck the fuck down i like this ldy heart hear is made ofdiamond damn near impssoblre to break and she with have you falling fastertyhen a flash of lightign and then shes got ouyu reeled in hook line and sinker then you are feed to the fish or so i think that is what thattattoo means anyways i thoguht it was sexy so was the sign that said kid cuz carson iscool so are all fof you wo like my stuff but for now you all can call my bluf but i fele liek obverdosing for soem reaosn this life i havebeen livingg is not alife i wan it is all i ahve ever known so how am i gonan change it around i know i habvealready pissed off the crowdsonwo what do ido i look to lall of you but yousall could give a fuck about me i thoughtwe awere alklsuppposed to be familkly outher not a mixed breed of pur bredz like that woulkd have to be a incestrialk kinda thign wouldnt you say but niw it is she loves me she loves me not she loves me she loves me not she loves me she loves me not!! now all ican do is remain soft spoken and hope not ot getloud anymorethat would just akeoproblemsw orse so thisis what isay yall cna go fuck yourslefds ubt remeber have ancie day

  • @dariuszkowalczyk35
    @dariuszkowalczyk35 2 месяца назад

    ❤❤💥🔥⚡️💕

  • @PubgMobile-sp3xc
    @PubgMobile-sp3xc 2 месяца назад

    I like that ❤️

  • @i̊.̊j̊r̊.̊l̊åm̊o̊.̊.̊
    @i̊.̊j̊r̊.̊l̊åm̊o̊.̊.̊ 3 месяца назад

    Ål̊l̊ t̊h̊e̊ b̊e̊s̊t̊ ❤❤

  • @Hidup2026
    @Hidup2026 3 месяца назад

  • @cherryblossom-c7i
    @cherryblossom-c7i 3 месяца назад

    love all your beats so amazinggg

  • @NYIMAWANGDUESHERPA
    @NYIMAWANGDUESHERPA 3 месяца назад

    It is free for use personal song?

    • @Gideonkingbeats
      @Gideonkingbeats 3 месяца назад

      This beat is free for non-profit use only.

  • @Chhana07
    @Chhana07 3 месяца назад

    I'ᗰ ᕼEᖇE 💪🏻ᑎEᗯ SᑌᗷᑕᖇIᗷEᖇ 🎉

  • @DawanmiDhar-ji8wf
    @DawanmiDhar-ji8wf 3 месяца назад

    Brother can you help me to make a lyrics.plea reply brother to my comments 😢😢😢❤

  • @DawanmiDhar-ji8wf
    @DawanmiDhar-ji8wf 3 месяца назад

    Bro you apply your track to me and me i will make it with lyrics ❤🙏

  • @DawanmiDhar-ji8wf
    @DawanmiDhar-ji8wf 3 месяца назад

    Bro please reply my comments ok 😢❤

  • @DawanmiDhar-ji8wf
    @DawanmiDhar-ji8wf 3 месяца назад

    When I finish to sang this track so please support me dear friend 🥰

  • @AyeeItsJKUSH
    @AyeeItsJKUSH 3 месяца назад

    This is the type of beat that creates legends. You prob wont see this but if you do... Keep going brother.. This is the the type of beat that can change the world. You got something. Cheers brother. KEEEP GOING!!!

  • @dariuszkowalczyk35
    @dariuszkowalczyk35 3 месяца назад

    💥💥💥🔥💪🔊🔊👍

  • @soveinprod
    @soveinprod 3 месяца назад

    so nice piano melody ! good work ! much love from me 💀🤍preciate a feedback and keep it up bro ❤💯

  • @dyone4706
    @dyone4706 3 месяца назад

    Woooow🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @BoilalKipgen
    @BoilalKipgen 3 месяца назад

    Good guys

  • @MGWINE-to3ue
    @MGWINE-to3ue 4 месяца назад

    🎉Wow!.. me like song brother This song Free brother? ❤

  • @vittybeduchionni
    @vittybeduchionni 4 месяца назад

    every day i keep on hearing the same dont give up you will be at peace i promise you that but no bod is gonna make it happen foir you you just have to trust the proccessand i assure you you will be fine it just takes a lil time and a lil patience and a lil bit of training and you will be oaky you will be well on your way you just need to be retrained its liek reprogrammign your brain to think positive instead of negative and out out the positive vibes that keep people holding onto something or someone alil longer so they dotn have to be alone i thought up this idea all on my own yes sure i had some of it programmed in my brain since i was young like look at my brother and sisters moms name cora iits the cor a! it is kinda weird that it turned out his way but i guess i can thank both of my dads for this botht the addict and the federal guard see for me livign at home wsl ike living in a prison locked inside of my room for all types of hours shit even weeks this one time i was in my room a month straight just me and my thought s for doing nothing wrong but getting i na fight at school and defending myself and a kids neckless got lost and i took the blame and for what why should i have givena fuck i just got jumped liek what in the fuck was wrong with this guys head i just think he was so institutionalized himself but with more of a discipline to him than was neccessarly needed i got beatin a few times head knocked into walls but i was told dont give up you if you do i will never forgive myself and i would never be the same if you just left and were dead on scene or if oyu killed yourslef for a lack of purpose you feel you have for this world its like i have grown so numb to all of the hate it may just take me to my grave but i cant and i muss not let that happen cuz it would probably kill my moms and probably my sister too i am afraid they both dont know or even understand the hell i have been thru both in the house as i=a kid the tickle parties where i would get tickle tortured for hours at a time by om and sisters both it was different back then than it is now i am afraid they have no idea how i have made it his far without hem in my life as i would like i barely talk to my mom i cant say she would even be proud of me for anything i have been doing all the self work i have been achieving on my mental health and the inner self that i must face day in and day out and not give a fuck about what people think of me and just let be what is be ad let be what is not go and find another door i could hold open for the public to keep cool or somewhere they can sit and chill and get oi know one another cuz we are all supposed to be family down here a rent we even if we aent blood cuz water runs thicker than blood anyways and the thing with adoptive families is that they have that no limitations to their love that they hold they love with no end boundless i guess unconditionally i might add and as for my dad well i know you are probably sick of hearing about him but damn i miss him a lot it kills me inside the fact that this man died cuz oi got high for fuck sakes it was Copeland in the fucking phone book he changed his name from Dennis Alan Deming to Dennis Alan Copeland deal n cope but he still denies but you gots to come down ever now and again and if not for yourself for your family or for your friends i am sure you miss most of them but they never really gave a fuck about you in the first place you see anyone reaching out trying to find out how you have been or what is going on i your world other than a few random girls that just want your money and to say oh honey you are so handsome thanks for the ego boost but i am quiet alright i cannot be bought or i wont put a price tag on love not for anyone's love my love cannot be bought it is something i give away freely to the people i care most about and well that is probably almost everybody but not sexually you have to someone real special for it to be intimacy that is the key fact to me is sec isn't just sex to me it is two people coming together to achieve pleasure in the most private of ways but i am afraid to say that people get enslaved to this pimps buying girls off other pimps and taking their money and making them do just one more date but no i am soar she says just one more date what you didnt make enough yet like fuck she is not your slut to pay your way or to get your bills paid she needs to be taken care of too and not by you cuz you only treat them as an abject of satisfaction when the time fits and you can just walk away as if it was nothing to you and these girls have learned to grow numb to the shit they have been thru it is pitiful these so called real men real hustlers can just get them at their exposal all cuz they got a lil money and a lil bit if that yay! oh! ya know! it makes me sick to think of thsi shit it makes me wanna cry to hear about it or to see eit happen to the women on these streets on the daily some of them actually have a quota they have to make or else they get punished and punishment can come in all types of ways like hot torch put in their pussy or a scorthing pipe put in their so she constantly is numb as they are constantly wet form the puss it is grows this world we living in this pitiful world we live in we should really learn to appreciate our women and let them be treated as such nit jsut for lust but for lopve the right way the way it was meant o be partnership kinda like a team but you the king she the queen you feel me cuz i wish i was feeling you i am so alone right now up inside my head that it gets me feeling low instead of high you know what i mean but i am quiet hot i know but anyway i am so in for this show so show me my card and lets roll i am so in on this shit like shit I cant just quit now! shit i need to make this happen somehow and its got to beliek today or tomorrow but alls i knwo is it has to happen fast i cannot be their in aflash and just be their in a zzolting flash an dbe like hahaha i just did a smash damn i am so litty like i am on fire i am so hot right now i am so on fir with thsi shit it hurts me deeop to the core! but anyways i dont live for this kinda life no more i meant for soemthing alil more than i have been putting into myslef and i need to be a ble to take soemthign otu of what i am putting into myslef and right now no job no home its kinda pointless to say this cuz non of yall normies really knwo what it is liek beign judged and abused and told we are wrong for our choices orr that wee shoudl be cast out and not let back in why because we sin we are all sinners didnt jesus teach us that! but i feel jesus was selfish tosay that the only way into heaven is believign in him that he will save you and give you everlasting life in heavean enternaty of being with god and god is with us we are all gods or demigods or whatever you want o call them but we all have to believe in oursleves in order to make this work and ahve faith in the process that ths is what its gonna take and you ggot o be brave and you got to stay chill when you feel liek flippping out like i want to smash that house to bit hell burn it down if i had to the bodies in the walls i am guessing that is probably where the original owner went they went on a permanent vacation and didnt let any of the neighbours know so people justsassumed they moved check it out if you dont believe me the red rom practically gives it away same witht he storage room full of new start up kitchen nets and some fresh linens in the other room of of the garage right beside th shop in the basement where ethey have the dsoor closed off for whatever reason so they sya this is the season so i believe in hi mto i believe that we all do livew forever until our minds our erased for the father sake lets thank him for the blesisign he gives us each day and pray that the after life isnt as lonely as this one but we ar e much moire happier then than we arew now cuz dman can you imagine an eternati of juast yourself no one else broken memories but most of the m our shitty cuz if the hands you were dealt but somehow we got o change this life around and flip this up side down right way round and keep flippen em! keeep head strogn and alway stay ontop number one spot! stay focused stay driven stay motivated! stay rehersed and focus o nthe end goal and where yo u hopes it will go and hwo ar of a reahc you have and how far oyu will go in this life had oyu had exposal; to at least some orf your cash ah really gee thanks DAD! i really mean that from the bottom of my heart all iwant ot do is view this as my art form my pictures and visons ond images of slef and what i have beenn about and what i have seen and what i ahve learned being well being me so stay focused try to stay clean never get oyur hands dirty you may be able to wash away the blood but he scent remains forever it is instilled in your brain so as i said stay focused stay positive stay driven stay dedicated and this may all pan out an no i am not goign to neverland i will grow up and i believe i just did shit i am so gonna miss this kid but ahit i have had enough of this shitty opathetic existense liek what thje fuck has this all been about liek really why well youll figure it out if you make some of the mistaken choices i ahve made jsut kearn form my mistakes that way you dont have ot go throughthem yourslef cuz it sux like hell you feel it in your bines you only just wanna go home but nobdy knows where home is another lost soul looking for belonging! anyways oi am done compalinign for today anyways cheers i hope yall have a good day and stay blessed my friends i love you!! thank you for your forgiveness i couldnt have wished for this! but really gee tanks!

  • @dariuszkowalczyk35
    @dariuszkowalczyk35 4 месяца назад

    Super💥💥💪

  • @faceouterspace
    @faceouterspace 4 месяца назад

    💯🔥💯👏👏👏👏magnificent

  • @Jatayu_beats
    @Jatayu_beats 4 месяца назад

  • @ThomasCash-w7p
    @ThomasCash-w7p 4 месяца назад

    I used to look up to the sky at night Just so I can see all the stars and lights I used to think of you as life Now days all we do is fight You said that you wanted me Now That's something now that I can't believe I really thought you was into me That's something I can't believe Now you don't know what you done to me You don't know what you've done to me You don't know what you've done to me Baby You don't know what you've done to me

  • @yisoyamb3133
    @yisoyamb3133 4 месяца назад

    Last, Past days Inner mind said You're worthless What i knew today is, I'm generous, everything is Done ❤❤ I'm Done😎💪