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"I don’t know how you expect me to love you when you so clearly hate yourself." | A vent playlist
I originally started this around a month ago when my bf and I broke up :(
I wanted to add 'Romantic Homicide' by D4vd and 'Yeah Boy and Doll Face' by Pierce the Veil, but then the video would have been hidden ;-;
Spotify playlist: open.spotify.com/playlist/1RTd9TA4AeiFaZDDZG5ZRN?si=f9fd802204414933
Просмотров: 589

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"It's only heartbreak"| a vent playlist
Просмотров 4452 года назад
spotify playlist: open.spotify.com/playlist/3KmLyTEKEKUbgbzzqVqthH?si=301843f433704dd5 My bf and I have been fighting, I cause it but I don't like us fighting so here's a playlist of songs that make me feel better (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)
"Wherever there is hope, there is most definitely despair." A danganronpa playlist
Просмотров 4562 года назад
time stamps in pinned comment spotify- open.spotify.com/playlist/6Q0pNZYHzMUUZn9al7bO6T instagram- splishsplash._.trash
The all time best Beavis and Butthead moment
Просмотров 1,4 тыс.2 года назад
This is the best B&B clip from the entire series, not debatable.... Also its funny how they almost switch personalities here
POV: Bojack Horseman as a playlist
Просмотров 26 тыс.2 года назад
My favourite toxic horse, Bojack. Here's a mini playlist for my fellow BJ kinnies. Enjoy 🙃 spotify- open.spotify.com/playlist/5mSsbDDs6EVDhuQZUB8mps?si=2b850294e9bd458d instagram- splishsplash._.trash
A playlist for trans masc's but there's no cavetown....
Просмотров 38 тыс.2 года назад
Some songs from my trans playlist (I'm trans ftm) but I didn't include any cavetown. there's nothing wrong with liking Cavetown's music it's just that he isn't the only artist that has tran's songs. Not all of these songs are necessarily trans, they might just remind me of the feeling of dysphoria. spotify- open.spotify.com/playlist/0ZvBdELVZAW8rDIwHYdn5H?si=0be737d81b66401c instagram- instagra...
carpetgarden - boys rn't smthn ur into
Просмотров 2882 года назад
THIS IS NOT MY SONG!!! I REPEAT THIS IS NOT!! MY!! SONG!!! this is a great and highly underrated song by the lovely carpetgarden. this song isn't even on his spotify and sometimes I want to listen to this song, and David we love you, but i don't really wanna sit through the talking bits at the the beginning and end. carpetgardens yt: ruclips.net/user/606815 carpetgardens spotify: open.spotify.c...
Ranking my safe foods but they progressively get worse part 2
Просмотров 1,1 тыс.3 года назад
:) Song: Asian pizza by pink guy
Ranking my safe foods
Просмотров 5663 года назад
Safe foods aren’t always low cal Yes I have a Ed And uh stay safe losers 😘

Комментарии

  • @M.J.I.s
    @M.J.I.s 2 месяца назад

    POV: Everybody likes the playlist, but nobody loves you. Just kidding this is fire men keep it up 🔥🔥♨♨

  • @mcr_ratboi
    @mcr_ratboi 2 месяца назад

    Listening to transmasc playlists while diy-ing a skeleton onto my pants is giving me so much euphoria

  • @kaylee.marie-topic
    @kaylee.marie-topic 7 месяцев назад

    this was found at the right time..my boyfriend just killed himself.

    • @splishsplashtrash417
      @splishsplashtrash417 7 месяцев назад

      I am so sorry for your loss :( I understand how hard it is and I am sorry, its never easy to loose someone you love

  • @GreyRadio123
    @GreyRadio123 7 месяцев назад

    Actually gonna tweak this is so good

  • @lexihandley3140
    @lexihandley3140 9 месяцев назад

    I just wanted to say that "IDK if I'm a boy" is a song about being Trans fem, not trans masc.

  • @GoldenEuphorias
    @GoldenEuphorias 10 месяцев назад

    The best Bojack Horseman playlist, like this actually fits him.

  • @SayoriKinnie
    @SayoriKinnie Год назад

    i met him the 30.07, he was such a splendid man, he had a smile that made my eyes glow like stars, even if he didn't like himself, and kept saying he was ugly, he was the most beautiful man for me and my eyes, we fought some times but i always forgave him, even though one day we had a big fight, and i almost lost him bc of it. I can't stop crying right now, anyways. I was so happy with him, i felt complete for once, he's an overthinker, he overthinks everything but it was fine for me. i wanted to help him to see how perfect he is. even if he could shatter my heart sometimes, i still loved him, he was here in the hardest part of my life but then he saw a repost on tiktok, with a sentence like " we'll meet again one day " or smth, and when i reposted him, i thought about my old bunny that died tragicly the 27/03/23 ( rest in peace my angel. ) and he saw it, and overthinked that it would be abt my ex or something, he even said " stfu with your bunny " even if he said that, it could make me hate him, but i don't hate him, because i love him. He's a monster, but i still love him, and i want him to be my husband, he's my only one there. and he js deleted every application he had me on, i think he dosen't miss me, im gonna wait. Now i feel empty, who am I gonna spend my night talking and laughing with? who am i gonna think about all day ? who am i gonna js finish my life with?. I wanted him, and i want him. Im still waiting for him to come back, his last words were " cya " but i knew that it was more of a goodbye than a cya. I miss him so much. oh how much i love him. I don't think it's a break up.. Maybe it is? i hope not. I don't wanna think of it. I js want him to come back..

  • @splishsplashtrash417
    @splishsplashtrash417 Год назад

    I made this playlist when I was going through an episode and thought that he hated me! Btw he doesn't hate me, silly silly me

  • @sarahalbright5307
    @sarahalbright5307 Год назад

    Love this fr W fan

  • @sleepdeprived_J
    @sleepdeprived_J Год назад

    yass thanks can you please tell me what character is this?

  • @Kyl3.brofl0vski
    @Kyl3.brofl0vski Год назад

    I’m screaming because of the 2D picture

  • @flowingghosts9116
    @flowingghosts9116 Год назад

    i used to have true happines when you were with me. you were a truly amazing brother and you were the strongest,wise,brave,clever person i have met. when we used to go to the pond near our house and we would talk about our future and what we would do as an adult and promised we would stay in touch no matter what happenes, wherever you are just know i love ya man and you inspired me so much. life has been hard lately because without you, our 2 lil sis would be so rowdy and being the man of the house in such a young age really does suck huh? i still wonder how you haven't gone crazy taking care of me and lil sis back in the day ahahahahaha. wish i could re live those memories. anyways love ya brother stay strong and i am sure we will meet again one day ahaha.

  • @Bread.For.Emmett
    @Bread.For.Emmett Год назад

    Dying my hair pink to this on blast rn To all my trans and masc enby bros, love you all! We're gonna get there ʕ⁠っ⁠•⁠ᴥ⁠•⁠ʔ⁠っ

  • @Bread.For.Emmett
    @Bread.For.Emmett Год назад

    Dying my hair pink to this on blast rn To all my trans and masc enby bros, love you all! We're gonna get there 〜⁠(⁠꒪⁠꒳⁠꒪⁠)⁠〜

  • @SugaryOats
    @SugaryOats Год назад

    you did an excellent job capturing the right vibe compared to a lot of the other playlists I have found! love it

    • @splishsplashtrash417
      @splishsplashtrash417 Год назад

      thank you! I really tried to get the full 'bojack horseman vibe' in it

  • @Nhigggher
    @Nhigggher Год назад

    The idiots who label themselves or others as "uwu soft trans boi" are so annoying and it makes me feel incredibly dysphoric. It also feels like they are romanticizing gender dysphoria.

    • @paotl7165
      @paotl7165 Год назад

      “Second-hand dysphoria”? 🤔🤨

  • @X0gain
    @X0gain Год назад

    ofc ykwim is the first fucking song

  • @allister6092
    @allister6092 Год назад

    Me, a cupioromantic (aro): Ah, yes, love frfr.

  • @splishsplashtrash417
    @splishsplashtrash417 Год назад

    ♡✢Timestamps✢♡ 0:00 "The day that I ruined your life"- Boston Manor 3:34 "Car lights"- James Marriott 6:44 "Two beers in"- Free throw 8:59 "Redo"- modern baseball 11:08 "A sad song about a girl I no longer know"- bedside kites 16:31 "The place you love"- Have mercy 20:29 "Our late night calls used to be happy"- Fredo disco 24:13 "Plastic surgery"- McCafferty 26:10 "Aesthetic? (more like ass-pathetic)"- Panucci's pizza 29:29 "Glimpse of us"- Joji 33:15 "Anna"- i.am.orange 36:12 "Lets talk about your hair"- Have mercy 40:04 "I'm turning to o positive"- Hot Mulligan (I can not express just how much I love this song) 43:37 "Evil"- Interpol 47:16 (I do not know what song this is, if you do please let me know! It is played by my ex bf, but I love how it sounds and this entire playlist is about him so why not include it!)

  • @Kyle-not-SP
    @Kyle-not-SP 2 года назад

    This is amazing

  • @Koopie-r3q
    @Koopie-r3q 2 года назад

    you made me cry, take responsibility!!

  • @noxvantas3019
    @noxvantas3019 2 года назад

    So, how everyone is telling their stories I'm gonna take advantage of i'm on one of those nights when I miss him to tell my "story". [This could be long] I met this person in February of this year (2022) cause' I started going to a course to pass the admission test to high school. Being honest, I didn't had any expectation on this or even think abt meeting him... So yeah, we were 4 (counting myself ofc), me, another friend and two guys. I barely knew one of them, and the other I didn't knew him at all. We started talking the first day we met, we liked each other so, (for personal reasons no much relevant) we only talked by Pinterest. quickly, we get along a lot. We were intimate with each other (it's not very important going deep on that). I fell in love with him, but I thought it was only a little crush on him. Oh God, I was so wrong. I vented to him a lot of times, he also vented to me. time passes and we're close, he said me I was the only person who always he talked (he was WAY more sociable than me, but he told me that he almost didn't talk with nobody after school bc he didn't liked them lol), I felt special to him. I told him my traumas, he seemed like the only one who understood me. One day, we agreed to see us out of school. So, I need you know that I barely remember a lot of things that are supposedly important, but I easily forget it (idk why I'm like that but okay) BUT, I remember this day very well, and, I'm only just a teenager but I swear that day is the best day on my life. It was a Tuesday, we agreed to see us in a pizzeria. though we were there to do some horny stuff, we didn't anything. We just ate pizza and, my favorite part, we played a hockey table (idk how it calls) it was the most funny thing that I did in my life. I already played that game before but it was special because I did it with him. He won by far and I ended with my arm hurting, but it was worth it. That is, at this moment, the first and only time we meet out of school. Now, how are our relationship these days? Idk if say "bad" but what is true, is that isn't what it used to be. We enter at the same high school in the same turn, but now we barely talk irl, he's always with another friend of his classroom, I tried act like I don't care, but I absolutely care. I miss him, I miss the days where we always talked, we always met on the recess. Remember when I said that "he was the only one who understood me"? Well, he's still being that one, he's still being "the one" for me, he's still being so special to me, but now I've done some things and he's probably angry at me, which I understand. I miss you a lot, Oziel. </3 Probably I miss some things but this is already long asf so...Yeah. Also, I'm sorry if I have some orthographic mistakes o something like that, but the English isn't my native language and kinda support on the translate on some parts, so, yeah. If you read until this, woah, I'm pretty impressed, but yeah I just wanna vent and all, anyways, have a good morning/day/night. <3

  • @lucas-6107
    @lucas-6107 2 года назад

    it’s back !! this is my favourite playlist and was so sad when I couldn’t find it

  • @Truckerboy1234
    @Truckerboy1234 2 года назад

    this is amazing, bojack horseman is one of my favorite shows, sucks netlflix ended it

    • @bud1689
      @bud1689 2 года назад

      Most perfect shows are around 6 seasons, if they made more at that point they would just be milking it

    • @Bantis
      @Bantis Год назад

      no it was a very good ending

    • @hopesanddreams2998
      @hopesanddreams2998 Год назад

      It ended perfectly I think. Bojack is a very self destructive character and he had a good run but I think we all knew he would lose in the end. Or at least I assumed he would die in the end, or at least be left alone in the very end. I didn’t really picture a happy ending even if I wanted it for him (I relate too hard) because that just never seemed really plausible. Maybe an ok ending but not a good one.

  • @gibbins2372
    @gibbins2372 2 года назад

    Thanks for another great playlist

  • @nagito_naegi5793
    @nagito_naegi5793 2 года назад

    I grew up military and my family moved every 2 or so years. I have not kept a friend for longer than 3 because it never worked out long distance. The one person I've always had is my older sibling. They were the first person I told about my depression and self harm, the first person i told about being trans, and the first person I told about getting bullied and abused. They always supported me and I always supported them. Now they're going to college. I dont know how to handle it

  • @splishsplashtrash417
    @splishsplashtrash417 2 года назад

    timestamps// 0:00 "Nothing was the same" - Hotel books 3:56 "Buried in the ground" - Gloom 6:12 "My love" - Modern baseball 9:38 "Using" - Sorority noise 12:17 "U suck" - Shrimp 14:07 "Creep" - Radiohead 18:00 "Trying harder" - Worst party ever 19:12 "Fentanyl" - Mccafferty (btw I do not support Mccafferty) 21:43 "Only love" - Badflower 25:38 "Downhill" - Lincoln 29:43 "Let's talk about your hair" - Have mercy 33:32 "Redo" - Modern baseball 36:34 "I forgot to take my meds today" - Prince daddy & the hyena

  • @Ivan-gx3cu
    @Ivan-gx3cu 2 года назад

    pretty boy gives me smoking on a rooftop in a big city at night vibes

  • @_theratking_9521
    @_theratking_9521 2 года назад

    My mum's like The type who says "you shouldnt change anything in ur body and be who ur born as" BUT She doesnt know english and doesnt know what the title means And she said she like that music Well, thats a progress

  • @2wml
    @2wml 2 года назад

    They were an online friend I had, and they were really nice. I had to drop them a month or 2 ago because they made me and other friends uncomfortable. They were my best friend, and I still consider them that. I miss them a lot, and I know they miss me. I want to be their friend again but I don't want my other friends to find out, because I fear they'll drop me. I miss you, Robyn.

  • @ReneeSaysHi
    @ReneeSaysHi 2 года назад

    It’s a gf that I lost. Well not forever but she got sent to a mental hospital and I can’t stand it. She said the last time she was there it was only for 11 days but I can’t help but feel like it’s going to be longer than last time. Iv been with her for a while now but the thing I forgot about when your in a relationship is the pain u feel bc I can’t see ur partner. But it’s not just feeling sad, it’s a whole new pain of emptiness and sorrow and loss. I can’t wait much longer :(

  • @beanie4762
    @beanie4762 2 года назад

    more plz*shoots warning shot cutely*🔫🤠🥰

  • @splishsplashtrash417
    @splishsplashtrash417 2 года назад

    0:00 Sweet Boi - Chevy 2:21 Training wheels - Melanie Martinez 5:43 Kindergarten - Chloe Moriondo 7:58 Green - Cavetown 12:25 Line without a hook - Rick Montgomery 16:33 Star love - Late night drive home 20:11 Washing machine heart - Mitski 22:18 Makedamnsure - Taking back Sunday 25:40 Sunflower - Rex orange county 29:49 Sex with a ghost - Teddy Hyde 33:22 Butch 4 butch - Rio Romeo 35:20 Mr Loverman - Rick Montgomery 38:48 Yr the best - Carpetgarden 40:24 Trees ii - Mccafferty 43:50 As the world caves in - Matt Maltese (o゜▽゜)o☆

  • @keeprollin9911
    @keeprollin9911 2 года назад

    5:25 hit so hard. I've never listened to this song before. I've had anorexic eating behaviors and terrible thoughts last year, it was really shit. I'm on my way trying to accept myself as a trans guy, now. It's not my body's fault. It's not my fault. And boys can have eating disorders, too. I'm doing my best believing into these confessions, but it's really hard. Thank you so so much for this playlist!! ^^`

    • @beanie4762
      @beanie4762 2 года назад

      that part made me tear up because i felt heard

    • @keeprollin9911
      @keeprollin9911 2 года назад

      @@beanie4762 Much love and strength to you, bud!!

  • @9th_grade_biology_guidelines
    @9th_grade_biology_guidelines 2 года назад

    tbh, im super dysphoric, but its not just about my genitals, or my chest, its about my face, how its shaped, the fact that I can't grow facial hair biologically, the fact that my jaw is is more rounded, the fact that my body is curvy, but I can't really relate to anyone I know, and it makes me feel sad that I can't

    • @beanie4762
      @beanie4762 2 года назад

      *sees pfp* 💍👰‍♂️💒

    • @allister6092
      @allister6092 Год назад

      Bro same, I am very curvy and have super soft features. God hates us. 😭

    • @9th_grade_biology_guidelines
      @9th_grade_biology_guidelines Год назад

      @@allister6092 💔

    • @berrysnowyboy5251
      @berrysnowyboy5251 Год назад

      Dude I hear ya, but with me who has some curves and narrow shoulders, and I hate it...

  • @pennylevy-martindale686
    @pennylevy-martindale686 2 года назад

    Imagine listening to this whilst drawing vent art🤣 Defo couldn't be me

  • @jasonsullivan5827
    @jasonsullivan5827 2 года назад

    That my boys

  • @user-lr2ez3pr9e
    @user-lr2ez3pr9e 2 года назад

    You know, I lost him. the one I loved with all my heart, I so wanted to stay with him, I so wanted to hear his voice every day... I couldn't help but think about him. I lived for him. I even called him dad from time to time, because he was also dear to me, like a parent. but now it hurts. I still think about him, about his laughter. I still love him. All these three years I have not stopped loving about him. I've never forgotten him. I just couldn't. he was everything to me. even after the breakup, I can't imagine him with someone else, because it always seemed to me that he only needed me, just like he needed me. Maybe I was wrong... I will always remember you, my dad... I will always love you, even if it hurts me from these feelings, even if these memories suffocate me. I'll never forget you. I won't forget your concern. you will stay in my heart forever, really.

  • @secretfart27
    @secretfart27 2 года назад

    I lost my mom a couple days ago and I have been listening to playlist after playlist and I finally found this one :)

  • @butler_sensei117
    @butler_sensei117 2 года назад

    Girlfriend just broke up with me... And this song hits me just right 😭

  • @Ash-mv6vb
    @Ash-mv6vb 2 года назад

    I never had any "real" friends growing up because they already had their friend group, I never and still don't feel like I belong in my school because I've never really had friends that stuck. Once when I was in third grade a girl came up to me and started talking to me and then we became friends then we had a new student and we both became friends with her; we were all best friends until sixth grade. Covid really screwed up my social skills. I have always had social anxiety but now it's even worse, I always hide behind my pimples with my hair, I tiptoe on the seat because I'm insecure about my body and I feel lonely. One of my best friends just stopped talking to me and started hanging out with a person I've hated for a long time, I tried to keep talking to her but showed no interest. It's like she got tired of me and my other best friend. After a while my first real friend and I drifted apart as well, we still talk but It's not like it was before. I can't help but think that it's me, why don't people stick with me. I started to talk to one of my old friends last year, we were friends when we were 8 but now we're closer. Sometimes I get worried that the same thing will happen to us, I really like having her as a friend, she's so fun to hang out with and she's understanding. I don't want to lose my friendship with her when I graduate from middle school next year. I still feel lonely sometimes, every day's the same and I'm so tired of it.

  • @5unSh1n3x
    @5unSh1n3x 2 года назад

    I needed this playlist. today I found out that my two favorite people from my childhood that I saw as uncles died.The worst part is they died two years ago and I never knew until today..

    • @bigritty7572
      @bigritty7572 2 года назад

      Bro holy shit that’s awful I’m sorry

  • @emmiye
    @emmiye 2 года назад

    i met a person on internet, they said they were girl, im not sure if that's true.... I soon started having a crush on them. It was the moment i relize im not only into boys... I asked them to be my gf and they said they dont have good expirience in online dating. I said it's fine and i just want to be their friend then. Day after they unfolllow me from every social media and we never talked again. I miss them, even if they are maight fake.... I love them but i also hate them bc now i'm diferent from my whole straight family :(

  • @ayasarkadi6293
    @ayasarkadi6293 2 года назад

    omg there are so many twenty one pilots songs in this, thank you so much this is the best playlist

  • @luzsweaknerdarms3293
    @luzsweaknerdarms3293 2 года назад

    This made me cry over someone I lost around February and I though I was over them and the worst part is it was my fault,.

  • @elizacordovacordova9243
    @elizacordovacordova9243 2 года назад

    I miss her so fucking much but she hurt me in ways that are indescribable. She was my world. I loved her. But that didn’t matter. It was not good enough

  • @abanana1576
    @abanana1576 2 года назад

    pov : your child hood friend talks to you one last time

  • @fiefie8980
    @fiefie8980 2 года назад

    you know everyone is talking about someone they loved, their friend, dad, cousin, best friend etc, but i feel like the only person this playlist makes me think of is myself. i have had a terribly rough childhood that left me with a huge memory hole and no fucking idea of who i am. around age 15-16 i started changing names because i just couldn't bare to be that person i didn't know and couldn't identify with anymore. i even had invented myself a birthday that i'd only share with myself because of how traumatising my real one was always. i feel like everything i could remember for the past 19 years is all the betrayal and abuse and neglect and so much pain i inflected to myself because of those people who treated me so wrong. today i am 19 years old. survived a good 10 SA, a couple car crashes, strokes and bullying. i couldn't be prouder of myself to be honest because not only have i survived but i even grew up, and forgave a lot of the people that hurt me, fixed so many of my relationships with family members and with myself. stopped going to therapy but used it as an opportunity to be my own therapist. got into college, graduating my second year currently. i've had jobs, work colleagues, battle brothers, new friends, first heartbreaks and first sex i have had so much fun with myself. but then i wonder did i trap myself in that new me who i thought was so freeing in the beginning ? i also stopped doing drugs and healed most of my mental disorders. i start to remember so many things (but so very little compared to the life i lived) from when i was "deadname", but i have created and got so uch love, support and confidence as me, raphie. i really wish i could just be both, and be able to add raphie on my civil state, so that i can finally feel legitimate and not like im lying to people all the time. i have became raphaëlle as much as i healed "deadname" and i feel now like i'm ready to be her again. but i don't want to let raphie go. she's been a wonderful friend to me. maybe in the end i'm also mourning a loved one like everybody else. i believe in fact i mighr be the person i love most after i've fought for myself so long. well. i guess that's my vent. thank u to whoever created this space for us all because that really did make me feel better. i have so much hope and confidence for the future, let's all take care of ourselves as best as possible, and never give up on yourself please please please i love you <3

  • @kenji_is_bored
    @kenji_is_bored 2 года назад

    this is the first time i've ever heard a danganronpa playlist as i'm new to the fandom but oh my holy lord wow- _it fits so well_ -

  • @eggss2
    @eggss2 2 года назад

    epic