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Eternal Rebirth
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Добавлен 14 дек 2013
an exploration of authenticity, vulnerability, and love...
(practicing unconditional acceptance)
instagram: 3ternalrebirth
spotify: lydiafu123
tiktok: 3ternalrebirth
letterboxd: tofusworld
(practicing unconditional acceptance)
instagram: 3ternalrebirth
spotify: lydiafu123
tiktok: 3ternalrebirth
letterboxd: tofusworld
Days in China: beautiful places, body dysmorphia, yummy vegan + non vegan food 🎑
hi frens :) it’s been a while
happy new year! tis the year of the wood dragon 🐉🪵
I wanted to practice speaking mandarin, I know I have a bit of an American accent when I speak haha. I hope that watching this you were able to feel comforted and more compassionate with yourself- that it left you feeling more tender and kind and open hearted. Maybe a lil sentimental too. I felt sentimental making this video. I’m glad I recorded all this footage and even though it’s 30 minutes, it’s 30 minutes of memories that mean a lot for me and helped me appreciate perhaps what I couldn’t when I was on the trip. There’s something about documenting your life in this way, i feel it makes me more grateful. I ...
happy new year! tis the year of the wood dragon 🐉🪵
I wanted to practice speaking mandarin, I know I have a bit of an American accent when I speak haha. I hope that watching this you were able to feel comforted and more compassionate with yourself- that it left you feeling more tender and kind and open hearted. Maybe a lil sentimental too. I felt sentimental making this video. I’m glad I recorded all this footage and even though it’s 30 minutes, it’s 30 minutes of memories that mean a lot for me and helped me appreciate perhaps what I couldn’t when I was on the trip. There’s something about documenting your life in this way, i feel it makes me more grateful. I ...
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healing is subtle
Просмотров 3,6 тыс.11 месяцев назад
Hi frens, it’s been a while 🦦 I apologize about the audio quality, not sure why it’s so bad. I tried uploading it three times but the audio stayed the same. Hopefully it doesn’t deter your viewing experience too much and you can still take in the messages. I hope this video can bring some comfort and lightness to your heart today :)
raw mental health check in: confronting my past, s*icidal thoughts, self harm *TW
Просмотров 10 тыс.Год назад
Challenging myself to post this video despite the fact i feel insecurities arising, the fact that this whole video is unedited and I didn’t even watch or play back any of it before uploading. I just needed an outlet to share all my feelings and to be completely real about the things from my past that are affecting me now. I don’t want all my content to be about my sadness and my past but this i...
How I Set Boundaries w/ men (+ ppl in general) from a recovering people pleaser
Просмотров 3,7 тыс.Год назад
💌I hope you’re all practicing self acceptance and compassion - t i m e s t a m p s - 00:13 why I’m making this 00:27 this video still for everyone ! regardless of gender identity 02:43-03:07 compassion forgiveness 03:20-03:35 remember you can personalize your wording 03:35-05:13 you’re not responsible for other people’s reactions 05:13-08:12 How To Decline Hugs 08:12-11:02 How To Tell Someone T...
tree talk therapy: avoiding life & falling back into old habits [an honest conversation]
Просмотров 5 тыс.Год назад
Hallo, I’ve procrastinated filming this because I knew that I’d have to talk about what I’ve been avoiding. at least I’m being honest about it though, so that’s a good place to start. thank you for being patient and joining along side me as we find our way back to the most loving and kind parts of ourselves. You are loved, just as you are🌼
tending to my sanctuary [a peaceful vlog]
Просмотров 8 тыс.Год назад
I hope this video gently encourages you to tend to your sanctuary too :) (You can find the music I used in this video on my Spotify playlist called “pretty instrumentals”, as well as other similar music. The reason I don’t list it is because some of the music title name is in another language) Spotify: lydiafu123 instagram: 3ternalrebirth Letterboxd: tofusworld
sharing poetry at an open mic in nyc [healing vlog]
Просмотров 6 тыс.Год назад
this was scary… but fun ! I know my filming quality isn’t the best here because i really wasn’t planning on recording that night so I didn’t bring my tripod. But I feel like the filming style made it feel more realistic as if you were right along side me heh Sharing my poetry on Instagram too: @3ternalrebirth Spotify: lydiafu123 Letterboxd: tofusworld
Inspiration is Nothing Without Action
Просмотров 20 тыс.Год назад
do something that makes you feel just a little bit more free today :) Music in this video: Rising with the ashes by Yatao and Alexander Mercks Instagram: 3ternalrebirth Spotify: lydiafu123 letterboxd: tofusworld
cleaning my depression room and taking care of myself [mellow vlog]
Просмотров 908 тыс.Год назад
hello frens of the internet :) Depression can manifest differently for everyone and can look different depending on the season of your life. I hope that anyone struggling with their mental health does not compare what my mental health looks like to theirs. Especially since this video does not capture accurately what I go through. We all battle and navigate through it uniquely. I do hope that th...
tree talk therapy: when you fight with love, you can never lose
Просмотров 10 тыс.Год назад
just some therapeutic ramblings in the forest. take what resonates with you, leave what doesn't ya know ? this is really just me talking through my internal monologue and trying to make sense of things and my life. and also not make sense :) tbh i thought i wasn't going to ever post another video but here i am. this is pretty fun ! music in this video: blu by diana lopez instagram: @3ternalrebi...
A Year and a Half of Celibacy - what I’ve learned
Просмотров 18 тыс.2 года назад
if you’re reading this take a deep long breath :) jus posting up my expression for fun and sharing love. These lessons are not necessarily profound but it really changed my life for my personal growth as an ~ ever evolving soul living inside the body of a human bean ~ hehe I loveee art, poetry, and music! posting my other forms of expression on instagram too ig: @3ternalrebirth spotify: lydiafu...
Hibernate miss you is a bear aye
Hibernate miss you is a bear aye
Whats the book she was reading in the beggining?
i'm so proud of you cou are courageous , you are strong, caring and a magnificent inner flame, I am proud of you
Where did you learn yoga from in India
i would help clean your room, you're so sweet
Wow you chanted Gayatri Mantra….Thankyou for choosing our culture……love from India❤
I'm so proud of you ❤
I feel all objects tht we need to clean n arrange n organize first we buy them becoz we feel tht we need them It is true we really need them they help to make our lives better feel good about ourselves boost our mood when we feel low or when we had bad day But when we clean n arrange n organize them we bless them n give our love n appreciation to them for bringing colour to our lives especially on our low energy days so it is cycle of love These objects don't come of their own they ve a purpose in our lives as we ve in them I love taking care of my stuff ❤❤❤❤❤❤
Hi ! I'm sorry to hear bout your depression but i have the best advice that can actually help you love yourself more and you can love others as well by just giving your life to JESUS CHRIST 🤍 and I know how it feels and Jesus Christ completely changed my life and I promise its works wonders May God heal you from the things you don't talk about and I also may God bless you as well ❤ just remember that there are people out there who cares for you 🤍✨ take a good care of yourself sweet girl 💗
You chanting gayatri mantra made me fall in love with my culture again which is loved by everyone around the 🌎 ❤thankyou for being so raw
Love from Kerala
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hi, thanks for the lovely video❤️ my brother deals with really severe depression and struggles so much with taking care of himself. As his sister, especially older sister, I would do anything to make it easier for him but I am also really overwhelmed and confused about what to do. Do you think it is helpful to have a relative that helps you in e.g., cleaning your room? I am really insecure about asking him if he wants help with it. thanks so much❤️
I can feel you and many times i tried to do whatever you have done even though sometimes i think if i died then everything will be better from today and feel regret why the hell I'm living
May I know the bgm that's so soothing and melancholic at the same time 😢
Thanku for talking feeling grateful for the video girl you are strong 😭🫂
I don't usually do long comments, but this video came to me at just the right time , i am a person who keeps their tears to themselves and only my really close family or friends hv seen me cry , i try not to cry in front of them too but if they try to talk to me , i just remember how grateful i should be that i hv people in life that comfort me and immediately start bawling out , my younger self is my own idol bcoz she wasn't an unproductive person that sat in her room staring at a glowing rectangular box and was really active ,but then u said abt tht photo and realized that my younger self being my idol is okay but treating myself unkindly while being treated unkindly by others is not helping me 1 bit, i hv a math exam tmrw and this video somehow motivated me to go and study maths and realized how calming it is to spend time with your own self and it made me remember my love for studying, you just gained a new subscriber, bye , i have to study for the exam tmrw Heal 😇❤️🩹✌🏻🫂
this girl know gayatri mantra how
"But knowing I can create the most loving safe space in my room"- I love this as much as I relate to this <3
it was surprising for me to see an foreigner chanting gyatri mantra and naming yogaa poses as its original version. loved this vlogg
your voice is so soothing and comforting.
I love your room , it seems so calming ❤
I was like this
What a poor anima🥺❤
Honestly, never got this inspired by someone that let me to comment here ( my way to praise you ).... You are doing a good job by coming back to your home (by knowing yourself and by knowing the worth of your life and everytime)... Just remember you are the only one that matters .. best wishes keep going .🌸
plssssssssssssssssssssssss do more vids plsssssssssss
Gayatri mantra.. ❣️✨
Your Chinese is absolutely beautiful. China is beautiful. God made you beautiful
Girl …. I watched you a year ago , I dunno why I landed again back today to your video with those same emotions resurfacing in me ….. All I can say is Thank You, guess it was a reminder 🙏🏼 Thanks for sharing this …..
You are so lovely ❤️ keep taking care of urself u deserve it
This one video of yours gives me hundreds of new lessons.......Thankyou really thankyou🫀✨️
where are uh from love ur vdos
I remember watching this video a year ago. When I was in same state , this somehow helped me clean my room that day and that's why I still remember it .
Its exam season for me, and the past few days have been extremely stressful to say the least. Sleepless nights, all-nighters, driving away sleep with caffeine, feeling guilty for dozing off, always feeling that you’re not doing enough, you know how it is. All these videos that were coming up in my recs were of people going shopping, a day in “insert an Ivy League college”, college acceptance reactions and how i got into “insert another Ivy League college” videos. While i love it for them, the videos weren’t resonating with me because here i was having a hard time sleeping and scolding myself if i did sleep by chance. This one did. It reminded me that i’ve scolded myself a bit too much. Perhaps i’ll try not to for a little while. Thanks.
Ur voice is so calming
You call that room as depressing? then mine is a anxiety
hi, what’s the book you were reading ?
Book name please 1:07