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o v e r d r i v e ☆ | | Dark shoegaze-ish musik :P
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𝐓𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬:
Musettes And Drums - Cocteau Twins 00:00-04:34
Beach Song - Slowdive 04:40-08:00
Love Fade - Tamaryn 08:04-11:38
Joy - SLOWDIIV (Slowdive) 11:47-14:52
Screaming - Loathe (shoegaze version by @whatever4092nvm ) 15:00-19:02
The Promise - The Cure 19:08-29:24
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Reconozco que NO soy la propetaria de las canciones, créditos a los respectivos autores :3
𝐓𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬:
Musettes And Drums - Cocteau Twins 00:00-04:34
Beach Song - Slowdive 04:40-08:00
Love Fade - Tamaryn 08:04-11:38
Joy - SLOWDIIV (Slowdive) 11:47-14:52
Screaming - Loathe (shoegaze version by @whatever4092nvm ) 15:00-19:02
The Promise - The Cure 19:08-29:24
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Reconozco que NO soy la propetaria de las canciones, créditos a los respectivos autores :3
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Видео
Childish tears☹ | | Traumacore 𓆩*𓆪 (Comfort/vent playlist !!)
Просмотров 32 тыс.2 года назад
𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 𝐓𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬: Mice On Venus 8-bit (Muffled reverb) 00:00-02:48 Tempelhof - Yan Tiersen 02:50-9:00 MOM - Broox 09:02-12:22 Extension Cord - Fog Lake 12:24-15:34 rachel's lullaby - Dandelion hands 15:36-17:08 ┊┊┊┊ ┊┊┊☆ ┊┊🌙 * ┊┊ ┊☆ ° 🌙* RUclips NO ME LO TIRES RECONOZCO QUE ESTAS CANCIONES NO SON DE MI PROPIEDAD SOLO QUIERO ESCUCHARLAS GRACIAS.
♱ Ligea - Witching Hour (muffled, slowed)
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Ligea - Witching Hour A little saturated, bc I increased the volume (；′⌒`) 𓆩*𓆪 ruclips.net/video/CK9RZ9qgSfg/видео.html - original song ✷ · ˚ * . * * ⋆ . · ⋆ ˚ ˚ ✦ ⋆ · * ⋆ ✧ · ✧ ✵ · ✵ me va a caer el copyright
I’m so fucking proud of you for existing as long as you have on this earth ❤ Please try to continue this week thinking of your favourite tv shows, music artists, places, people and your life and how you are going to be an extraordinary human regardless of what you do or become❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ Extra- Cry as much as you want I’m here for you and so is this playlist, crying is apart of feeling happy, you need one for the other, so try to cry and try to laugh as much as you can❤❤❤❤❤❤
was crying to the point I have a headache and feel like vomiting.
(TW) ❗❗❗❗❗😓😓 sry i needed to say something I can't hold it in 😔 Whenever I start to get a slight happy feeling...it instantly goes away... I know why...Why can't I forget it??? Why why why?? I need to forget it!!! Why cant I??? I just need to move on!! Why would he do this?? I am broken!!!! All my happiness, creativeness, childhood, was all taken away from me.. He ruined me forever! I was a kid! I am unfixable why why no no no it cant be he ruined me stop stop forget it no why!!! My brain is so loud!.when will i be happy again? Its all too much for me to take in!! 😢
I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself
its been like almost 8 months since I commented. I still listen to this playlist, honestly brings me a lot of comfort when I'm upset and need comfort
Nadie debe de saber que sigo llorando por lo qué me hicieron
I've just realized i've never been hugged by a man before.. not by my dad, a teacher, idk anyone never.. I havent cried about it but I dont know sometimes I feel like Im about to...
9:00 i started tearing up when I heard the Mr.Rodgers part😭
I was never abused but I go through some depressive episodes. I would talk about my sadness but people would tell me that others have it worse than me so I should stop crying. I have self-esteem issues and I sometimes compare myself with others. I always point out all the negative side of me. I always told myself that I was just a good-for-nothing useless girl. It has gotten bad to the point I would think of the most depraved ways I could harm myself. There are days when I lay in bed confused about why I get so sad. I always told myself that I'm being selfish and disrespectful to the people who go through way worse than me. (I'm sorry if this was too much to read. I tend to overshare some things)
Sorry for not responding but thank you!!!! Thank you so much! I really needed to hear that 😭😭😭 Plus I'm sorry you've been through things. I hope things are getting better bud!
guys, a question, seeing fights and not having a very good childhood, it can cause trauma too? (I was never abused)
Sweetie, that IS traumatic, u were exposed to something you didn’t understand, those experiences while growing up caused big impact in your life. I hope u are ok now, warm and loved, as u deserve. This playlist was made for that, for kids like u and I🧸🩷
@@terrosatanik aaah, I understand, now! But, thx for telling me! And i'm ok, But I'm going through some pretty bad things, but I'm fine S2 <33
It’s just so difficult or I’m just lazy or perhaps dumb but I can’t find my way out. I know I can be better, find a job I actually like and find someone who’s gonna love me for who I am. But I don’t think I deserve it. Everyone left me at one point in my life. And when they come back to me they act like nothing happens or maybe I’m just fckg crazy ? I don’t remember much of my childhood, just the screams of my mother telling my father to calm down, to stop breaking everything. Even now I make dreams where he try to kill me and I’m scared like a child, that’s fckg hilarious cause I’m 20 now and I could beat the sht out of him easily but I won’t. And sometimes I make these disgusting dream where the brother of my babysitter r*pe me, I hope it’s not real but every time I think of it every thing just pop up in my head, the noise, his scent,his touch… and I just vomit after thinking of it. Maybe that’s why I hate other peoples or myself. So thats all for the happy childhood memories haha. I’m a failure and a deception. I’ve wasted my chance to be happy with the girl I like, the funny part was that she was perfect and she loved me back. So if you read all of my stupid story I’m sorry to bother you and my English is very bad but I’m proud of it cause I’ve learnt it by myself, that’s one of the few things I’m proud of btw lol. That’s the first time I’m venting out like that and fortunately for you it will be the last. I hope one day every one could be happy and find peace. Why ppl need to hurt each other every time, it’s making me sad and angry to see all this non sense. We could be living in a perfect world but we don’t. Anyway if you still with me until now I hope you’ll find what you want and be happy, don’t search for revenge it won’t make you happy. Love each other or at least respect each other. Maybe dying is not the answer , but I’m exhausted. I don’t deserve happiness.
Get real therapy and talk about your problems: 🤮 Listen to playlists that make you realize your not the only one and you are in a safe community and a safe space to share and be yourself: ❤️❤️❤️
Last year as a teen next year I’ll be 20 goodbye childhood I will dearly miss you 🥺🩷
Adulthood😢😢
My uncle touched me when I was younger because he told me this is how family shows love by touching each other and he made me kiss him on the cheek I felt gross I felt dirty but he said I couldn’t go back because they would called me disrespectful and dirty and etc I was hurt and I’m still hurt my mother said to grow up and forget it like WHAT THE F*CK YOUR SUPPOSED TO HELP ME HEAL NOT DO THIS AGAIN I AM HURT MORE BY MOTHER BECAUSE IT HURT DEAPLY I HATE YOU MA I HATE YOU SO MUCH CAN’T YOU UNDERSTAND IT WILL STAY WIRH ME I HATE YOU!
I don’t know what’s happening to me. Or what happened. I’m not smart anymore or studious. I’m not even slightly pretty. I’m not kind. I’m bitter and lazy. I basically have no friends and I am struggling with everything. I forget things everywhere and I can never make anyone truly proud. I can’t even make myself proud. I’m not happy. I can’t get out of bed other than for school which I have to drag myself thru the day. Every single day I want to kms so that I don’t have to go to school. I just want to live in my own little world. Or maybe just a best friend? I feel like I’m letting people down because they assume things about me. Kind? I’m so rude and disrespectful. Smart? I’m one of the dumbest people I know. Pretty? Bf common now don’t be “nice”. I’m nothing what they think. I don’t know. Sometimes I’m happy and sometimes I’m about to kms. Idk anymore. I don’t have any major problems I just. Well there’s to much ig? Idk I just don’t like who I am anymore. I haven’t for years.
I’m surprised that anyone responded. I guess so. I just feel vulnerable but your right. Idk abt the friend part but I do have dreams. When I get to a point in life I want to buy a small house in the middle of fields. Alone. It sounds so peaceful. I’ll plant fruit trees so that the next owner can have fruits since I probably won’t be able to grow them fast enough. Ty I was just panicking.
Am Happy...Am happy Your My child...I Love You...I wish You were Not Born...I have anxiety...When am in certain situations...Am happy Your My friend Your Dumb... You have No sense...Do You have sense
Im sad. I dont know why but Im sad. I want to feel happy again, But I cant.
I hate when people look at me weird I hate it I hate it so much I hate when I have to keep on pulling my shirt down and up I hate when I have to wear dresses or skirts I hate when people say I look older I hate when I’m in a line and someone’s behind me I hate when people joke about people having a crush on me I hate when I wear makeup I hate when people joke about me having a hour glass body I hate when guys like me I hate when i have to wear shorts and tank tops in the summer I hate it so much please make it stop please please make it stop please stop please make it stop
9:11 personal timestap
I was always alone at home when I was little. My mum and dad were working. When I was 7 or 8 years old, I saw a cat from the window and wanted to play with it. I remember an old man came to me while I was petting the cat. First he played with me for a while, we petted the cat and played hide and seek together. Then he asked me what I was doing alone at this hour. I fell for his innocence and chatted with him for a long time. He invited me to his house. When I went in, he opened a cartoon for me, and while I was watching the cartoon with my teddy bear in my hand, I noticed that the man was looking at me strangely. I got a little scared, and then it happened. For 3 years I was subjected to his looks and disgusting touches. I'm 15 now. My life is worse than it's ever been. I have attempted suicide many times. I have no academic success. I have a bad relationship with my friends and family and I feel more disgusting every day. I hate my body so much that I can't explain it. If I had not gone out that day, none of this would have happened. It's all my fault and this guilt will haunt me until my death. I ruined my own childhood with my own hands.
im so sorry...its not your fault,honey:(
It may seem that way but it wasn’t your fault. You were a child. You aren’t expected to know that as a child. I hope you find a reason to live. I hope you can one day feel peace. That is a terrible thing to experience as a child, I hope that life gives you happiness in the future.
that is not your fault. that isnt you couldnt have controlled a creep when you WERE EIGHT. he shouldve left you alone you just wanted to see a cat its NOT YOUR FAULT, as much as it may seem like it is. it isnt, and itll be okay it may seem horrible now but someday he will rot in hell or in a ditch, whatever u belive. but it isnt your fault, you dont have to feel guilty about it and its okay. i hope you get whatever you need, whether its a hug or a doctor and i hope this makes sense and doesnt sound rude-
no its not your fault the only person at fault is the evil adult not a poor innocent and neglected child like yourself all you wanted was a friend or someone to talk to and obvious there was no supervision of your parents. making it your parent's fault If you haven't already love, please reach out for help although you may feel ashamed DONT BE please love yourself and be kind and understanding not only yourself but your mind and body for they all to have been through much Please tell a parent or some guardian if you haven't already. (Lov3 Morb1d<3)
The last one reminded me of that one night... :(
:( hope ur alr now..
Mice On Venus is on top as always. The only song that really makes you rethink something or just conclude some things up. It makes tears go down and I cant do anything with that, C418 is the best.
9:00 personal timestamp yk
i can still hear him scratching at my walls...
This playlist sounds so sad but relaxing at the same time, I think I can try and fall asleep to this in peace 😊
I’m proud of you for waking up. I’m proud of you for brushing your hair. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for breathing. I’m proud of you for making your bed. I’m proud of you for eating. I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat. I’m proud of you for drinking water. I’m proud of you for being here. I’m proud of you for being you. I’m proud of you for smiling. I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for sitting down. I’m proud of you for defending yourself. I’m proud of you for believing in yourself. I’m proud of you for simply trying. I’m proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU. ♥ not mine, just passing it around for people who need it the most<3
I’ve seen you three times in the last ten minutes, hope you’re doing well friend :] I’m proud
I’m going to cry you have no idea how much this means
It always the lowest view count that the most touching one
My childhood memories 😭thank u 😭so much ur work is amazing and beautiful oh I wish we could go back but. We can’t so I wish everyone well and ur perfect just the way u are :)❤❤❤❤😊 Love u guys GN!:) 😎✨🏆🤌😌❤️👁️👄👁️
THIS IS MY THERAPY
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i keep crying and i can't control it.
By crying u express feelings that not even a thousand words could explain. Releasing all the ball of poop-ish feelings that u have in ur heart, mind and conscience is important to grow and improve as a person. Remember that everything bad lasts the same as the good and the good lasts the same as the bad. We are conscious and sentient beings, it will get better, I promise :-D
thanks@@terrosatanik
Esta canción me recuerda cuando tenía una gata y los momentos felices que pasaba con ella.☹
Estoy segura que tu gatita fue la mas feliz de todas en vida🌼🌼
Yo con mi señora medianoche la extraño mucho, no me pude despedirme 😞
This songs remember me a so bad moments but at the same time is so relaxing
Siii 😢
the one on 9:02 got me sobbing
besame
te amo aaasdgfhsgdvf👩🏽❤💋👩🏻👩🏽❤💋👩🏻👩🏽❤💋👩🏻👩🏽❤💋👩🏻👩🏽❤💋👩🏻👩🏽❤💋👩🏻👩🏽❤💋👩🏻👩🏽❤💋👩🏻
@@terrosatanikgrrrrr😊
no es que tenga algun trauma. Es solo que las canciones me relajan al modo que me hagan dormir o me den sueño <3
me alegra bastante que pueda ayudar a otras personas en mi propio proceso para sentirme mejor!🌼 Si gustas que haga otro mix con rolas parecidas dime!!
lovely
An apology for the song cut at the end, I didnt noticed until now ;( Una disculpa por la rola toda cortada al final, no m habia dado cuenta :-(
x cierto, como se llama la persona de tu pfp?
the first one got me sobbing
Same
I LOVE THE ANDREAS PROFILE ❤️
Está bien don chingón. 🤕🙏🔥
Qué música tan relajante, la he usado para escribir. Muchas gracias :)
This is so good oh my god 🛐🛐🛐
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