My Suicide Story
My Suicide Story
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My Suicide Story: Episode 8 - Matt's Story
Join Matt as he shares his journey grappling with mental health issues, navigating a diagnosis of rapid cycling bipolar disorder, and the profound shifts in his life following a harrowing suicide attempt.
Music by Scott Buckley
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255
Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741
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My Suicide Story: Episode 7 - Kev's Story
Просмотров 8 тыс.Год назад
Kev, a musician, artist, and mental health advocate shares his story and struggles with schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, and continuous suicidal ideations. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741 Be sure to subscribe for new episodes! Like 'My Suicide Story' on Facebook: bit.ly/facebookmyss Follow 'My Suicide Story' on Instagram: @mysuicidestor...
My Suicide Story: Episode 6 - Mark's Story
Просмотров 16 тыс.2 года назад
Join author Mark Turnipseed as he details the events that contributed to his suicidal ideations and ultimately his attempts on his life, including being molested during his childhood years, his struggles with his sexuality, and his internal battle with his masculinity. Music by Scott Buckley National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741 Be sure to su...
My Suicide Story: Episode 5 - John’s Story
Просмотров 17 тыс.4 года назад
Join New York Times bestselling author John Romaniello, as he narrates the dark chapters of his life, which include being sexually abused as a child, concealing his depression, struggling to come to terms with his polyamory, and the intentional destruction of his relationships, all leading to multiple suicide attempts. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 Crisis Text Line: Text ...
My Suicide Story: Episode 4 - Alexandra's Story
Просмотров 35 тыс.5 лет назад
Alexandra describes her violent struggles with abandonment issues, relationship issues, and constant suicidal ideologies, which led to her decision to overdose on a toxic cocktail of psychiatric medications and bleach. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741 Be sure to subscribe to our channel! Like 'My Suicide Story' on Facebook: bit.ly/facebo...
My Suicide Story: Episode 3 - Christopher's Story
Просмотров 4,7 тыс.5 лет назад
Christopher describes how a combination of negative life events, coupled with a toxic lifestyle, led to his suicide attempt by overdosing on the drug GHB. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741 Be sure to subscribe to our channel! Like 'My Suicide Story' on Facebook: bit.ly/facebookmyss Follow 'My Suicide Story' on Instagram: @my.suicide.story...
My Suicide Story: Episode 2 - Phillip's Story
Просмотров 6 тыс.5 лет назад
Philip describes how his mother's inability to accept his sexuality, being molested at a young age, homelessness, and depression led to his decision to attempt to end his life multiple times. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741 Be sure to subscribe to our channel! Like 'My Suicide Story' on Facebook: bit.ly/facebookmyss Follow 'My Suicide S...
My Suicide Story: Episode 1 - Kenny's Story
Просмотров 8 тыс.5 лет назад
Kenny describes how relationship issues led to his decision to try and take his own life by overdosing on prescription drugs. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741 Be sure to subscribe to our channel! Like 'My Suicide Story' on Facebook: bit.ly/facebookmyss Follow 'My Suicide Story' on Instagram: @my.suicide.story Created by Joe Massa. For mo...

Комментарии

  • @Tony-nm1cv
    @Tony-nm1cv День назад

    Call it whatever you want. Theres always other choixes, and my dad had no fucking excuse. Its selfish period. Yes, its hard. Yes its difficult waking up with motivation, yes its difficult to even spend time with your relatives but suicide aint the fucking option.. Hopefully this wont age badly.. but i aint giving up without a fight. Neither should YOU! You who are reading this who perhaps lost someone to cancer, or got divorced and your partner took everything, perhaps you lost your home, you lost it all. Its hard but its possible.. reach out, before hanging the towel.. please man, dont do it. Its never the answer. Suicide doesnt end the pain, it spreads it foward to someone else. Literally double it and give it to the next person.. You will be missed. Youre the light in someone's life, youre the reason why someone lives. You never know if your birnging someone down with you..

  • @breadloaf176
    @breadloaf176 4 дня назад

    I just wanna be ok

    • @Tony-nm1cv
      @Tony-nm1cv День назад

      Hey man, wanna talk about it? I'm here. I'm all ears, tell only what you're comfortable letting out... I'm here, I care! Please man, don't fucking give up...

  • @kristenwilson3306
    @kristenwilson3306 5 дней назад

    Matt, I am so grateful that you're still here. Life wouldn't be the same without you in it ❤❤❤ You're an awesome human being.

  • @Hay_and_Bella
    @Hay_and_Bella 5 дней назад

    I love the Floyd too, lol. This helped me. I'm okay but just going through a lot of depression lately. Bouncing back though. Wow, what an incredibly powerful, eloquent and insightful speaker you are though! Very real, very human and very genuine. Thank you!

  • @justmadeit2
    @justmadeit2 6 дней назад

    Amazing that he still went to work that day.

  • @senecasweatt2973
    @senecasweatt2973 7 дней назад

    Thank you, going threw a bad time right now in my life

  • @user-ns7se4vp9s
    @user-ns7se4vp9s 17 дней назад

    This guy is incredible. I am so angry that he was told he couldn't get the stuffed animal he wanted. And he was told he was wrong. AND he was raped by his cousin. Mark was a PERFECT child and he was emotionally and sexually abused. I hope Mark is better now.

  • @Alexlinnk
    @Alexlinnk 18 дней назад

    Thank you for this video

  • @Alleyperkins98
    @Alleyperkins98 18 дней назад

    Hi Guys!!!!! I am so grateful to everyone that has watched my story. I am still here. Still alive. I have done so much work on myself and although there are times I still struggle, my life has blossomed. A little update…. 1) I did graduate college Summa Cum Laude… 2) I have placed multiple times in state and regional pageants advocating for mental health and harm reduction, 3) I work in the mental health field and help others who are struggling every single day…. I am more happy now than I have ever been. If you guys want an updated video, like this comment and I will commit that. Thank you everyone for your overwhelming support, even 5 years later. You are not alone 🥰

  • @colinwee9981
    @colinwee9981 22 дня назад

    Brave girl...remember focus focus focus on what u still have...focus os the key to keep surviving...i lnow coz m goimg thru this

  • @MyTraumaJourney
    @MyTraumaJourney 23 дня назад

    It was extremely brave of you to talk about your experience. Thank you for sharing

  • @rainers.2080
    @rainers.2080 24 дня назад

    This a video that's 5 years old. I sure would love to know what her situation is like today. I hope she's doing well. Lovely girl.

  • @xxgarv069xx2
    @xxgarv069xx2 25 дней назад

    man it kind of upsets me just how hard everything was for this simply because of what he was attracted to. This man is handsome, smart, a great talker, great person, yet he faced so much self hatred because of one miniscule part of who he is

  • @jennieemrich2168
    @jennieemrich2168 27 дней назад

    I hope you're OK. ❤ Proud of your progress!!!

  • @stevengrutzmacher
    @stevengrutzmacher 27 дней назад

    Sometimes our life seems so overwhelming that we just want to leave it ... I dont mean we want to stop living ... we want to stop living THIS life!! We want a BETTER life....

  • @kirtisoma3211
    @kirtisoma3211 29 дней назад

    This is very true ( I've been strong for 11& half yrs) I'm hanging on by that very last thread 😢 it seems I'm just getting test after test after test.

  • @mariehernandez8431
    @mariehernandez8431 Месяц назад

    Ladies panties? 😏smh shame on you!

  • @ritamcgovern6012
    @ritamcgovern6012 Месяц назад

    How marvelous. You are extremely strong. Been through an incredible journey. Lots of love to you and good luck. Yes, things never stay the same forever. I would love to meet you and give you a hug. I too am struggling having lost my darling angel. Regardless, you still believe in yourself. That says it all. Lyrics are beautiful 😭 you are special. Remember that and someone really really loves you. ♥️ Rita Jhb South Africa.

    • @kevgmor
      @kevgmor 10 дней назад

      Thanks so much, Rita <3

  • @manie141
    @manie141 Месяц назад

    I so wish that my partner had seen this before she took her life.

  • @manie141
    @manie141 Месяц назад

    Thank you

  • @simplypositiveme
    @simplypositiveme Месяц назад

    I feel this way too. Often.

  • @LinBouthillierCTRC
    @LinBouthillierCTRC Месяц назад

    Phillip, you are precious. You are worthy. You are completely and irrevocably lovable. You are enough. There is no part of you who is unacceptable. This is the truth. Sending you love, unconditionally.❤

  • @LinBouthillierCTRC
    @LinBouthillierCTRC Месяц назад

    Thank you, John, for being so open with all of us. I understand about the way the horrors from long ago bubble up to the surface. Mine were late to the party- age 56 was when they came real to me, causing me so much shame, rage and unspeakable pain. I hope you can hear my heart speaking to you. From the depths of my soul, I send you care, validation, gratitude and love. I’m so appreciative that you stayed in this world. ❤

  • @LinBouthillierCTRC
    @LinBouthillierCTRC Месяц назад

    Alexandra, I am so grateful for your articulation of your extremely painful experiences. Thank you for being so vulnerable with all of us. You are beautiful, strong, eloquent and so infinitely worthy of love, compassion and validation. I hope you feel seen, heard, held and wanted in this world. Sending you so much love.❤

  • @LinBouthillierCTRC
    @LinBouthillierCTRC Месяц назад

    Thank you so much for being so vulnerable with us and sharing your story, Christopher. You are beautiful and you are enough. That’s indisputable. Your feelings are so incredibly important and valid. A million times I validate you with my tiny presence here. ❤

  • @LinBouthillierCTRC
    @LinBouthillierCTRC Месяц назад

    I’m a MH professional, too. I’m so glad you are here, Kev. How does one go about being on this channel as a suicide survivor? I would be so grateful for an opportunity to share my story, too. We really need to interrupt the feelings of shame and disapproval that survivors may carry. Many thanks to all who struggle with suicidal ideation and my heart is with every one who has felt that the best option for them was to go non physical. Love to all who see this post.❤️

    • @MySuicideStory
      @MySuicideStory Месяц назад

      Hi Lin, you can submit your story on our website www.mysuicidestory.org/submit

  • @hollydaugherty2620
    @hollydaugherty2620 Месяц назад

    Great speaker and storyteller. I enjoyed hearing your story. I hope you find peace.

  • @gregorysmith862
    @gregorysmith862 Месяц назад

    I can totally relate to your story … no friends no family isolated no money no nothing I am medicine shopping atm hope I’m successful scared to fail and being left in a vegetative state

  • @erikvictorreed
    @erikvictorreed Месяц назад

    You are a lovely person. Thank you for sharing your pain. Seriously, thank you.

  • @irenemchugh
    @irenemchugh Месяц назад

    Is the evil adult who abused you still alive?? He should be tracked down and brought to justice ……Wishing you some happy times ….I am so sorry that this happened to you …..You poor darling little boy 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @EricMHowardII-yh1rn
    @EricMHowardII-yh1rn Месяц назад

    Mr Mark please continue to open up your figurative heart talking about what happened to you wholeheartedly. Please reach out to others who care about you . There is help and hope in your community.

  • @Clairethemusic13
    @Clairethemusic13 Месяц назад

    Wait wha the heck she lives near me kinda... I can't believe I've never heard of this

  • @Clairethemusic13
    @Clairethemusic13 Месяц назад

    I know how this feels in a way bc I'm like feel like this

  • @hollydaugherty2620
    @hollydaugherty2620 Месяц назад

    She is so eloquent and intelligent. Stay strong.

  • @user-ig4zo3en8l
    @user-ig4zo3en8l Месяц назад

    I love to your vivdo

  • @shawnosborn8887
    @shawnosborn8887 Месяц назад

    Thank you so much my love

  • @nikhilsharma3563
    @nikhilsharma3563 Месяц назад

    These are really helpful. Keep it up.

  • @brennan6713
    @brennan6713 Месяц назад

    I don’t wanna kill myself I just wanna be happy again

    • @Tony-nm1cv
      @Tony-nm1cv День назад

      What happened? What's wrong? It's been a month.. you still there? I can't physically hug you but man i want to.. Don't give up.. they're rooting for you bro..

    • @brennan6713
      @brennan6713 17 часов назад

      @@Tony-nm1cv it fine I am ok 🥲

    • @Tony-nm1cv
      @Tony-nm1cv 16 часов назад

      @@brennan6713 alright.. but if you ever feel like you can't with yo issues no mo', consider letting your thoughts and feelings out with someone you trust..

    • @brennan6713
      @brennan6713 14 часов назад

      @@Tony-nm1cv ok thx🤝

  • @Darknight3701_
    @Darknight3701_ Месяц назад

  • @user-bq8nc2eq3z
    @user-bq8nc2eq3z Месяц назад

    Live on Lil lady for you have many many multiple years to live. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @lziajuliann4107
    @lziajuliann4107 Месяц назад

    More people should watch this 🤍

  • @deborahdeldebbioable
    @deborahdeldebbioable Месяц назад

    What a beautiful woman and powerful story of resilience.

  • @brilliantphoto5992
    @brilliantphoto5992 Месяц назад

    Thanks. Your words inspire me.

  • @JulieCoveney-uc2eq
    @JulieCoveney-uc2eq 2 месяца назад

    Thank you. So eloquent.

  • @trento8397
    @trento8397 2 месяца назад

    So fake

  • @justmadeit2
    @justmadeit2 2 месяца назад

    Does anyone else find it scary when they feel desperately depressed? You can see what’s happening to yourself but cant seem to get control of your mind

    • @BEACHDUDE71
      @BEACHDUDE71 Месяц назад

      May the force be with you

    • @MinuMat
      @MinuMat 9 дней назад

      I'm so scared. I don't know what I am going to do I just want the pain to stop

    • @justmadeit2
      @justmadeit2 9 дней назад

      @@MinuMat do you know what’s causing you to feel thus way?

    • @Goodbyeeveryonehere
      @Goodbyeeveryonehere 6 дней назад

      Very much so.

  • @DustinWeber-df5xg
    @DustinWeber-df5xg 2 месяца назад

    Talk to me man, talk to someone. WE CARE!!!

  • @MaTT-BLaK
    @MaTT-BLaK 2 месяца назад

    My mental health at a all time low. Inner strength has ran out. I just want to delete myself out of this this world. No point anymore. I hate life.

    • @justmadeit2
      @justmadeit2 Месяц назад

      How are you doing now?

    • @carolineharrison9288
      @carolineharrison9288 Месяц назад

      I empathize, I may not have a place to live. I would like to take every pill in the house. Honestly, for me, my faith in Jesus is the only reason I’m still here. I still wouldn’t mind someone coming and euthanizing me to get out of my pain and fear. If there’s anything one thing you can hold onto please do! You’re important and you matter!

  • @JesusSavedMeFromASuicideAtempt
    @JesusSavedMeFromASuicideAtempt 2 месяца назад

    She barricaded herself in and when her roommate came in there was no barricade.😉♥️🙏✝️

  • @alexeigrinevicius3841
    @alexeigrinevicius3841 2 месяца назад

    Thank you for telling your story! You gave me strength to fight for my life because I felt the urge to take my life.