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first week in japan🍓 (kimono photoshoot, shopping, cafes, shibuya, shinjuku, & more…)
it been a minute, I MISSED Y'ALL :( I got super busy preparing for my long stay in japan but i'm finally here and ready to take y'all along with me! also opening up about some vulnerable and conflicting feelings I get every-time I visit japan... but hopefully youtube and filming content will help distract me from these toxic thoughts. I have a lot of visions on fun upcoming videos, so as always I hope you will stay along for the ride❤️
thank you for watching✨ make sure to subscribe & like💗
see you in the next video~
love,
ayu
socials📱
instagram: ayuxtaes
tiktok: tiktok.com/thetaes
email: ayu@theviralistgroup.com
music:
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DANCING WITH TAEMIN?! kcon la 2024: dreamstage, behind the scenes, storytime, honest experience
Просмотров 2,9 тыс.Месяц назад
tried my best at vlogging even tho i'm not great at it LOL😭 despite my own thoughts, I will NEVER forget this experience and am so grateful for the opportunity to stand on stage with KING TAEMIN. there have been so many times this year where I felt "how am I here? how is this happening?" and this is one of them. going to kcon taught me a lot about myself as a dancer and creator. how big the com...
i’ve spent my whole life trying to be “skinny” | (body dysmorphia, eating disorders, growing up fat)
Просмотров 2,1 тыс.2 месяца назад
(tw: discussion of ed, mental health, and weight loss. please watch with discretion & only if you are in the right space to! if you need help, contact the National Eating Disorders Helpline at (800) 931-2237 or text “NEDA” to 741741 for immediate support.) hi loves as the weather has gotten hotter, i've struggled more to go outside and feel comfortable in my skin. in a season & society where ev...
txt act promise: nyc day 1 & 2🌹 (VIP 1, BARRICADE, SEND OFF, OT5 MOMENTS)
Просмотров 2,5 тыс.2 месяца назад
hey guys❤️ i finally got to editing my nyc experience and the pcd HITS😭 (there's a lot of moments i didn't film due to chaos and anxiety so i hope it's not too disruptive!) i knew the second i saw they were performing at madison square garden that i HAD to be there. MSG is so iconic and i remember thinking only big names performed there, and now i got see my tubatu stand on that stage✨ i'm so b...
i had no self-identity for 20+ years | anxiety, satisfying others, bullying, friendships
Просмотров 2,2 тыс.2 месяца назад
i'm fighting every demon rn to post this and not private it lol. this video is to introduce a bit about me and my brain bestie. it's also a different type of video than my others, but one I wanted to make for a while. mental health is a very prevalent and important topic in my life, and growing up I used lighthearted humor to deal with it. i would also watch other creators who talked about thei...
PACKED week in LA🌼 erewhon, cafes, local food, tourist spots & more~
Просмотров 1,1 тыс.3 месяца назад
I had so much fun exploring LA with my best friend (i miss it already💔). thank you kate and martin for taking me around and I'll be back for sure🙏🏼 thank you for watching✨ make sure to subscribe & like💗 see you in the next video~ love, ayu socials📱 instagram: ayuxtaes tiktok: tiktok.com/thetaes email: ayu@theviralistgroup.com music: elevator music- Kevin MacLeod move forward- Kevi...
DANCING WITH TXT✨+ first concert in LA! (fulfilling my dream, hello82, behind the scenes)
Просмотров 4,2 тыс.3 месяца назад
thanks for treating me so well la! i'll be back soon thank you to hello82 for the unforgettable opportunity and for everyone I met who was so friendly and kind! thank you for watching✨ make sure to subscribe & like💗 see you in the next video~ love, ayu socials📱 instagram: ayuxtaes tiktok: tiktok.com/thetaes email: ayu@theviralistgroup.com timestamps: preconcert 00:00 - 1:08 intro ...
txt act promise in oakland: VIP 1 (SEND OFF, 3RD ROW FROM BARRICADE, OT5 INTERACTIONS)
Просмотров 17 тыс.3 месяца назад
this concert was one of my faves so far! so many fun moments with txt and also with moas~ next up, LA day 1! thanks for watching and make sure to like, subscribe, and leave a comment love, ayu
preparing for txt concert✨ (new hair, nails, outfit haul, packing, self-care, & more)
Просмотров 10 тыс.4 месяца назад
first stop, oakland!✈️ thank you for watching✨ make sure to subscribe & like💗 see you in the next video~ love, ayu socials📱 instagram: ayuxtaes tiktok: tiktok.com/thetaes #txt #moa #txtconcert #kpop #glowup
my easy skincare for glass skin✨ (affordable, tips & advice, basics)
Просмотров 15 тыс.7 месяцев назад
reminder: you don't need perfect skin to be beautiful and it's very normal for skin to be textured skincare is more about self-care than perfection! for those who want to start their skincare journey but don't know where to start, here is my simple skincare routine! thank you for watching✨ make sure to subscribe & like💗 see you in the next video~ love, ayu socials📱 instagram: ayux...
week of kpop events: concerts, kpop club night, & more :)
Просмотров 7888 месяцев назад
week of kpop events: concerts, kpop club night, & more :)
[ENGENE-loG] fate world tour in newark: ROW 1 & VIP 2 BARRICADE! JUNGWON NOTICED & HIGH-FIVED
Просмотров 10 тыс.10 месяцев назад
[ENGENE-loG] fate world tour in newark: ROW 1 & VIP 2 BARRICADE! JUNGWON NOTICED & HIGH-FIVED
september recap: vmas preshow, decorating moa bong, life 4 cuts, & more~
Просмотров 36911 месяцев назад
september recap: vmas preshow, decorating moa bong, life 4 cuts, & more~
vmas 2023: SITTING BEHIND TXT, SURPRISE RED CARPET, & TXT REACTIONS [seated superfan experience]
Просмотров 30 тыс.Год назад
vmas 2023: SITTING BEHIND TXT, SURPRISE RED CARPET, & TXT REACTIONS [seated superfan experience]
LAST MINUTE twice concert🍭: READY TO BE at Metlife Stadium | concert footage & review
Просмотров 3,1 тыс.Год назад
LAST MINUTE twice concert🍭: READY TO BE at Metlife Stadium | concert footage & review
shopping & exploring soho, bestie's bdays, & more eating🌼
Просмотров 295Год назад
shopping & exploring soho, bestie's bdays, & more eating🌼
cravity in nyc: minhee snapshot, experience & concert footage✨
Просмотров 548Год назад
cravity in nyc: minhee snapshot, experience & concert footage✨
reunion with hs friends & txt live viewing💖 (dealing with pcd & being a fangirl)
Просмотров 404Год назад
reunion with hs friends & txt live viewing (dealing with pcd & being a fangirl)

Комментарии

  • @fwp3144
    @fwp3144 3 дня назад

    You look so beautiful in your kimono photo shoot! You are absolutely gorgeous ayu!

  • @fwp3144
    @fwp3144 3 дня назад

    You are so beautiful ayu! You are perfect just as you are ❤

  • @pagedemi
    @pagedemi 3 дня назад

    Thank you very much for putting those unspoken thoughts of mine into words I love you, genuinely You're an amazing person 🫶🏼

  • @pagedemi
    @pagedemi 3 дня назад

    Oh gosh, this is so true I feel like i am in this constant turmoil of setting my personality according to a certain person that ive lost my own identity. Like if someone asks me to define my personality i honestly wont know

  • @pagedemi
    @pagedemi 3 дня назад

    This is honestly so relatable. Like im 15 right now and ive had body issues ever since covid ended because that actually bought me back to reality and my eating disorder has been on and off since then. But like thank you so much ayu for talking about this, you basically put my disheveled thoughts into words. I love you so much And trust me, you're pretty every way <3

  • @parisha7048
    @parisha7048 9 дней назад

    How did you get to record the videos? Did they let you have a phone? and Also did you get to see people at the red carpet?

  • @Natnade
    @Natnade 12 дней назад

    OMG I WENT TO THIS ONEEE

  • @miaserenaa
    @miaserenaa 18 дней назад

    the before clip without the after is SO REAL 😭😭😭

  • @Mingyumangohao17
    @Mingyumangohao17 21 день назад

    I loved this vlog! You look so pretty in your kimono!!! 🫶

    • @ruayu
      @ruayu 20 дней назад

      @@Mingyumangohao17 thank you sm!

  • @dindizon
    @dindizon 21 день назад

    AYY &TEAM MENTION

  • @arielenchanted3676
    @arielenchanted3676 22 дня назад

    awww this vlog was so cute 🩷 you always look so pretty and this makes me want to visit japan even more now. i hope you’re doing well and look forward to what videos you put out in the future

    • @ruayu
      @ruayu 20 дней назад

      @@arielenchanted3676 thank you so much❤️

  • @yeolmade
    @yeolmade 22 дня назад

    i never comment but i just wanted to say i really really like your videos! and your smile is a dose of sunshine. i'm considering going to japan for my year abroad next year so your video came just at the right time :)

    • @ruayu
      @ruayu 20 дней назад

      @@yeolmade ahh thank you for watching! i hope you get the chance to come and enjoy your time❤️

  • @rckI4nd
    @rckI4nd 22 дня назад

    AAAAAA finally !!! i was waiting for the vlog!! loved seeing you in kimonos teehee i love loooove your videos you're honestly so intersting, funny and pretty idk watching you feels like watching a friends insta story and i love it! , i hope one day japan will be nicer to your mental health :( and i hope you're okay !! i said it in on of your past videos but don't let beauty standards and eds thoughts ruin memories and you're own happiness !! so so excited for the next vlogs and maybeeeeee a txt concert volg in japan ?? :ppp btw i LOOOOVE your bow earrings omg!!!

    • @ruayu
      @ruayu 20 дней назад

      @@rckI4nd thank you sm for watching! and for leaving a comment that i definitely needed🥹 txt concert vlog for sure will be coming so i hope you’ll tune into that too🫶🏻

  • @andiariesz
    @andiariesz 24 дня назад

    this looks so funnnnn!! i cant wait to go to an enhypen concert soon 🥺

  • @yoniii1924
    @yoniii1924 27 дней назад

    👏😍

  • @zoemendoza8658
    @zoemendoza8658 Месяц назад

    OMG HOLD ON I THINK I SAW YOUU BUT I WASNT SUREEE🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙏🙏

  • @beyondthisnormalrealm
    @beyondthisnormalrealm Месяц назад

    Hey did they tell you before kcon started on what type of outfit to bring? I saw that everyone was outfit coordinated with red and blacks and was wondering if you had to go out during the weekend to go buy clothes¿

  • @tinamarino507
    @tinamarino507 Месяц назад

    You are a remarkable young lady! Keep pursuing your dreams. 💃

  • @noraliina
    @noraliina Месяц назад

    thank you so much for sharing ! if you do the dream stage are you able to still do meet&greet if you have a ticket? like does it overlap 🥹

  • @devi2112
    @devi2112 Месяц назад

    eres el patatun

  • @민지영-r5k
    @민지영-r5k Месяц назад

    Thanks for sharing, u r so cute~

  • @kayleneyeh5980
    @kayleneyeh5980 Месяц назад

    aw im so glad you had such a great and fun experience at kcon! i went day2 and day3 and this is my first time ever going to kcon and wow tbh i didnt know what to expect but i think the individual day passes are SO worth it even tho my mcountdown seats were in the back! my favorite moment was definitely seeing enhypen at the samsung booth🥺 i waited for a little over an hour and when i tell you i was SHAKING bc i really did not expect to see my favorite group up so close (im still thinking about it). this is a great vlog, i enjoyed watching it and congratulations on dancing with taemin for his dream stage!! <3

  • @margaritashultz-ray833
    @margaritashultz-ray833 Месяц назад

    I saw you! You did great and my friends were at that merch booth with you 😂 Kcon was so fun

  • @packertai1
    @packertai1 Месяц назад

    Thank you for sharing info about the Dream Stage! I would love to be on stage with Enhypen (they are my favorite boy Kpop group)! ENGENE forever!!❤❤❤ Question, did you get a copy of your group picture with Taemin? Signed?

  • @baek_so
    @baek_so Месяц назад

    Dancing with The King of Kpop the Idol of Idols Lee Taemin himself??Woow congrats

  • @mochi.jimin.95
    @mochi.jimin.95 Месяц назад

    Im so happy for u!!

  • @peachxtaehyung
    @peachxtaehyung Месяц назад

    0:01 did you mean july 26? Cuz august just started

    • @ruayu
      @ruayu Месяц назад

      lmao oops, yes july

    • @peachxtaehyung
      @peachxtaehyung Месяц назад

      @@ruayu lol it's all good 😊

  • @peachxtaehyung
    @peachxtaehyung Месяц назад

    Ah i wouldve died. I want to see his concert much less be on stage with him lol

  • @Mingyumangohao17
    @Mingyumangohao17 Месяц назад

    Ayu, congratulations on your dream stage with Taemin! You did so well!!! I'm so proud of you!!! I'm so happy you got picked because I know how talented and good of a dancer you are! You were literally SHINING on that stage and looked soooo cool! ❤

    • @ruayu
      @ruayu Месяц назад

      thank you so so much!

  • @leydarachadey465
    @leydarachadey465 Месяц назад

    FELICIDADES cumpliste tu sueño. Estuviste genial hermosa ❤👏👏👏

  • @Hi._swiftie13
    @Hi._swiftie13 Месяц назад

    OMG YOU WERE AMAZING❤ CONGRATS ON DANCING WITH TAEMIN 🎉

  • @saralovesseob
    @saralovesseob Месяц назад

    i love how you're so sweet and genuine! thank you for taking us along with you for your dream stage experience. i'm so happy that you got picked and you got to dance with taemin because you deserve it ♡♡

    • @ruayu
      @ruayu Месяц назад

      thank you so much for watching and leaving this comment❤

  • @Zainab-w2c9v
    @Zainab-w2c9v Месяц назад

    Congrats on your dreamstage you did so well you killed on stage ❤

  • @user-wd1ne5cs8b
    @user-wd1ne5cs8b Месяц назад

    Thank you very much for sharing your Dream Stage experience!! Wow! I can not imagine how you felt rehearsing and dancing with Taemin 🎉 Congrats and be confident enough to continue participating in such contests. Regards from Mexico. I flew just to be in Kcon on Friday and see Taemin.

  • @tutaahmed53
    @tutaahmed53 Месяц назад

    I was so excited for this blog, u did so good🥹🩶🩶

  • @aliyahvasquez1559
    @aliyahvasquez1559 Месяц назад

    I did see you on day2 when you where getting your wristband ( I had a jungwon picket) I was going to say hi but I was scared I only went for day2 for enhypen because enhypen is my ult group.

  • @aliyahvasquez1559
    @aliyahvasquez1559 Месяц назад

    I did see you on day2 when you where getting your wristband ( I had a jungwon picket) I was going to say hi but I was scared I only went for day2 for enhypen because enhypen is my ult group.

  • @0iridescent
    @0iridescent Месяц назад

    im so happy for u!! ur outfit and everything that day were perfect!!🔥❤️

  • @jamaisali
    @jamaisali Месяц назад

    Ur so cool Ayu!!!!

  • @user-mb5pf8rb7p
    @user-mb5pf8rb7p Месяц назад

    Congratulations 🎉🎉 I really want to go to kcon someday anyway was waiting for your video❤❤

  • @nataliagalvis13
    @nataliagalvis13 Месяц назад

    you truly killed it! ahhh congrats girly

  • @kristiphaa
    @kristiphaa Месяц назад

    You did so well on your dreamstage with taemin!!! 💖

    • @ruayu
      @ruayu Месяц назад

      thank you sm💗

  • @Bjun_
    @Bjun_ Месяц назад

    GIRL IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!! 💗

    • @ruayu
      @ruayu Месяц назад

      thank youu🥹

  • @ananoo7161
    @ananoo7161 Месяц назад

    I LOVE YOUUU I WAS WAITING FOR THIS VIDEOOO❤

    • @ruayu
      @ruayu Месяц назад

      ilyyyy thank you for waiting!❤

  • @sosophiehope
    @sosophiehope Месяц назад

    you made me moa

  • @youbetterbejumpin1742
    @youbetterbejumpin1742 2 месяца назад

    loved this video! also love ur earrings 10:50 !!! where did u get them? 🫶🏼 Love from Belgium

    • @ruayu
      @ruayu 2 месяца назад

      @@youbetterbejumpin1742 i believe i got them from shop cider!

  • @nataliagalvis13
    @nataliagalvis13 2 месяца назад

    ❤ felt so much of this, thank you for sharing

  • @yeolmade
    @yeolmade 2 месяца назад

    I know how scary it can be but I promise you that one day you'll feel much better about your body and yourself. I promise you that one day you'll wake up and almost suddenly you'll get better and better. What personally helped me was to start becoming... selfish ? Like focusing on myself and what I wanted to achieve and to do rather than focusing on what people wanted me to be or to do. I hope you'll be able to see how beautiful you are, not only on the outside but also in the inside. You're shining and I hope you can start liking your own light.

  • @cinemindblown
    @cinemindblown 2 месяца назад

    hello! i have teared up multiple times having watched your video and read all the comments and different stories. i am so sorry that anyone had to go through this! however i would like to say just one thing: whether you are better now or still struggling i would like you to know that you are brave, you are doing great and you are valuable and amazing just the way you are with your experiences! please hold on! i know it might not sound reassuring right now, but everything tends to end ❤

  • @fayeopheliamusic
    @fayeopheliamusic 2 месяца назад

    i relate. i don’t know if im in ED recovery, or if i just…still have an ED. I haven’t lost weight from it in three years though because covid stopped…so now I’m working on just eating healthy so I don’t binge or restrict. I’m not sure what else to really do?

    • @ruayu
      @ruayu 2 месяца назад

      recovery comes in all different forms and sometimes feels like all we do is bounce from one thing to another. but what i’ve learned is that was my unconscious telling me i needed to be fixated on something to feel stable, when stability is actually getting comfortable with not being in control (of your body changing, how people perceive you, etc.) i hope, slowly but surely, you find peace and stay healthy❤