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I felt every word of what you read aloud. You're right. You're not the only one who's experiencing what you're describing. I realize you already know that, I'm just confirming it. I'll pray for your healing. And that you find what your heart is looking for. Edit: Right after praying, I came across this video. It touched home for me and I get the feeling it could be helpful to you also: ruclips.net/video/crNsl6jb6Jw/видео.html

while hiking today, i was reminded of what you said about being "overwhelmed", or rather amazed by life. i believe i can relate. so, when you gonna come visit Alaska? :)

It’s ok to not know. I think too many people deny the full spectrum of human emotions in hopes for some spiritual awakening with an always positive outlook. There will be days you feel completely awful, there will be sadness, there will be anger but that will not be you every day. Also I this is the first video I’ve seen from you and I love the stream of consciousness and you finding ways to explain what you mean on the fly. Added to my favorites!

In terms of the mainstream understanding of consciousness, it's a deep ocean that we haven't even dipped our toes in yet. Most people haven't even noticed the water. Not even 200 years ago doctors were doing things like draining people's blood or purposely infecting patients with malaria in order to cure their syphilis. That is how it feels with the mainstream understanding of the mind. I could talk about this stuff all day but I'll spare you the essay. It's been comforting finding more authentic stuff on RUclips lately. I feel like this is what the internet was made for. People sharing their perspective of the human experience, it's great. I can tell that you really value communicating your thoughts to be accurate to how you feel; being thoughtful and considering your words carefully. I'm guessing you've had quite the introspective/spiritual journey by this point in your life (25 gang lets go), and that's something that I feel very few people really thoroughly explore for themselves. It's not an easy thing. In my experience it's either driven by seeking an escape from suffering, or by an intense curiosity. Probably a mix of both. Also I love watching people think through things. The eyes "searching" for the next thought, or smiling at some small realization. It's so endearingly human. Anyway, thanks for sharing. It kinda feels like watching someone's personal diary entry or something. So part of me feels like I'm not supposed to be here. But this niche of the internet is really neat. From one stranger to another, I wish you all the best.

I don't know why the RUclips algorithm recommended this also I'm pretty high so I don't think I was following along very well. Or maybe I was paying such close attention that your voice took over my subconscious. Anyway, there's something relaxing about listening to someone think out loud, authentically.

you are such a beautiful , natural feminine lady.

A hobby I find joy in is practicing my listening skills on youtube and replying thoughtfully. My best is getting better as I am listening to higher quality communicators (you as example) and I am getting more replies to my comments. My history has been to comment impulsively without carefully listening. So historically I got ignored. For whatever reason I have strong social instincts and enjoy being liked and appreciated so I am working on myself online. I don't run but I am an avid long distance walker. I like walking with just a pair of shorts and good shoes (no shirt). It's a fix for me. I have ideal skin for a deep tan. Deep tans make great brain chemistry I have found. It makes the sky blue blue blue and the pizza rolls more delicious and makes me look like a champ. I meditate 13 minutes a day on the breath in my nostrils. Thats another fix or a few ways I try to recapitulate building energy. I read your desciption and I believe I am the type of subscriber you value. I subscribed recently. Au revoir Joy, until next time!

I am a 50 year old man in another world from your life but i can relate to how you felt. I am happy. I like myself. That can make me a target for low vibe people scapegoating me and being cruel to me as if i am Cinderella. There seems to be another level i am learning about that i think you are, too. You are a lot younger than me but perhaps you already are happy and you like yourself and now you're up to this level of how to deal with this business of injustice.

This made sense. It’s valid to feel emotionally charged from an interaction (especially as somebody interacting with healthcare patients - Yikes, regardless of their personal justifications they can often be short-tempered or downright nasty), but you’re aware enough to work through those feelings and reflect while adjusting your own emotional strategy to prevent yourself from falling into the same pit they’re in. I know I said literally nothing new that you didn’t already mention in detail, but your self-analysis was thorough and I think you’re doing a great job at catching yourself from continuing down a negative path. It wont always be perfect, but by even posting this video you’re already doing what needs to be done in order to practice and improve and work through. You’ve got this (:

I think I can relate. I've been working on a project for a couple months now and I recently went through a week or more of wanting to work on it....but didn't have the will to do it, or the creativity. So I decided I'd just wait and not force it. Then, after a couple days of not feeling bad about it anymore, I started working on it and haven't stopped for days now. I think sometimes we just have to wait. Lots of walks in nature helps too, at least for me.

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you remind me of myself so much- i literally make videos like these i just don't publish them haha. It's good to watch your videos and get that mirror/see new things I could be considering

Did you call the rabbit "Moo"? I'm raising a puppy. Her name is Moo too.

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The mind is a great servant but a terrible master. As someone who suffered with anxiety for decades I can fully relate with your situation. I think what we’re all searching for as humans is freedom from the tyranny of our own minds. We all present a story to the world and feel that is who we are. It’s just a story. A simple practice which changed everything for me was this. When the mind is in turmoil, go into the sensation in the body. Feel it fully, be curious, it’s just energy. The mind will tell all sorts of stories to explain the energy, ignore the mind, it’s just a closed loop of reactions. In time it will release and the weight will lift. We’re all just stories rubbing against each other, this is in no way our true self. Sometimes they create conflict, sometimes they create love. Neither is wrong, it’s just what’s happening. I hope this helps you to travel lighter through life ❤️

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This was what the internet was like before “content creators”. Just raw humanity. Congratulations on your authenticity my lady, you have an interesting personality.

The way someone treats you what they think or how they feel is never a reflection of you or as anything to do with you. It only can be what's actually happening within them at that moment so that is the only way they can see the world and things around them. When one can release the need for validation accolades, trying to reach others expectations when those people aren't even worth respecting or admiring, especially family and parents who have not done their own inner child healing..... you are truly free. We sacrifice our authenticity for acceptance within the family unit because we need to survive. Releasing and surrendering with love because it served a purpose in our childhood..... all those childhood beliefs and fears now require clearing them out, doing our shadow work, and freeing from other people's thought process and beliefs that we took in our subconscious... the programs we are running on without our knowledge... is what we must all take time to practice letting go of in adulthood.❤ Any feelings of powerlessness is stuck in our subconscious childhood because adults in our lives abused their Authority , apparent a sibling a religious figure a teacher a coach a friend Etc and our inner child doesn't know we are now in an adult body that is sitting in complete power, as we are energy frequency and vibratory beings that can shift our frequencies consciously in order to attract differently in our lives❤ that's some powerful stuff.😊 And what's more, what shows up in our lives at any moment is what we also attracted to teach us lessons about ourselves. If it's something we don't like then that means it's because we're running on subconscious programs. If we don't have Discord or miscommunication or hit blockages or resistance how would we evolve and recognize our strength and what we're capable of? The reason empaths attract narcissists are because the latter has a toxic sense of self while an empath must learn to create a healthy sense of self... how could we ever be anything other than grateful for whatever shows up❤ as it is reflecting back to us what we are putting out there

Notice how the light was shining on you just the right way at the end of the video ;-) I love it

When you connect with your higher self that is where all the answers are Breathe and Trust in the Divine... release and surrender. It allows space for amazing things to come in

You can go into your Nucleus ... and focus on your "countless" blessings. Just let go, and focus on "your Light." In short time, everything truthful will surface. So, focus on your Nucleus to be a bright loving light👍✨️💥

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Thank you! thank you so much for sharing your truth. I needed to see this video. much love sent to you❤

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How can you control what some one else says? People that need to be in your life will find a way to know you. When you are a couple then its harder for them. "Growth often happens through paradox. By softening our grip and embracing what is, we create space for transformation." Do what you know is true and right! You are beautiful, just accept it. (life is in constant change, so some times anchors don't work)

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this is the most breathtaking and peaceful energy ive ever witnessed

❤you are really brave lady and I have so much respect for you but as your brother;(never give up and have desired and wisdom and listen to your heart;;solution)in my opinion and I wish you best ❤

I don't know why i clicked on this video but here i am. I listen to you and all i can see is that you overthink things. You are scared what people may think, you stress over the past, stress over the present,stress over the future. Just let it be.... things are that simple. If you don't know who to trust... trust in yourself, trust in being good to people, trust in doing right by people.... trust in god and you will find peace.When you do that eventually you will attract the same positive things towards you. Do not care if someone hates you or thinks bad of you. Theres a negative effect only on the person thinking or feels those things. There is a saying... Things are what they are, we hurt inside because we imagined them another way. You are the only one in control, don't let anyone dictate your feelings or dictate your life in a negative direction. Stay away from people like that and you will be fine 😉. Be around people and let people in that have positive effect on you and your life. Problem solved!

Great video, and quite the conundrum you've presented here... I guess maybe the solution is to trust your own knowing, more than the illusions outside... and maybe a "point of strength," can be: not having to give a fuck what anybody or anything thinks wrong about you. Unlocking carelessness and freedom. I might be sort of fatalist in a way, because I feel like there will always be some form of distance between myself and any other individual. Be it a difference of perspective, capacity, motive/value, etc. so I don’t even believe it possible to be understood, or known, “correctly” (or as I fully see myself)... It's nothing personal, and I guess that objectivity helps me a bit (kind of like you mentioned your "barriers" of rationality). But yeah, it is a fun game of unconditional self-love in the end. So how much are you going to love and trust yourself today? <3

You are a beautiful soul. No matter what anyone says to you-I know this is easier said than done. This is coming from someone who feels very similar to how you feel. I also worry a ton and am constantly in my thoughts in some way-that’s their insecurities. People who aren’t feeling comfortable with themselves in some way are usually the ones who bring others down in some way. The best revenge is not to be like that. People who treat others poorly, that’s their side of the proverbial street. Stay focused on how you want to treat others, on how you want to be seen. You’re doing a fantastic job with these videos as well as in life, I’m sure! I appreciate your sharing this. You are truly amazing!!

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My goodness, you are such a precious soul. Also, thanks for telling me about this new singing thing. Might give it a try.

I feel the exact same way😔 anxiety is getting the better of me right now. I live alone too, and I haven’t been able to do anything except when I’m called to work as well. I relate to this

New subscriber here. I just stumbled on your channel. (I’m an introvert with extroverted tendencies. I’m more of an introvert, though.) In the best way possible way, I’m absolutely speechless!! And yes, everything you said made sense. In fact, I felt this deeply!!! (You mentioned maybe Gemini’s would understand this; my sign is a water sign.) This is how I feel a lot, especially lately. It’s amazing you bring this up, though, because I’ve always wondered why I am this way. I personally believe it’s all about the other person’s energy and psychological comfort. So I won’t go too much in to it, but I’ve always felt more comfortable around people who are deep thinkers, people who have a gentle side to their personality; People who have a sensitive side to their personality. I’m sure there are more similar traits in all the people I’ve felt the most like myself around, but I can’t think of any more off the top of my head. I also think it’s because I’m very much like this in general. Anyway, please keep up the fantastic work!!

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Astrology, interesting and inspiring!

First time here watching one of your videos. It was very lovely and calm, the thoughts felt very similar to the kind of vibe my thoughts have when I'm alone and reflecting on my life. It's very nice to see you express them so earnestly. It's like a conversations that I wish I could have with my friends but as I only think these thoughts I usually feel like I can't verbalize them; when I do it usually confusing the person I'm talking too. I have moved a bit in the direction of sharing that part of me, but it's hard being as authentic as you, thank you for doing it. A video (or audio, as I mostly only listened, hehe) might be a great format for this introvert kind of thought sharing, as I don't feel like interrupting you and I can connect to another human without having to connect. 😋 I'm glad you're getting better at finding balance, ^w^ balance is always the word that comes around, balance is always what's needed ✨🍄🍀💚

You came up in the recommendeds and I'm glad you did cause what a calming and comforting effect your voice has! You need to advise people on every part of life, because they absolutely would listen and have their day made better. 😊

My Goodness. I enjoy the way you try to and do give words to your mental images. In the beginning of the video, I thought... just surrender, my dear! Not a concept I came up with myself, but with the help of "Letting Go" by David R. Hawkins. But you, you did come up with it yourself, didn't you? I am impressed. 14:45 Don't you have plants in your house? They definitely have their own vibration They're also a great way to have some outside world in your own house. Watching them grow and just observing them to ground you a little. Also, they're always there to receive you. (Plants can't run away on their own) 18:50 That's just running away, isn't it? It's so habitual for us to do something about our emotions instead of just seeing them, being mindful of them. Just feeling.

Ive been reflecting on what it means to have community lately and its so nice seeing people post online authentically. Im thinking of leaving instagram and doing this too. Thank you for your vulnerability <3 its inspiring

I love this!! I would love if you sectioned out the parts of the videos <33 its a nice way to be able to preview the topics of the video

Good to see you feeling back on your feet!

Thank you for posting this, your perspective has helped me understand a few things more clearly. I was elated when you caught yourself in that "duh" moment. I've done that enough times to know how bad it can get. I can see why your video was recommended to me, glad I watched it! Thanks again, I hope good things come your way.