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mmm, ill keep it in mind. the way i play it is in my own kind of janky way but if it means teaching somebody else ill see what i can do

hell yeah brother thank you!!!

thank you fren :)

thank you!!! means alot!!! had alot of fun rearranging it in my style, hopefully ill record a full version by Oct 21st ;)

@@grief8060 Woah! I reckon that's the birthday then? Looking forward to it! Glad to see you're getting into Ween in general! o7

!! 🫶 my everything ween era

@@odettebalbc wait till you see the other song

@@grief8060 can't wait! 0.0

🫶 will do

always happy to fulfill coincidences, thank you odette!!!

hasnt been the same since viz media bought her show

glad you do, i still do! probably should revisit this sometime

@@UNCF-YAMATO-BBY-01 im like ruby sometimes

@@grief8060 that's concerning

bro he literally destroted it. I dont think he wants to tune it and take good care of his instrument

every stutter and wrong note all orchestrated and done on purpose… im glad you can appreciate the imperfections, not alot of people do! unrelated it took me like 10 minutes meticulously tuning my guitar by ear to the song and an hour later somebody asks me to play something normal n i ended up snapping one of the new guitar strings while tuning back to standard 😔

@@grief8060beauty exists in imperfection, imo! but oh no, what a hassle. though, do you take requests? I think you could do a very nice rendition of ween's birthday boy, their most elliot smithesque tune no less, snapped string and all.

@@odettebalbcsorry to reply to this so late but ill try! really loved listening, and i think Ween is just what i need to get over my music rut right now ^^ ive theres already a Elliot Smith cover of Birthday Boy that i havent seen before… thank you!!!

@@grief8060 The downside is that on his cover, he's not actually singing just strumming the guitar! But its still nice! And that's awesome :^D if you ever do get around to it, I think you'll sound really nice on it

woahh this is so good! do you have the notes or sheet music? if not, could you explain how you figured it out

@@zlachon its appreciated ^_^

@@grief8060 <3 wish you the best man ❤️❤️

thanks? thank you i think,

i can hear that! both your vibes and the discord notif unfortunately. The original chords sounded more foreboding, a kind of “going to war” feel ala Alice in Chains. Thank you for being the few early birds who care to check this stuff out

@@DrW1ne its tempting to actually steal cigs sometimes, doesnt help im like 90 percent sure im genetically predisposed to substance abuse, but i promise myself to stay away from that stuff

Gosh dang it dude I think I flipped up bruh

thank you odette 🫶

@@odettebalbc by the way, i got around to listening to Erasure! granted only a few songs, but i really love Always (:

@@grief8060 Hey that's THE classic! The one in Robot Unicorn Attack of course, pleased as punch that you liked em! (｡´∀｀)ﾉ My own fave is probably A Little Respect but Always is a STRONG runner up.

@@Mc523-4I9 Im thankful to have quite alot of friends who actually care and understand , but more often than not its never really enough. As ungrateful as this sounds, no matter how many people i talk to who tell me they want me to be okay and get better, the end result always seems to be these returning feelings of shame and guilt. maybe its my circumstances at fault, or im just genuinely that screwed in the head, probably a mix of both I’m glad you didnt do anything to yourself last weekend, it mustve been hard but its good to hear. Dont know how talking to other people other than your friends went but ive found socializing with strangers helps me feel a little more human. Ive been considering doing the same for the last few months. Lately ive been torn between waiting for the chance to do it in front of my mother and not wanting the people i care about to be sad As for counseling, sadly not an option. one of my parents doesnt believe in therapy and the other sees it as a way not to be held accountable, also i dont trust mental health in this forsaken country. Ive tried therapy before in New York and it helped but i took it too late before leaving and cant continue it here. As said before, alot of people offer to listen and talk but i cant help but feel like ive burdened too much people with my problems, its always been a problem of mine. but i also try to take their words as genuine Dont say youre stupid by the way, even if youre young. I can tell you care alot just for typing all this out for a dumb teenager who posts his music and art, and you have no idea how much i appreciate that. May one day we both find the peace we’re looking for, ill let you know when i find mine! Thanks man ( :

@@grief8060 I... can't really talk too much about this, because, honestly, I feel almost exactly the same way. And, although I feel that way, I just keep telling myself that I don't deserve to die until I've paid back all of my debts to everyone and kept my promises. And, honestly, I don't have a reason to feel this way. I don't have an excuse. My parents like me... enough to feed me and keep me at home mostly, I have friends, I can get easy grades without effort, I can't remember anything particularly horrible in my life: There's no excuses for me. I shouldn't BE like this, dammit. Which just leaves me to have something wrong with my head. Yeah, often just seeing other people, seeing their lives, their struggles, you can realize everyone's here. We're all human, and sometimes talking to people can help me actually believe that. Regarding the... life problem we share, yes, I know, at least for me, if you don't want to end up hurting the people you care about, try finding a reason to live. Mine is this girl I've made friends with over the course of the year. She's kind, I think she actually cares about me, and she understands. She's the sole reason I'm still here. I know it's not healthy to live solely for somebody else, but it's the only thing I know to do. And... If you are going to do it, please, leave them something to remember you with. A final gift, a video, a letter, maybe all of them, it doesn't matter. Just try to make amends and tell them your plans. I know I'm saying this after I almost did it without telling anyone, but apparently, "that would be so much worse". Counselling? It might help, but I've never tried it, so I can't say anything on it. Last time my teacher's got scared for me, I just gaslighted the people they made me talk to until they let me go. I'm far too scared to actually talk to adults. Or almost anyone. It's the reason why only 3 people know about my plans. This? This is basically anonymous, and I doubt anyone cares enough to go searching for me on here of all places. And I mean... I fully understand what you mean when you say, "I can't help but feel I've burdened too many people with my problems": I suffer from the same issue, but from this perspective I mean... I just want to help in any way I can. I care about other people far too easily, but I think that's a good thing. "*When* I find mine". That's good to hear. Have a good night. Please. :)

@@grief8060I haven’t cried for years. I’m 18 years old just to put that into perspective, and I cried because I’m genuinely losing everything that I ever was before. Even before I graduated a few months ago, I was losing all my hobbies. My drawing, working out, going on walks to my local church to play basketball alone, jogging that walk just to see how long it’d take to jog a mile, you get the point. But now that I’ve graduated: I’ve lost so much more. In school I really only had 3 close friends, and the only people I hung out with in summer was people who used to bring me aside in class and make fun of me in middle school for my skin condition (Eczema.) We’d play basketball as a big group and every now and then one of my good friends would show up, and it just reminded me of all the times in school. But I decided to leave that group because of the absolute violence between each other, and now I have no one. I start college next week, and looking on the bright side of things: I’m a clean slate. I’m a little emotionally unstable, but I’m clean. I have no friends, no hobbies, a full time job, a new school (college) and I’m basically a whole new person. Last night: my friend texted me late at night and asked what was wrong because hours earlier I walked past him and waved him off. My uncle got in a bike accident and he’s in critical condition. I told him what I’ve just told you and I wrote to him: “It feels like I should have given up a long time ago. I don't know how I made it this far. Genuinely I can't comprehend why I'm here. It feels like not even God can save me. I’ve been praying and praying and I can’t see his answers, but there’s so many questions.” And I began shedding tears onto my phone. We all have our low moments, and that means we’ve been happy before. We know what it means to truly be happy and that is why we can be so utterly sad. Please, I hope that both of you will stay with us, and not put an even bigger burden than words can express onto your parents or friends. I’m a Christian, and I don’t push my religion onto others; but I think that this comment that I’ve just wrote to you two was a gift from God answering my questions. Its helped me see the bright side of what I’m going through, and how I’m stronger than I was before yesterday.