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Victoria Bernadette
Германия
Добавлен 29 ноя 2015
Hi ❤️
My name's Victoria, I am 22 years old and live in Germany.
I make Book and Lifestyle videos in English.
I'm currently training to be a teacher (subjects: English & History for secondary school) at the LMU in Munich.
I love singing, dancing and acting, filming and photographing nature and I write poetry and share it on Instagram.
My name's Victoria, I am 22 years old and live in Germany.
I make Book and Lifestyle videos in English.
I'm currently training to be a teacher (subjects: English & History for secondary school) at the LMU in Munich.
I love singing, dancing and acting, filming and photographing nature and I write poetry and share it on Instagram.
University Vlog - Winter Term
Hey guys ❤️
I know it‘s been a while… again. Summer‘s over and a new term of university started, so I decided to vlog the first week of it again, telling you all about my new courses and more.
Hope you like it.
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Mental health note:
If you are struggling: please talk to someone! a friend; a family member or a professional.
Mental health is so important and we sometimes underestimate its effect on us.
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If you did: like this video :3
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My Last Video: ruclips.net/video/LUyO5d4W4Ms/видео.html
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official account: victoriaaa.bernadette
poetry account: v.b.w.poems
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my camera: Canon EOS ...
I know it‘s been a while… again. Summer‘s over and a new term of university started, so I decided to vlog the first week of it again, telling you all about my new courses and more.
Hope you like it.
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Mental health note:
If you are struggling: please talk to someone! a friend; a family member or a professional.
Mental health is so important and we sometimes underestimate its effect on us.
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I hope you enjoy watching it.
If you did: like this video :3
SUBSCRIBE to my channel and maybe like this video :)
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My Last Video: ruclips.net/video/LUyO5d4W4Ms/видео.html
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official account: victoriaaa.bernadette
poetry account: v.b.w.poems
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my camera: Canon EOS ...
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Видео
A Writing Exercise *summer themed poetry*
Просмотров 1832 месяца назад
Hey guys. Someone recently requested another poetry writing video and I decided to do another summer themed one. I hope you enjoy it. Poetry Videos: ruclips.net/p/PLJ5a_ghwFEr3yC8Vhll9aA514uuZOMKe7&si=ZcLgDFIpRnCC5F1R * Mental health note: If you are struggling: please talk to someone! a friend; a family member or a professional. Mental health is so important and we sometimes underestimate its ...
Exams, Coffee & Loneliness at Unitversity
Просмотров 6453 месяца назад
Hey guys. Welcome back to my channel. I vlogged 2 days of my week being busy with university and my first exam of the term. What have you been up to? Let me know in the comments :) * If you did: like this video :3 SUBSCRIBE to my channel and maybe like this video :) * My Last Video: ruclips.net/video/m1CDCMBPB9Q/видео.html * Instagram official account: victoriaaa.bernadette poetr...
Analysing Poetry *Ocean Vuong*
Просмотров 6225 месяцев назад
Hey guys. Welcome to Episode 1 of Analysing Poetry With Me. It was so much fun to film and talk about my thoughts on this particular poem. Let me know yours and if you like this video, please show me, by giving it a thumps up. Enjoy ❤️ * Sources used in this video: www.litcharts.com * Mental health note: If you are struggling: please talk to someone! a friend; a family member or a professional....
Books I want to read this Pride month *poetry, romance & non - fiction*
Просмотров 2215 месяцев назад
Hi guys Happy Pride Month ! Welcome back to another video talking all about books, specifically books I put on my June TBR. Let me know what books you want to read this pride month. * VOTE NEXT WEEKEND (6-9th of June) if you live in Europe !!! * Palestine: Websites to donate and educate: www.savethechildren.org/us/where-we-work/west-bank-gaza www.pcrf.net There’s countless gofundme’s you can fi...
I took a Seminar in Venice
Просмотров 5635 месяцев назад
Hey guys, welcome back to another video. I went on an excursion from university to Venice and I filmed the entire time. I hope you like iiiit * Mental health note: If you are struggling: please talk to someone! a friend; a family member or a professional. Mental health is so important and we sometimes underestimate its effect on us. * I hope you enjoy watching it. If you did: like this video :3...
How to read Poetry
Просмотров 4045 месяцев назад
Hey guys ❤️ I've wanted to make more videos about poetry for a while now and I thought this video would be a good way to start. So here's my list of things to keep in mind when getting acquainted with this art form. If you have your own tips or advice, why not comment them down below? * Sources used in the videos: Oxford English Dictionary: Poetry www.oed.com/dictionary/poetry_n?tab=meaning_and...
A Trip to Amsterdam
Просмотров 2876 месяцев назад
Hey guys ! It's been a while... again, but me and my friend went to Amsterdam and I thought I'd vlog for a day. I've never been to Amsterdam and I was so excited to see the city even though only 24 hours probably didn't allow us enough time to see everything we wanted to see. I hope you like iiiiit ❤️ * Mental health note: If you are struggling: please talk to someone! a friend; a family member...
What I want to read in March 2024 (classics, contemporary romance & poetry)
Просмотров 2308 месяцев назад
hey guys ❤️ March is here and so is my list of the books I am prioritizing for this month. A nice mix of classics, contemporary romance and poetry. Let me know what you’re reading this month :) * Mental health note: If you are struggling: please talk to someone! a friend; a family member or a professional. Mental health is so important and we sometimes underestimate its effect on us. * I hope y...
let’s talk the new year *goals, books & mentality*
Просмотров 2899 месяцев назад
Hi guys. It’s my first official video of 2024 and although its already the middle of January, I wanted to share my vision board for this year. I love vision boards and if you do too, let me know what your’s looks like ❤️ * My other *vision board* videos: 2022: ruclips.net/video/C9ra42JHGRM/видео.html 2020: ruclips.net/video/ATEfB1MnLoM/видео.html * Mental health note: If you are struggling: ple...
Travel Vlog *my friend published her first book*
Просмотров 1 тыс.10 месяцев назад
hey guys I hope you had a good transition into the new year. We're starting 2024 with a short trip from the middle of December which I only now had time to edit. I hope you enjoy. Let me know what videos you'd like to see this year. * BUY MY FRIEND'S BOOK: shop.tredition.com/booktitle/Die_Wildnis_des_Winters/W-769-468-221 her RUclips channel: www.youtube.com/@julinapril * Mental health note: If...
Books of 2023 *from worst to best*
Просмотров 46610 месяцев назад
Hi guys 🤍 Here‘s my last video of the year. I tell you all about the books I’ve read this year. Tell me about your books of 2023. Happy new year e verybody 🫶🏻 * Mental health note: If you are struggling: please talk to someone! a friend; a family member or a professional. Mental health is so important and we sometimes underestimate its effect on us. * I hope you enjoy watching it. If you did: l...
The first Term in my own Apartment *classes, grocery shopping on my own & more*
Просмотров 46811 месяцев назад
hey guys. I'm so glad to be back with a new video. This time I vlogged the first week of the new term, which is a bit different than my other vlogs, since I now have a little room in Munich. I hope you like it. Let me know what you think * BUY MY FRIEND'S BOOK: shop.tredition.com/booktitle/Die_Wildnis_des_Winters/W-769-468-221 * Mental health note: If you are struggling: please talk to someone!...
I Read "A Little Life" *do I regret it?*
Просмотров 1,6 тыс.Год назад
Hey guys, I finally have a new Reading Vlog for uuuu. This time I‘m reading “A Little Life“ by Hanya Yanagihara. This is an extremely difficult story, a story of someone‘s life that could be called a tragedy. Please make sure to read the following trigger warnings, listed down below. I hope you enjoy this video and hope to read your thoughts in the comments. :) List of Trigger Warnings (provide...
10 Books I want to read during Fall *books for university, short stories & more*
Просмотров 431Год назад
hey guys. Finally a new video about books. It was so fun making this list of 10 books I want to read this fall. What's on your list this year? * Social media: IG poetry account: v.b.w.poems IG regular account: victoriaaa.bernadette * my camera: Canon EOS M50 my editing program: Final Cut Pro X my email: strecker.victoria@t-online.de * * Some information about me 💛 ...
Spend a Weekend with Me 🌻 *summer's finally here* 🌤
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Spend a Weekend with Me 🌻 *summer's finally here* 🌤
What I read in December ✨ *high expectations, classics & more* ⚔️
Просмотров 348Год назад
What I read in December ✨ *high expectations, classics & more* ⚔️
The Best Bloopers of 2022 😆 *Blooper Special* ⭐️
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The Best Bloopers of 2022 😆 *Blooper Special* ⭐️
All the Books I’ve read in 2022 📚 *did I reach my reading goals?* 💌
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All the Books I’ve read in 2022 📚 *did I reach my reading goals?* 💌
My Favourite Books of 2022 🏆 *top 10 & honourable mentions* 🤩
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My Favourite Books of 2022 🏆 *top 10 & honourable mentions* 🤩
Most Disappointing Books of 2022 😕 *anticipated books, classics & more* 📚
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Most Disappointing Books of 2022 😕 *anticipated books, classics & more* 📚
My Life with an Eating Disorder & Body Dysmorphia * how it ruined my favourite thing in the world*
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My Life with an Eating Disorder & Body Dysmorphia * how it ruined my favourite thing in the world*
What I read in November 🍁 *new favorites, fantasy & a disturbing read* 🐺
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What I read in November 🍁 *new favorites, fantasy & a disturbing read* 🐺
Gift Guide for Book Lovers 🎁 *12 low budget, personal & easy ideas* 💌
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Gift Guide for Book Lovers 🎁 *12 low budget, personal & easy ideas* 💌
A Book I want to violently destroy… & more 🙊 *show me a book that* 📜
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A Book I want to violently destroy… & more 🙊 *show me a book that* 📜
Two Days at University 🍁 *after relapsing into my depression* 🌲
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Two Days at University 🍁 *after relapsing into my depression* 🌲
The Books I read in October 🦇 *thriller, romance & a play* 🥀
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The Books I read in October 🦇 *thriller, romance & a play* 🥀
Facing one of my Childhood Fears ☠️ *guest staring my family* 🎃
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Facing one of my Childhood Fears ☠️ *guest staring my family* 🎃
Back to University 👩🏻🎓 *First Week of the 3rd Semester* 🚞
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Back to University 👩🏻🎓 *First Week of the 3rd Semester* 🚞
Writing Spooky Poetry ⚰️ *using your prompts* 🪦
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Writing Spooky Poetry ⚰️ *using your prompts* 🪦
not some gay sh.. omfg
Thanks
Your reading was beautiful and girl you looked stunning!! Ahhh so cool
Thank uuuuuuu❣️❣️❣️❣️
13:48 i CRIED 😂😂😂😂
5:49 i sense a thick green smoothie
SAME. Hab richtig Bock wieder welche zu machen 😍
Okay first of all: I’m sorry for your loss. Even if it was the right decision it can feel way too heavy at times. I hope you find a way to grieve that works for you. ♥️ Also: i loved that vlog. I didn’t realize how much I missed seeing those little snippets of your life. It’s always like spending time with a friend. I loved seeing you on stage and how happy it made you feel. ♥️
Thank u so much for your comment. I really appreciate you saying that. ❤️❤️ I might do more university vlogs in the future :)
So sorry to hear about your dog! Take care x
Thank uuu
I love seeing you on stage! Love you❤
🥹 Love u too ❤️
You are extraordinarily sensational in every possible way. Let’s get married and live happily ever after!
Love these videos...and I love when the poetry shirt makes an appearance in videos!
You kind of look like sofía vergara
This is really interesting. Our stories align a lot. I also started puberty around 11, and despised my changing body and I gained weight during that time. I would do the summer thing where I would think "this summer I'm gonna eat so healthy and exercise and lose weight" and of course, never did. I wanted to act, but the same thoughts of "I'm too ugly to ever be hired" stopped me from truly pursuing. I also danced and had acne on my back and wearing leotards was so shameful for me because of that and my perceived "fatness". The difference is, while I deal with a major anxiety disorder and still deal with low self-esteem and body image issues, I never did develop anorexia, nor body dysmorphia. It's interesting how two similar journeys lead to different outcomes. Thank you for opening up and being vulnerable. I think you'll help a lot of people
Thank you so much for sharing your story. It means a lot to know that I’m not alone in my struggles. It‘s been almost 2 years since this video and I‘ve come very far since then. I believe you can too and I‘m sending lots of love, strength and hope for your journey. We can all get better. Thank you again for your comment <3
your hair is more beautiful than my life and you say your hair is messy? you are pulling my leg
Danke fürs teilen ✨
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These poems are so impressive!! Waiting for you to publish a poetry collection👀 And yay I’m so happy you used my prompt :)
Awww thank you so much ☺️ I’m working on it haha
thank you! I really enjoyed watching this video. It inspired me to write three poems as well and was a really nice reminder to just get started without caring too much about the outcome. “Writing for the sake of writing” just as you said :) 🫶
Awww yay that makes me so happy to hear! Thank u for your comment 🫶🏻🥹
Always yess to more poetry🤍✨
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Very beautiful, loved to see the video and enjoy your poetry :)
thank uuuuu 🥰
I’m itching to write something now that the video is over, and it’s all thanks to your pretty poems. Thank you lovely Victoria 💌
Yaaay that makes me so happy! Thank YOU for your comment 🥹🫶🏻
I also had to eat some bread with apricot jam now!! 🥹🥹
It’s the best thing during summer 😍
Unrelated but you’re embracing your natural skin!! I love you xxxx
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the one thing that kept me calm & self-assured about not having university friends is that the options available (aka most of my classmates) were not the kind of people I want to hang out with. Our interests & beliefs & hobbies weren't aligned. So, even though I saw them having fun which made me a little sad, I knew that if I joined them I would not be enjoying myself the same way as they are, because I wouldn't truly be myself then. In that scenario, being by myself was better (I had my trusty books to keep me company! a book is a girl's best friend in those times).
Wie sweet ist deine mum denn 🍓
Die beste 🫶🏻
Ahhh hab solange darauf gewartet ❤
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this is the first time i see a "my eating disorder story" video by someone with atypical anorexia and i feel seen. i also always felt like i was "failing" at having an eating disorder and actually hearing someone else say that makes me feel a lot less alone. i hope you are in a better place mentally by now
Thank you so much for this comment. I really am in a better place mentally. Completed my therapy 2 months ago and I feel very positive about the future in those aspects <3
beautiful music!!
Thank u love ❤️
wow wow wow, what an incredible video. you are so strong! i relate so much to your story and i feel so seen, thank you so much. i started ballet at 4 years old and lost touch with it at 15 and had to quit for the same reason. i never explained it to my instructor, whom i greatly liked and had the entire time i danced. she pushed me to be the best i could and gave me fun roles and i did jazz and hip hop and contemporary, but then i quit and it was all gone. i held onto all the good memories and spoke about them, but never answered why i quit when ppl would ask. before i quit i started going less and showed less enthusiasm and was losing my strength. i wish i told my instructor why i left and how amazing she was for all those years. it is very difficult to experience this but you are such an inspiration just by telling your story. i know this came out two years ago, but i personally found it at the right time. thank you for making this, i never comment on youtube videos but this deserves a big thank you.
Thank you so much for your comment and for sharing your story. It hurts so much to quite something you love. I‘m so glad you found the video at the right time for you. Sending you lots of love and strength <3
I hope you heal!! sending all good energy and praying tonight <3
thank u so much. I feel much better nowadays <3
You are so lovely ✨♥️
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Aprikosen Marmelade > Erdbeer Marmelade, fight me🤌🏻
Im Sommer auf jeden Fall!! Am besten von Mama gemacht 😍
I love these kind of videos and I'd love to see more of them :)
Ich kann das so gut nachvollziehen mit der Einsamkeit in der Uni. Meine Freunde hab ich zum studieren auch sehr weit hinter mich gelassen und nur meinen Partner dabei. Ich studiere Medizin, was von den Strukturen sehr der Schule ähnelt. Unsere Seminare finden alle mit der selben Kleingruppe statt, sodass sich Cliquen gebildet haben. Als älteste (25) war es schwer Anschluss zu finden (mit ADHS und Depressionen/Angststörungen fällt mit in einer Gruppe Medizinstudenten schon auf) und da wird einem die Einsamkeit jeden Tag aufs Neue bewusst, weil man andauernd damit konfrontiert wird. Meine Leistungen waren auch dadurch eingeschränkt und schlechter, weil ich keine Lernpartner finden konnte. (..)
(..) das zweite Semester hat aber zum Glück mich mit Leuten aus den anderen Seminargruppen in Kontakt bringen können. So konnte ich auch ganz liebe Menschen kennenlernen mit ähnlichen Erfahrungen. Aber das Gefühl davor war wirklich belastend. Und ich hab das Gespräch auch mit meinem Partner gehabt: natürlich sind die Freunde in der Heimat, oder außerhalb des Studiums wichtig und wertvoll. Aber man braucht Kontakt und Austausch zu „Leidensgenossen“ und das am besten regelmäßig. Deshalb verstehe ich sehr gut, wieso dich das so beschäftigt und finde deine Gedanken sehr valide (? :D) Ich wünsche dir viel Erfolg dabei Anschluss zu finden! Ich möchte aber trotzdem auch betonen, wie wertvoll und stark es ist, dass du so viele Dinge (ins Café gehen zb) dann auch alleine machst! Das hab ich auch für mich so entdeckt und bin ganz froh auch alleine Kraft tanken zu können
Danke für deinen Kommentar und das teilen 🫶🏻 es ist gut zu hören, mit diesen Gefühlen nicht allein zu sein. 🫶🏻
So good to see you again! As an American I was surprised by the toilet paper thing! Is that normal in Germany? Here we always share items like that!
Hi! Haha so about the toilet paper thing: I live in an apartment with other students/ people and we don’t see each other really. Every room has their own sink, fridge and some kind of cooking appliance, so the only thing we share is the toilet and the shower. Since its easier to always bring your own toilet paper in terms of costs and splitting (since were very independent even tho we live in the same apartment), we decided to do it like this haha. In other apartments shared by students/friends it‘s probably different :D
@@victoriabernadette haha probably smart, splitting toilet paper 5 ways seems like alot!
I was so invested in this whole story, I cried along with you. I relate to this on such a deep level. Losing so much of my life because of a fucking eating disorder. Grieving what I couldn't have and coming to terms with it. I am 23 right now and sometimes it helps me to know that the life I still have ahead of me is so much more than my darkest years. Someday they will belong to a far past that I might barely even remember. We can always start again, re-invent our lives and embrace every part of it even if we come from a very dark place. I think going through such mental health issues have enabled me to emphasize and connect with others on levels I could not before. You lose a lot, but through all the misery, you also become a person with a much richer understanding of the world, someone who knows what it means to hold boundaries now. Maybe in the end we are more free than the ones who have no idea what it's all like ❤
The algorithm showed me your spooky poetry video , I’m so glad it did. Happy to be finding more up to date poetry content here on yt!🤍
Thank you so much! I love making poetry content although it doesn’t get the most traction most of the time but it’s what I’m passionate about so <3
I just love how much passion you put while reading and analysing this book. so fascinating. greets from italy 💗🇮🇹
Thank you so much <3
Lovely and informative . You gave me a lot to think about. I'd like to recommend the poetry of Sandra Cisneros. I am currently reading her collection "woman without shame" and loving it.
Thank you so much ! Will put her on my list :)
I loved this analysis; may I suggest analyzing Warsan Shire's work? I've seen comments that make her kind of controversial (some poetry purists do not really appreciate her words), but I think she's such an interesting character with a complex background (pretty much like Vuong's) and there are some of her poems that are just so mesmerizing to me. Thank you for this channel, such an incredible find!
Thank you so much for your comment and recommendation. Will definitely look into Shire‘s writing. :)
ilysm Ocean Vuong
I really liked the video :) For the next episode I would like to see you analysing Shakespeare or some famous German poet like Goethe, Schiller, Brecht or so! Also an episode about forgotten female poets would be awesome:))
well well that is a concise and thorough analysis indeed, hmm just a suggestion perhaps for episode 2 is Emily Dickinson? or some obscure poet so we can get to know him , her or they? anyhow, take your time though but definitely can’t wait for episode 2!
Thank you so much <3 Emily Dickinson is definitely high up on the list of poets I want to discuss in later episodes :)
this was wonderful
Thank u so much
very calm n peaceful to watch!
Immaculate vibes 🤌🏻💐
love this video! this was perfect to watch after a stressful schoolday
Yay that makes me so happy 😍😍
You were my "RUclips-while-I-eat-Video"😂😍
Hahaha I love that 😍😍😍
Haven't watched yet, but the thumbnail is already so beautiful 🥰🌊🚣♀🌴🌴
Sooooo schön❤️
Felt it so deeply, thanks for sharing your story
I LOVE your passion and enthusiasm for literature its so infectious and charming