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melomaniac
Добавлен 8 июл 2016
you can call me tay
Видео
teddy bear - melanie martinez ( s l o w e d )
Просмотров 1043 года назад
i like this song , a lot ! [ original : ruclips.net/video/pyuAEmge5p8/видео.html ]
pony - genuwine ( slowed )
Просмотров 593 года назад
i made this for a good friend of mine ! [ original : ruclips.net/video/FVaVydg28Qk/видео.html ] i hope anyone who sees this has a nice day🥰
so anxious - ginuwine ( slowed )
Просмотров 5963 года назад
i made this for a great friend of mine ! [ original : ruclips.net/video/DT-75YEclqg/видео.html ] i hope anyone who sees this has a nice day🥰
i’m not enough and i’m sorry - teqkoi and snøw
Просмотров 833 года назад
enjoy :) ! [ original : ruclips.net/video/f9EZxpnphRA/видео.html ] i hope anyone who sees this has a nice day🥰
scars on my heart - powfu ( feat sadboyprolific ) ~ s l o w e d ~
Просмотров 1733 года назад
enjoy :) ! [ original : ruclips.net/video/73_KEAYcgIk/видео.html ] i hope anyone who sees this has a nice day🥰
fuck you all the time - jeremih ( slowed )
Просмотров 1623 года назад
enjoy :) ! [ original : ruclips.net/video/x5Uebz3x4Hw/видео.html ] i hope anyone who sees this has a nice day🥰
rocket ships - cavetown ( slowed )
Просмотров 6 тыс.3 года назад
enjoy :) [ original : ruclips.net/video/20khoOfseE4/видео.html ] i hope anyone who sees this has a nice day🥰
hex - 80purppp ( slowed )
Просмотров 35 тыс.4 года назад
enjoy ! :) [ original : ruclips.net/video/X3gU9m17Th0/видео.html ] i hope anyone who sees this has a nice day🥰
get you the moon - kina ( slowed )
Просмотров 644 года назад
i made this for myself ! :) [ original : ruclips.net/video/WTsmIbNku5g/видео.html ] i hope anyone who sees this has a nice day🥰
her last words - courtney parker ( slowed )
Просмотров 14 тыс.4 года назад
i made this for myself ! :) [ original : ruclips.net/video/TtHZs4GrarY/видео.html ] i hope anyone who sees this has a nice day🥰
king’s dead - kendrick lamar ( slowed )
Просмотров 1284 года назад
enjoy ! :) [ original : ruclips.net/video/gG_yE1dx4Bc/видео.html ] i hope anyone who sees this has a nice day🥰
Haven’t heard this song in a while..❤
When I was little, I used to just sit here and cry and stuff. But now, I relate to it sadly. I cut myself, I drink and have other bad habits, but I've never gotten a proper diagnosis since my parents wont take me. I dont know if anything is even wrong with me. Maybe Im just overreacting. I honestly wanna leave this world so bad. I'm so sick of dealing with everything.
there's still hope for you, and you have so much to live for. you're never alone
@@melomaniac8469 Thank you, I've realised that and I am slowly healing. I've stopped my addiction of self harming, and I think I'm on the right track. I wish you the best as well and thank you :)
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I listen to this song every night and cry myself to sleep
Be strong bro. My law is "just survive 1 day.more" sorry for My Bad english
I'm sorry, stay strong
@@melomaniac8469 thx i needed to hear that its so hard to sleep at night I'm always tired
@@haylehunt3333try fixing your sleep schedule and not going to bed too late!
"now im leaving bashful teardrops in my hands, please tell me that i'm a man"
Hits different at 4am
I still cry and relate to these lyrics way too much. It aches my heart. Now for a vent which I know you probably get sick of reading, but yw, I'm weird like that. :) I don't know man . . . it's just . . . every. single. *fucking* . day. I feel worthless and stupid. Like at school, I see my classmates and my friends having such skillful abilities. Some of my classmates are so fucking good at math, and meanwhile I'm getting terrible marks and getting scolded by my family. While, some of my classmates are wonderful at art. Their hands are so artistic that I feel envious about. They could work on their art for five minutes and it would look like a masterpiece. Others, they are stunning at playing and creating music. Their hands seem to elegantly play smoothly with the beat and when they sing . . . it vibrates so beautifully in my ear. And my other classmates are athletic. I swear I have some sort of stomach problem. Every time I glance or think about food, I feel my stomach churning and feel myself gagging from the thought, like I want to vomit. Yet I don't. But my family thinks it's just me not being hydrated enough. I feel like I don't deserve to be alive. I have no worth. The only thing I'm good at is annoying people. It comforts me knowing that people feel the same way as me. I wish when my mother left me, my grandparents would also leave me. I don't want to be alive. It's tiring. And I know so many other people experience such emotions and suicidal thoughts too. Humans are disgusting creatures. Society is a pain. Life is a torture and grotesque. Think about it, the amount of people, messed up. Way too many. It's funny to me. When I was a little kid, I saw and heard so many teens hating themselves. And I promised myself that I would never, *ever* hate myself. Now look at myself. Hah. I hate myself lol. The only reason why I'm still alive is because when I go into adulthood, I want to see happiness in the kid's and teenager's eyes. I want to mend the children's and teenagers' sadness. I want to give them things that I couldn't receive. One last thing. Are you okay? You don't look okay. Stop lying. You aren't okay. It's okay to be not okay. Everywhere you look, at least one person hides their anger and sadness, and they might be hiding it. . . . Like you. Feel free to rant and vent to me anytime on email: iloveyouforever.dontworry@gmail.com Thank you for being here on earth. You're an angel. Please. I'm begging you, I'm crying for you right now, at this moment. I wish you could feel the desperate plea I'm feeling right now. through text. . . *Please* do one favor for me. Don't let go of yourself. Because I love you.
Hey i know it’s been like 3 months but i hope you’re ok too, i dont usually read/like/write comments but im glad i read your’s I know what it’s like to have famili problems and school problems Bruh i couldent even go to school for almost 2 whole years bc of family and class. I feel like people dont read long comments because they’re so long and it might not be good but you got me reading the whole thing Witch is surpriseing, im not much of a reader, you got some extream talent to be able to have ME read anything really( and writeing something in return) Thank you❤ Thank you for existing And i hope you’re ok right now❤❤❤
@@riaban_ Aw, I hope that whatever negative rollarcoaster you are going through will get better <3 Thank you for your sweet comments and I love you more 💓
you're an amazing person, with a beautiful mind. the way you express yourself is beautiful. it's admirable that you use the ability to show emotion, unlike how others think it's cool to bottle up and eventually explode. everyone has their own talent, things they're naturally good at. you have such a big heart, don't let it go to waste! keep pushing, try new things:) you'll find your click with something, i know you will. eat, please. you're wanted on this earth. stay strong❤
@@melomaniac8469 Wow, those words are so powerful, I never thought such words could make me smile. I am the person who tends to let out my emotions a lot. Yes, I'm still trying to find mine and I'm not giving up until I do :) You're a generous, angelic being. You say stuff so sweetly and anyone could smile from your words. Your words are truly comforting. Thank you, I am discovering new hobbies to keep me company <3 I am doing much better I think, music and writing helps cope with my mental stability. Thank you, really, and I will try to eat. What a kind soul you are :] Now that's a talent.
i onced overdosed to this now i’m smoking happily with my boyfriend this song’s beautiful
It stared back in middle school. A kid showed me this song, I related to it a lot, it kinda gave me the thought of killings myself. Never did though, no one leted me. 3 years passed and I met someone online. I love him very much. But then one night I let him vent to me. He wanted to kill himself, he said. He grabbed something sharp and started cutting, telling me how “they were right, it does feel good” he said he was “punishing himself” the last thing he messaged. I went into panic and denial. I started to sob and shake and I went into the bathroom to cry bc that’s where I mostly cry. I cried in the shower and tried cutting myself on my arms and legs with a stupid razor. It stings but it’s a relief ig, then I went into the kitchen and grabbed a knife, thinking it will hopefully make me bleed more. I’m tired of living though, I can’t bare this pain any longer. I’ve tried so hard to stay happy and for things to get better, but something bad always has to happen. I guess you can say I gave up. To the person reading this, you don’t know me, but keep fighting, you have so much to live for unlike me. I’m sorry everyone, but i can’t live like this any longer
there's always things to look forward to, though. even if it's tiny. you should set goals for yourself to get better slowly, getting through the stuff you once couldn't handle. i'm sorry that happened to you, ❤️🩹.
Do this more it's so good
Reminds me of my latest actions
stay strong!.
I just wanna share this, cause I see a lot of people like me in the comments here. TW // Self Harm talk. If you are thinking of cutting, anywhere. Wrists, legs, arms, ankles, anywhere. I want you to just try something once. Back when I was about 15/16, I myself was on the verge of cutting. Life was terrible, I was miserable, I thought I wouldn't amount to anything, as that's what was drilled into my head for about 6 or 7 years. Someone in my friends group found out, and she had cut as well, she was about 5 years older than I was and had gotten past it and healed from it. She gave me a little tip of something to try. Take a marker, sharpie, something to draw with. Draw something you enjoy on areas you would cut. Wrists, arms, legs, where ever you feel like you'd want to cut. Animals, names of people you personally care about, be it real or fictional, just something that brings you joy and happiness. Draw that on those areas. Keep them visible when you are alone. It should help to make you not want to, as it'd be like hurting what you love. It worked wonders for me, but it may not work for everyone. If you can, give it a try. I wrote the names of my friends down the underside of my arm. Everyone who saved me that day, and everyone who cared about me, and I never have had thoughts of it again. I made it through it. There is a light at the end of the tunnel, I promise. You just have to get through it and be strong, and you can concur anything. Please take care of yourselves, much love from one broken human to another 💝
i'm so so proud of you ml! you're very strong for making it through that, i look up to you. stay strong🌟❤️
hey Jesus asks you to really let him help you ;), maybe there's a block in your heart that doesn't let that happen :).I came to remind you that you are special, enough and it was made with lots of love, Jesus loves you so and waits for your heart. he asks you to calm down :D.
hey Jesus asks you to really let him help you ;), maybe there's a block in your heart that doesn't let that happen :).I came to remind you that you are special, enough and it was made with lots of love, Jesus loves you so and waits for your heart. he asks you to calm down :D.
Best slowed version🔥🔥
thank you so much:))
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I relate to this song alot, Tw! Suicidal topics instead of doing self harm i thought of self harm alot, it started when i sacrificed what i loved most to my best friend.. And alot of problems at school im still not as happy , All i can do is cry but people call me emotional so i started to hide my unhappiness.
baby you should never hide. you're worth so much and you don't even know it. you shouldn't have to worry about what some lil kid thinks at school, they always have something to say. whether it's your grades or you're being bullied. your mental health comes first. i wish the best for you and what you're going through. you're gonna make it.
@@melomaniac8469 thank you alot :D i feel way better but still sometimes sad but i dont ever think of doing self harm anymore
hey you yeah you cring or realteing to this PLZ PLZ feel free to talk to me i am here to support u and i understand i relate to it but i wanna make other people happy bc i wish people would do this for me. comment and if u need to talk just let me know ily and beliven u!!
:)<3
@@melomaniac8469 :)
kinda funny how I relate to this song huh
*Crying Right Now, I want to tell people about my problems but I can’t it’ll make them “Worried.” And I don’t want them to feel that, Nobody Fucking cares I’m Made fun of because I’m Gay and People don’t laugh with me there laughing at me I’m that person Who’ll always Make people laugh but I’m having problems Myself, “Oh My god, Your such a funny person you must have an amazing Life!”* Pity.
fuck them, do whatever you want. it's your life!
Ignore them they’re just b!tches i dont care if your gay or lgbtq, your still a human and still deserves respect.
Just ignore those jerks people are judgemental but f those bishes First foremost love yourself that's very important for each and everybody ❤
This song is a vibe when your leds are on
literally
Im giving you so many views 😩 this went straight to the playlist
appreciate it love 💓
I remember as a kid I would cry to this song, now I just sit there relating to every word
in fact, i'm the exact same way. i know exactly and relate to what you mean.
I know exactly what you mean
Same
1:18
New subscriber
greatly appreciated <3!
This is great
kinda mad this song isn’t on spotify
On summer nights the stars fall a little slower and I don't if I can catch them in time to sew words Delicately to the palm of my hand, tell me What am I worth? Do you see words written in the air Or is it just me forming pictures from nowhere I have funny little comic books taped to my hands And a brain within a brain, it's got a mind of it's own, yeah Rocket ships will take off whether you're in them or not And it's sad but it's the truth, the world would still turn without you But when your bones turn to earth and you ask me "What was I worth?" I'll simply plant a flower above you, and you can watch it grow You can watch it grow, you can watch it grow, you can watch it grow [x2] On summer nights my thoughts form a little vaguer and I don't know how to arrange them or put them into words Now I'm leaving bashful teardrops in my hands Please tell me I'm a man Do you think aliens in outer space Think that they're the only human race My mind's a house of magic cards about to blow away, yeah I'm just a shoot and I'm not ready to grow yet Rocket ships will take off whether you're in them or not And it's sad but it's the truth, the world would still turn without you But when your bones turn to earth and you ask me "What was I worth?" I'll simply plant a flower above you, and you can watch it grow You can watch it grow, you can watch it grow, you can watch it grow [x2] Would it be okay for me to stay If okay is here then I'm far away And the train's not leaving for a while I packed by bags but they've emptied themselves somehow The thought of meaning something just makes my brain Twist, invert, and fall down sideways But my voice is a spark so let me sing 'til the fire's so bright it's deafening Rocket ships will take off whether you're in them or not And it's sad but it's the truth, the world would still turn without you But when your bones turn to earth and you ask me 'what was I worth?' I'll simply plant a flower above you, and you can watch it grow You can watch it grow, you can watch it grow, you can watch it grow [x2]
Why is this song the best👍💯👍💯
When your hearing this on your period btw I really love this 🥺
I listen to this song RELIGIOUSLY Underrated gem✨💕
This is going into the playlist I listen to when trying to fall asleep
I don't know why but the "happy you were mine." hit me hard....
certain lyrics hit us all hard
Noice. 👌🏼
You & me.
NO WAY! i remember you! i forgot why we became so distant... but, if you're interested- you can add my new roblox (MsTaylin)! maybe we could become closer once again. nice to hear from you. i hope you're doing well, it's been a long time, vic.
OMGG- okay, im gonna add you later lmao, nice seeing you again too!
Ah also my new user is Y_Apah lol
OKAY I ADDED YOU BACK! i cant wait to get closer again! i was just thinking about you yesterday. i'm glad you remember me.
HEHEHHE CAVETOWN+GENDER CRISIS I WONDER WHAT IT CAN DO 😆 2 months later: *agressive ftm noises*
Its MY DYSPHORIA BREAKDOWN AND I CHOOSE THE MUSIC THANK YOU VERY MUCH
YESSSS😍 thank u babes😘😘
anytime beautiful
KAKEGURIIIIII😍 Also this song hits different😔
this is exactly what i needed, thank you!
why didnt we think of slowing down songs in like 2010 bc oml these give me life
i know right ! i'll be sure to make more for your enjoyment .
0:53 🥺
0:53 🤍
I shouldn’t be listening to this in my current mental breakdown
oh no ! i really do hope whatever you're going through gets better . if you want , you can dm me on tiktok ( miss.taylin ) and we can talk about your problems ! if you do , i'll try my best to help you , i'd try to be your mini therapist . i love you , people love you . you're going to get through it . you're very strong , mentally , and physically . i may not know you , but i'm almost a hundred percent sure you're a great person ! go drink some water , look in the mirror and say "i'm going to get through this , i'm beautiful , i'm strong , i'm independent , i'm smart , i deserve the world " . good luck with your break down , and all your problems ! i'm here for you if you need anyone to talk to , i won't judge you . keep your head up queen/king ❤️!
iss beautiful ❤️
thank you very much , very much appreciated .
Is so good
This is amazing! Thank you so much :)
you're very much welcome beautiful !
Got me feeling sum kinda way.. -
Tbh I feel like this needs more love
hi there.
i remember you , nice to see you again :) .
YAYAAYAYAYAYAY I love you and your video's <3