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I am extremely poor on money, I suffered bullying in schools, raped by a neighbor and all kinds of abuse, and have thoughts of suicide but I hope everything will get better someday and I do not it. Hope you get well too

I don't know what it is that you're going through, and I hope that I'm not too late.. I can't say that I've been exactly where you are right now. But i can say that ive been in some pretty dark places, and tried to do exactly what youre contemplating, and hopefully haven't done yet. I didnt believe the people who told me that things get better. I thought they were wrong. I thought no one understood me. That no one has ever been through or could ever understand what I was going through. That no one was there for me, or cared. I thought no one would miss me. I thought everyone who did care would be better off without me I was wrong. I was so, so wrong... And every day i am so thankful i failed I don't think anyone wants to die. I think we just dont want to keep living life the way it is currently in that moment.. and the cool thing about life is that is always changing. Things never stay the same no matter how much we think it will. Things DO GET BETTER. The sun is aleays behind the clouds. But if you end your life before the clouds part, youll spend the rest of the life truly thinking the sun is gone when its right there... Please.. please let me not be too late.... Please if youre reading this right now, listen to me You are worthy. You are beautiful even if you dont feel like it- even if people have convinced you youre not. You are important even if anyone has made you deel like youre not. You deserve to live. You deserve to experience love and to be loved. You deserve to eat good food, and to pet cute dogs. You deserve to feel the sun and the wind in your hair. You deserve to watch a butterfly emerge from it's cocoon. You deserve to feel the heat and the cold and the sweat and the shiver. You deserve to feel the bitter cold of snow melting in your skin, or the cold of water on a hot day. You deserve to see the sunset and the sun rise and you deserve to LIVE... In spite of anything telling you you dont. In spite of any want of yours that will only give you a permanent ending to a temporary problem The world will not stop spinning in your absence. The same sun will rise and set another day but the world is still a better place with you in it and you deserve to live long enough to look back at this and be glad you didn't do it. Or that you failed, like me Gods.. may you have failed, or decided not to. Please... Let me not have been too late....

@@haunted-but-holy​​⁠I’m not the commenter that this was meant for, but, nonetheless, I want to express my thanks for what you wrote. I wasn’t having the best day and wanted to jam out to some Disturbed when I stumbled across your comment and was truly moved and encouraged by your words. Thank you, random person on the internet, and I wish you nothing but the best.

@@jaxonajiri4955 ...🥺💓 I'm so glad it helped you...🥺 I also wish you nothing but the best my friend☺️ if you want, you can screenshot my comment to keep and look back on when you need it🫶 I'm glad that you exist, and I hope one day you can be happy enough within yourself and your life to be truly grateful you're living, even on your hardest days. We're all stronger then we know, but even so, it's okay to break down and to not be okay. You and anyone else isn't less for it. Even in "weakness" there is an inherent strength in allowing yourself to be "weak" without judgement You are a human, a beautiful, rare thing, who is capable of so much more then you think. You have the ability to create, to adapt, to learn, to reach out, to love, to share, and to experience life in all its beautiful highs and lows. Without the bad things in life, we couldn't truly appreciate the good for what it is.. you have made it this far, despite every bad day or worst time in your life... And the most beautiful thing about life is that nothing ever stays the same. The good, or the bad. That's why it's important to enjoy and appreciate the good in your life while it lasts, and to hold onto the fact that things will get better eventually when you're in your darker moments You are inherently a beautiful, special, and rare experience, deserving of the very best your life and yourself can offer you. You are never alone in any one thing. The sun will always be behind the clouds, but it's important to remember that both rain and shine are needed to create a balanced life. We often don't have control over many circumstances in our life, but oftentimes we do have the power to make things a little better. Sometimes all that is is brushing our teeth for the first time in a while, or stepping outside to feel the wind in your hair, and the grass beneath your feet, or reaching out to someone we love. Try to take care of yourself as best you can, physically, emotionally, and mentally. Sometimes your best might not the best most people can do, and that's okay. Your life is your life, meant to be lived at your pace, not anyone else's. It's not fair to constantly criticize yourself or compare yourself and your accomplishments or lack there of to anyone else's. Not having much to show for yourself currently doesn't mean you've failed. It doesn't mean something's wrong with you or that you're falling behind. It's never too late for anything. It's. Never. Too. Late I love you. If no one has told you that today, this week, or this month, I hope you hold it in your heart that someone, somewhere, loves you, and wants you to love yourself like you deserve to be loved. Don't treat yourself and don't allow yourself to be treated any less than you would stand for or want for someone you love. You are a person like everyone else, who is deserving and owed basic respect, care, and kindness. Don't waste what precious time you have on things or people who aren't genuinely good for you, even if you love them. Loving someone with all your heart will not ever make them love you in a way anyone deserves to be loved. Hug and spend time with the ones you love. Let them know how important they are. Nothing lasts forever, people especially. Don't set yourself up for regret. Take risks. Get out there. Love in spite of the hatred. Care in spite of the apathy. Do in spite of those who don't. Be the reason others believe goodness still exists. Make those who don't second guess what they believe. Live as an example. Be the very person you want to see more in this world. You never know who's lives you might touch. What may be a single moment for you, that one person may remember for a lifetime. Be an example of why humanity is inherently good. It's what you do in spite of what you may feel, want, or the thoughts you might think. No one just "is" a good person. At the end of the day, it's what you choose to do that makes you an either good person or bad person. And I have no doubt in my mind you're a better person than you might think, or feel I love you. I wish you a good life, full of good food, good people, and good experiences that make the bad worth it all

@pkfreerunner97 I hope you're alive and well. I hope I wasn't too late....

so would perfect insanity imagine hearing those drums before someone walking out

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