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I’m sorry 😞

I agree and in most relationships I’ve been in I probably would have gone straight away, but. This as painful as it’s been has been peaceful, no arguments, no smashing plates, but also if I played the control card I’d risk to pushing her away even further. Ultimately I want to get her back. But I also need to work on my self and concentrate on myself..that time is arriving sooner than I’d want though.

​@@DiaryofaBreakup You are torturing yourself and constantly bargaining. Right now she has you around her finger and is feeling more desired than in last years (as you said in ep 1 or 2). Those feelings do not make one change mind, one might even enjoy it and support you feeling this way (the Gaga mimick is exactly this). You are hurting your case. If you leave she will have to feel what you are feeling. She is not granted for you right now, so you do anything to get her back. And she won't come back unless she will actually feel you slipping away. This is by far the best strategy when you were together for so long. But nothing unfortunately guaranties success, which is why you are reluctant. My older ex was toxic and agry. She left me like 100 times + I watched 60 % episodes so far. Think about it and looking forward to the next development.

@@jiri6691 appreciate your feedback, just posted a new video where I give you a mention 👍🏻