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What I Read In February {Wrap Up} I need more t4t romance! 💫 queer, trans lit 🐛| Becauseidontknow
Hi people! Todays video is my February wrap up. I read 2 physical books, listened to 3 audiobooks and read 3 ebooks. I read 5 non fiction including one poetry collection and two more graphic/illustrated work. One book was a sapphic YA. Another book was a t4t poly romance with cottage core vibes. I might even have found another fav...
Hope you enjoy (:
Thank you for being here!
*I bought all the books myself, this is not sponsored
I really appreciate you, thanks for supporting me 💗
💗Time stamps 💗
0:00 intro
1:05 There are trans people here by H. Melt
1:55 Our work is everywhere by Syan Rose
3:07 The companion by E.E. Ottoman
4:51 Gender queer a memoir by Maia Kobabe
5:40 Darryl by Jackie Ess
6:40 We ...
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Видео

My Metamorphosis ep. 2 🐛🦋 Top Surgery Recovery {Week 2-4} 💫| Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 467Год назад
Hi people! This is episode 2 of my metamorphosis. It's my journey of recovery from top surgery. This video was filmed from week 2-4. I'm reflecting a lot on how far I've come. Also sharing the first moments that I wore a t-shirt with a flat chest. I'm also sharing how I connect with my scars through massage and tell you how I take care of my scars. (Note this is only my own personal experience)...
My Metamorphosis ep. 1 🐛🦋 Top Surgery Vlog {First Week} 💫| Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 846Год назад
Hi people! It's finally happening!! This is my top surgery vlog. Wow that's a huge milestone for me. I'm taking you along to the clinic and share my journey with you. I spent one night there and then I could go home. This vlog is from the first week post op. I'm sharing how I felt during this intense time of transition/change, of my metamorphosis. Hope you enjoy (: Thank you for being here! *Th...
What I Read In January {Wrap Up} two 5star reads 💫 queer, trans lit 🐛| Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 226Год назад
Hi people! Todays video is my January wrap up. I read 4 physical books and listened to 1 audiobook. I read one YA, one short story collection and the rest is literary fiction, contemporary. They're all somewhat queer and two of them feature trans characters. Hope you enjoy (: Thank you for being here! *I bought all the books myself, this is not sponsored I really appreciate you, thanks for supp...
The Week Before My Top Surgery, self care routine {vlog} | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 211Год назад
Hey people! This is my final vlog pre top surgery. I filmed it in the last week leading up to getting top surgery. I talk about how I feel and what has helped me calm my anxiety down before surgery. I let you know my self care routine that has helped me stay grounded and not fall into panic mode too much. There are two big talking segments in this video. One 10 days before Top surgery and then ...
My Top 5 Favorite Non Fiction Books of 2022 📚 | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 42Год назад
Hi people! It's finally time for my annual favorite non fiction books video. This time it's my top 5 non fiction of 2022. It contains 3 general non fiction, 1 poetry collection and 1 self help/memoir. Hope you enjoy (: Thank you for being here! 💗Time stamps 💗 0:00 intro 0:28 #1 Care Work by Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha 1:06 #2 Ace by Angela Chen 1:59 #3 You Better Be Lightning by Andrea Gib...
Just A Bunch Of Preparations 🪷 self care & top surgery haul {vlog} | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 83Год назад
Hey people! It's been a while since I last made a vlog. This video started in December and goes till January. It's basically a bunch of random clips from preparing myself for top surgery. I built a utility cart and got a bunch of stuff. I also show you what I bought and how I'm dealing with pre op anxiety. Hope you enjoy (: Thank you for being here! *I bought everything shown here myself, this ...
My Top 10 Favorite Fiction Books of 2022 📚(queer reads 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️) | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 432Год назад
Hi people! It's finally time for my annual favorite fiction books video. This time it's my top 10 fiction of 2022. Most if not all of them are queer (have lgbtq main characters). These books are: Young adult, literary fiction, magical realism, contemporary, science fiction/ speculative fiction. They're not in order from least to most favorite but you can probably tell which one is my absolute f...
What I Read In December 2022 📚 Wrap Up | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 108Год назад
Hi people! Todays video is my December wrap up. I read 3 physical books and listened to 3 audiobooks. One of them is non fiction, 2 are literal fiction, 1 short stories collection, 1 a YA romance aand one mystery fanatsy. Most of them are queer. Hope you enjoy (: Thank you for being here! I really appreciate you, thanks for supporting me 💗 💗Time stamps 💗 0:00 intro 0:15 Unmasking Autism by Devo...
•6 Months on T• mental & physical changes | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 331Год назад
Hi people! In todays video I'm talking about all the changes I've experienced being 6 months on T (Testosterone). This is only my journey and every body reacts differently to HRT. So please don't compare yourself with my changes. Pls talk to your doctor. I really appreciate you, thanks for supporting me 💗 💗Time stamps 💗 0:00 - intro 0:45 - t level update 1:46 - cw: period 2:02 - physical change...
What I Read In Autumn/Fall 2022 📚 Wrap Up | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 48Год назад
Hi people! Todays video is my October and November wrap up. I decided to combine these two months bc I didn't read thaat much. I read 4 physical books and listened to 2 audiobooks. 3 of them have trans representation, 1 has gay and one lesbian rep in it. Hope you enjoy (: Thank you for being here! I really appreciate you, thanks for supporting me 💗 💗Time stamps 💗 0:00 - intro 0:40 - the annual ...
•DIY Top Surgery Pillow• Plant Care & Closet Clean Out {chill Vlog} | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 112Год назад
Hi people! In this weekly vlog I finally diy my top surgery/ mastectomy pillow! I also went for a few walks in the forest and finally cleaned out my closet a little. This video also features me taking care of my plants. Showing you the plant growth of my Philodendron Glorious and taking a cutting of my melanocrysum. I also started reading unmasking autism which I'm really excited about. Hope yo...
I Got My Top Surgery Date! visualization, journaling & plant mail {Vlog} | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 59Год назад
Hi people! This weekly vlog I show you my journaling routine and how I use visualisation as a manifestation tool. Also I have news about top surgery... I finally have a surgery date aaa I'm so excited. I also ordered a plant cutting from a private seller for the first time and unboxed it in todays video. Hope you enjoy (: Thank you for being here! I really appreciate you, thanks for supporting ...
5 Months On T & Vulnerability In My Transition {Vlog} | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 172Год назад
Hi people! In this video I finally sent away my paperwork for top surgery. I needed a few months to really process this huge step for me. It's processing my transition so far but also the surgery, allowing vulnerability in my life and open up emotionally. A huge help has been establishing a self care routine and talking to my friends. Also I'm 5 months on T and share some updates at the end of ...
IKEA Greenhouse Cabinet Tour 6 months update Milsbo *still worth it?* 🪴 | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 1,7 тыс.Год назад
Hi people! It's been almost 6 months since I build my milsbo ikea greenhouse cabinet for my tropical houseplants. In this video I'm giving you a update on the plants in the cabinet but also talk about the issues I've had with my greenhouse cabinet. Is it really worth it to get the milsbo cabinet and use it for plants? let's find out (: *this is not sponsored, I bought everything myself I really...
Fall/Autumn Book Haul (YA, literary, fantasy, & non fiction) | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 44Год назад
Fall/Autumn Book Haul (YA, literary, fantasy, & non fiction) | Becauseidontknow
•4 Months on T• I'm finally coming home to my body | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 229Год назад
•4 Months on T• I'm finally coming home to my body | Becauseidontknow
•September Wrap Up• reviewing all the books I read this month 📚 | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 118Год назад
•September Wrap Up• reviewing all the books I read this month 📚 | Becauseidontknow
Struggling Mentally & Slowly Starting To Feel Better 🍄 {recovery Vlog} | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 89Год назад
Struggling Mentally & Slowly Starting To Feel Better 🍄 {recovery Vlog} | Becauseidontknow
•3 Months on T• fatigue, forest walks & night thoughts | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 123Год назад
•3 Months on T• fatigue, forest walks & night thoughts | Becauseidontknow
•The Books I Read In August• Wrap Up *chaotic* | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 502 года назад
•The Books I Read In August• Wrap Up *chaotic* | Becauseidontknow
•A Week In My Life Vlog• top surgery consultation, journaling 🧚 | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 1312 года назад
•A Week In My Life Vlog• top surgery consultation, journaling 🧚 | Becauseidontknow
emotionally preparing myself for my top surgery consultation *anxious* | Becauseidontknow
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emotionally preparing myself for my top surgery consultation *anxious* | Becauseidontknow
2 Months on T Update •Embracing The Changes• | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 792 года назад
2 Months on T Update •Embracing The Changes• | Becauseidontknow
•The Books I Read This Summer• Wrap Up June & July {mostly queer books} | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 602 года назад
•The Books I Read This Summer• Wrap Up June & July {mostly queer books} | Becauseidontknow
•Healing Journey• repotting, taking breaks & realizations | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 302 года назад
•Healing Journey• repotting, taking breaks & realizations | Becauseidontknow
Journal With Me 📖 real time 15min🦋 | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 312 года назад
Journal With Me real time 15min🦋 | Becauseidontknow
•Building Healthy Habits• journaling & self care vlog | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 562 года назад
•Building Healthy Habits• journaling & self care vlog | Becauseidontknow
•In my feels• 1 Month on T & Ecuagenera visit 🪴 {reflective vlog} | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 1302 года назад
•In my feels• 1 Month on T & Ecuagenera visit 🪴 {reflective vlog} | Becauseidontknow
Turning 20 ✨ {(pre) Birthday Vlog} | Becauseidontknow
Просмотров 572 года назад
Turning 20 ✨ {(pre) Birthday Vlog} | Becauseidontknow

Комментарии

  • @lolise0139
    @lolise0139 6 месяцев назад

    In which hospital did you have the operation?

  • @iam4mark852
    @iam4mark852 Год назад

    Hey! I haven't commented on your channel in a long time but I hope everything has been going well. I wanted to know a few things. How have you healed since the surgery? Even though you've had top surgery, will you still wear bras or bikini tops (for fashion purposes)? Do you feel less heavy after surgery? Is your transition complete?

    • @becauseidontknow4134
      @becauseidontknow4134 Год назад

      Hey! To answer your questions: my scars healed really nicely. I got a revision for my dog ears which also went smoothly. I might wear crop tops but I don’t think i’ll wear bikini tops. I don’t know if I feel lighter physically but emotionally and spiritually for sure. I think life as itself is an ongoing transition so in that sense no. For right now I feel pretty good in my body and have no further plans when it comes to my medical transition. Hope that helps (:

    • @iam4mark852
      @iam4mark852 Год назад

      @@becauseidontknow4134 Thank you

  • @lunar.prince
    @lunar.prince Год назад

    Where did you get the plant masectomy pillow?

  • @VeryKinkyCurl
    @VeryKinkyCurl Год назад

    That Frydek😍

  • @stephenw.6588
    @stephenw.6588 Год назад

    I liked your video. Just feels so authentic and honest with positives and your challenges :-) For your Anthurium warocqueanum: try to be patient. I would keep that one sketchy leaf attached (to continue photosynthesis). This sad behaviour also happened to two of my large A. Queens and I was upset but over the winter they just grew a huge amount of roots getting ready for leaves starting now. Good luck!

  • @Sai.Phantomhive
    @Sai.Phantomhive Год назад

    So many great recommendations! Ty so much❤️ also, lots of love to you ⭐️

  • @fgblvn7696
    @fgblvn7696 Год назад

    excuse me what is "cn"? also where can I check a book on tw (any sites recommendation)? thanks

    • @becauseidontknow4134
      @becauseidontknow4134 Год назад

      cn stands for content note (: you can go on the webside/ app of StoryGraph for example to check the tw

  • @eliza9154
    @eliza9154 Год назад

    So happy for u!🦦

  • @riverm4386
    @riverm4386 Год назад

    Aaaa so proud of u! Ty for sharing

  • @lowvitaminC
    @lowvitaminC Год назад

    Love you, mate. I'm so proud of you.

  • @lemondedelm6029
    @lemondedelm6029 Год назад

    As a non binary questioning and considering top surgery, thank you so much for sharing all that with us !

  • @elijah304
    @elijah304 Год назад

    Congratulations! Im so happy for you 😄 Top surgery was the best day of my life so far. I also felt vulnerable in ways I had never expected/experienced before. I am so grateful to have experienced the healing journey of top surgery. Best of luck to you in your journey!

  • @GrungemanBaby
    @GrungemanBaby Год назад

    Use a smart power strip to get through the fan issue. You can control the power per outlet through an app.

  • @Snowymtn-nc4yy
    @Snowymtn-nc4yy Год назад

    For a while, I have been really looking for queer fantasy book recs and found your videos! I just read the seep and it was so beautiful. Thank you. Excited to read some others you suggested!

  • @kaekaeslider7043
    @kaekaeslider7043 Год назад

    it looks like we have the same memory foam neck pillow. i had surgery on the 7th and the neck pillow was heavenly! wishing you a smooth recovery! ❤

    • @becauseidontknow4134
      @becauseidontknow4134 Год назад

      Thank you! Yess the neck pillow was literally the best thing I bought for the surgery 😅 hope you’re having a smooth recovery as well! ❤️

  • @lowvitaminC
    @lowvitaminC Год назад

    I love u sm

  • @francis8373
    @francis8373 Год назад

    my mastekbuddy!!! So proud 🫶🏼🥲

  • @albearo
    @albearo Год назад

    So happy for you <3

  • @adornedbykay
    @adornedbykay Год назад

    Beautiful plants!!!

  • @chelsikay13
    @chelsikay13 Год назад

    Someone else who loved Several People are Typing! This makes me so happy!

  • @eliza9154
    @eliza9154 Год назад

    I really enjoy watching your videos :) btw the shirt is soo pretty🪲

  • @Zoe-ph6ls
    @Zoe-ph6ls Год назад

    i really hope you become a famous youtuber, i love your calming energy, your channel seems like a safe space :)

  • @nisrineidou9682
    @nisrineidou9682 Год назад

    I ll have to thank the algorithm 🥹 your presence is so soothing . Thank you for expanding the never endless tbr

  • @lowvitaminC
    @lowvitaminC Год назад

    Love this am. I'm so, proud of you. Love the end card wow *everyone cheers*!

  • @fgblvn7696
    @fgblvn7696 Год назад

    I'm so happy for you! 🎉✨ In my country, gender-affirmative health care is not covered by insurance at all, we have to pay for everything ourselves. I recently calculated how much money I need for a life, transition included, came out to be a huge amount. Now I'm afraid I won't have time to save it. And I haven't even found a job yet :( May I ask, what is your job and how long have you been saving to afford top surgery? Also, how did you deal with impatience and anxiety (especially the fear of not being able to save enough money)? Thanks

    • @becauseidontknow4134
      @becauseidontknow4134 Год назад

      I was really privileged with being able to pay out of pocket. I used my savings for the surgery. So i can‘t really give you any tips on that. But i‘ve seen a lot of people start gofundmes or other funding tools to help raise enough money. Also sharing the link on insta/tiktok etc so that more people can see it and donate could be really beneficial i think. If you make a gofundme or so feel free to send it to me so i can share it on insta. Good luck though!

  • @lowvitaminC
    @lowvitaminC Год назад

    The dancing pov was so cute 🥹😭

  • @lowvitaminC
    @lowvitaminC Год назад

    Your bed looks so comfy

  • @lowvitaminC
    @lowvitaminC Год назад

    YOU DID IT 🎉 SO PROUD OF YOU ❤

  • @boyinspace49
    @boyinspace49 Год назад

    watching your videos while im trying to go for hrt myself, is really inspiring and amazing. thank you!!

  • @lowvitaminC
    @lowvitaminC Год назад

    ILY MAN SO PROUD OF YOU❤

  • @cuorehoon
    @cuorehoon Год назад

    youtube recommended this to me and i’m so glad it did ! i don’t know that many queer fiction books except the “mainstream” ones, sadly :( love the thumbnail btw, and all the plants in your room <3

  • @AdrianasWonderland
    @AdrianasWonderland Год назад

    i havent read any of them! so excited for you! i hope you will have great reading year <3

  • @rizzobeloved
    @rizzobeloved Год назад

    I did not read quite a lot of queer books last year but it’s my goal to do so this year. However, The World We Make by NK Jemisin was my favorite from last year. Super diverse, set in New York, funny, very queer sci-fi fantasy

  • @incrediblefelis
    @incrediblefelis Год назад

    RUclips recommended this video to me and I'm so happy it did! I love your vibe and queer books are my favourite 💛✨ I'm currently reading On Earth we're briefly gorgeous and I'm obsessed 🙏

  • @Arenhikinginthemountains
    @Arenhikinginthemountains Год назад

    I love your content!! My favorite fictional book last year was cemetery boys :)

  • @izzieasreading
    @izzieasreading Год назад

    one of my favorite books of the year was 'in the dream house' by Carmen Maria Machado. it's a wonderful memoir, and it's written in such a smart way. i love it. (tw: abuse)

    • @becauseidontknow4134
      @becauseidontknow4134 Год назад

      I‘ve heard a lot about it, i would probably really like it! Gonna put it on my tbr for when i can read about that kind of topic (:

  • @izzieasreading
    @izzieasreading Год назад

    I'm starting one's company today because of you. you talked about it so well in the other video, and I'm so excited for the concept

    • @becauseidontknow4134
      @becauseidontknow4134 Год назад

      Oh cool! Let me know how you like it if you want (:

    • @izzieasreading
      @izzieasreading Год назад

      @@becauseidontknow4134 i finished yesterday. i'm still a bit confused, but i liked it. the first 50% was amazing. the ending kinda lost me, but i understand what the author was trying to do. (but, i am extremely upset about the dog and bird. i'm not getting over that any time soon)

  • @manoeksbooknook
    @manoeksbooknook Год назад

    Bitter, yerba buena and the monk& robot series were also favourites of mine in 2022!

  • @dannymitchell5459
    @dannymitchell5459 Год назад

    You have skills. Want more likes? -> Promo`SM!!

  • @Kim-ts8nq
    @Kim-ts8nq Год назад

    If you wanted to get rid of the shelves you could put grow lights vertically in the front corners of the cabinet.

  • @elissajo3671
    @elissajo3671 Год назад

    Yes yes yes! Good stuff.

  • @izzieasreading
    @izzieasreading Год назад

    I cannot wait to read 'unmasking autism'. I'm on the line for it on the library. (also i just put half these books on my tbr. thanks)

  • @wannabe_gardner5857
    @wannabe_gardner5857 Год назад

    I am so happy for you!❤️😁❤️

  • @wannabe_gardner5857
    @wannabe_gardner5857 Год назад

    I'm so happy that I found your channel! You seem like a fantastic person and I love that you are caring for your self! Congratulations on the top surgery!!! I'm so stoked to find a plant creator like you😁

  • @eveyplants
    @eveyplants Год назад

    you look so excited! I've recently start building my ikea greenhouse cabinent as well and starting youtube for you plants collection! You have inspired me keep up the good work!

  • @lowvitaminC
    @lowvitaminC Год назад

    ILYSM! So proud of you!

  • @Yuliafit
    @Yuliafit Год назад

    For one moment i thought you have the plowmanii upside down 🙃

  • @eprohoda
    @eprohoda Год назад

    best done-ese you later. =)

  • @amritasengupta5251
    @amritasengupta5251 Год назад

    Nice video.

  • @photowithmimi9476
    @photowithmimi9476 Год назад

    the 🍄 book hat sich aufjedenfall gelohnt!