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I just wanna scream at him. I wanna cry at his face. I wanna blame him saying that his love for me feels like disappearing and I wanna shout out that I feel no love from his side. And I just feel like he's always irritated to talk to me. And I tried to but it only lead to argument and now I'm crying here and ranting about it cause I don't know what the fuck to do. It feels like I am the only chaser in this relationship. I feel like he doesn't wanna do anything. We haven't been able to call oftenly cause I'm at home but that shouldn't create any scene... I just wanted reassurance and now I am left with new scar... I don't wanna be with him. I wanna slap him. But I can't.

Oh god. [VENT] I hate that i cant go without her, or him, and that i get attached so quickly. I'm so scared i know theyll leave at some point, like everyone in my life does but i cant help it. am i in love or just craving attention? i hate myself she's not replying, does she hate me? what did i do wrong? oh shit, shes got someone else please never leave me. i need you sm. i take every rejection like a shot through the heart. "sorry i cant call" *ouch.* "Nice" oh my god what did i do wrong I NEED HER SM IT HURTS. then i dont, i hate her. she can be terrible. BUT OMG I NEED HER. no, i dont. YES I DO, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE-

I love hearing everyone’s stories here. Thanks for both making me cry and showing me it’s okay to feel sad. I’ve been feeling really conflicted over the aftermath of a breakup lately, and as much as this hurt, it really helped. ❤

i have anxious attachment and it's annoying because I can't let a person go easily so I do whatever it takes to make them stay even if it means taking hits. Even the person I loved the most is starting to hate me because of these problems.

I relate to this. After getting cheated on and after I broke up with him I almost wanted to get back with him because I got so attached to him but my best friend talked me out of it

how completly outof nowhere came a part of "welcome to the internet"

I've been having the worst 2 years before those I had three best freinds teddy,layla,and caylynn. Months past by and Layla and I didn't talk much another month went by she never talked to me. Now it's just 2. Another year past teddy started getting queit she was always hanging out with other people, after our next 5 months, completely disappeared. Now it's just 1. Hey what could go wrong? She shared your secrets stabbed you in the back yelled at you, called you clingy, left and replaced you. Now it's just you. Was I too clingy? Today I saw teddy online a game I joined her she doesn't even rember me it broke my heart.

Watching your old friends better off without you. They have new friends. You at first tried to rationalize it as growing apart but the weight of being worse off without them hits. I'm more alone than ive ever felt

I wish timestamps were shown 😞

Oh god when I heard the first song I nearly start crying-

I get to attached to them to the point I go back to acting like slightly as a child. I see my friends as my parents. Romantically, I can be very clingy but I am quiet and restrained myself which causes me drowning in my own ocean. I just never been seen that way so I believe they’re special…which isn’t the case always…It hurts.

i always hate how clingy i am after clinging to someone all day. my bsf, for example, is only touchy with her boyfriend. where as i’m always hanging on her, hugging her, leaning on her shoulder, etc. i’ve talked to her and her bf and neither one of them have an issue with it but i do, because it’s honestly embarrassing to me. and i never want to push her boundaries or touch her when she doesn’t want to be touched. it’s just a shitty situation i always find myself in and can’t escape

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My ex girlfriend just left me a few weeks ago because I was "too attached" Still trying to work through what the hell that means right now

"robiynss" in the a03 search bar. y´all know what for 💛

I have this weird thing that happens to me. It seems like when I get attached to someone, and I tell them everything, including family secrets, personal things, and my past, that's when they leave me, and they leave me to still be attached to them. But then, I'm just attached to what used to be.

I feel like a dog pacing my enclosure… im waiting on him to give me a pat on the head. I’m waiting on her to come and give me a belly rub. I’m waiting on them to let me lay at the foot of their bed so I can be in their loving presence… ANY WAYS I LOVE CANINE POETRY IF YOU COULDNT TELL

U know you're not wanted when u almost get kidnapped and people are angry at you for pausing a song

POV THIS IS MY JOURNAL:so ya i like this boy and he makes me happy but i know he doesn't love me and it hurts but think about it he still listens he knows i love him i wanna ask him out but im scared

I have a best friend but they moved away and then they started to ignore my calls and when we called she would scroll on tiktok and she made new friends and started hanging out with them more than me and now i dont know what to do bc i have no other friends and she was my best friend i thought we would always stick together we have been bffs since 2nd grade i rlly dont want to let her go when she lived near we used to hang out at my house all the time it was so fun i wish i could rewind time so we could hang out again i rlly want to see her but i know she doesn't want to see me it hurts so bad i miss her..... anyways if you made it this far into the reading thank you for reading my vent and have a awesome day/night! (:

God damn it. I hate being jealous. I hate when I see them with other people. I just can’t help it. I’m too attached to them.

bro i just noticed that spinel had some bad attachment issues

i now am making myself cry because i have weekend depression....

I really REALLY needed this I have really bad attachment issues and I have the fear of detachment I really need this thank you so much definitely subbing

you know, I really love this guy, we are close, he was my crush, he still is, he asked me out I rejected, I’m scared of love. I am really scared.

It bothers me so much when I start to develop an attachment to someone, so much so that sometimes it becomes so obsessive and it bothers me. I'm tired of others not understanding how much I depend on them.

Im a clingy person with attachment issues my little sister is or was like my best friend we had an argument i want to make amends but my older sister tells me not to idk what to do i really want to be friends with my lil sister again but she even took the name i use i go by the name akiro im trans masc and my lil sister said i stole the name she used to use when she never used it and shes started being really rude but when me and my step cousin were on call my sister was with her and she was acting like nothing happend i dont know what to do does anybody have any advice?

!TW! !VENTING! I have this problem with a friend “friend” who’s toxic kind of and I am clingy and touchy without really realizing it it’s all because of my trauma though.When I was younger my brain was obviously not developed all the way and I was seperated from my older sister all the time because we lived in a tent and sh4 or on the streets and stuff then we went to foster care and really all I could depend on was her because I loved her and she had to take care of our whole family so basically a mother figure to me and my brain because of that developed attachment issues and seperation anxiety and I haven’t been loved much so when someone shows me the least bit of affection I’ll get really attached…and it sucks because I’m seen as weird and for it even when I’m trying not to be

I read this book in a few hrs. I'm recked

Pov: you were hurt in the past by someone you got attached to and really close with, but they ended up ghosting you. Now you met someone new who treats you even better than the last person. the new person says the same comforting things the last person said but that last person left and you're afraid that this new person will leave too. you tell the new person why you're afraid and they promise to never hurt you or leave you, but deep down you hold yourself back just in case it all goes south. Despite the new person's reassurances and Kindness, you hold yourself back from getting attached, so you don't get hurt again, but you also feel guilty because the new person did nothing wrong and it's just you who's scared. You're attention deprived and you like the attention the new person gives you, but you try your hardest not to wear your heart on your sleave and become attached. You're afraid to be close with this new person because of all the "what ifs?" going through your mind. At the same time, you don't want to hurt this person. They cherish you so much and make your day so much better. you don't want to get hurt, but you also don't want them to get hurt simply because you're afraid and just protecting your heart and mind.

not me listening this while getting in the first fight with someone who i thought of as my sister :):

Where tf is this image frommm? If its a manga or sumthin i rly wanna read ittt

It has been 1 year since I’ve lost my mom. The first few months were so hard, I rarely ate and living in her house was suffocating. I smelled her perfume everywhere, the quiet sound of laughter filled her bedroom, the kitchen always made me sick because it smelled like the soup she’d always make me. I’d remember her from movies we’d watch together or her favorite show. I see her closet and the I’d notice the scuff marks on her heels, or the way she’d organize her clothes, I’d sit or lay on the couch she sometimes fell asleep on and I’d feel her next to me or hear her faint snoring. I’d walk into my own room and notice how messy it was because it’s the first thing she’d notice. I went hours crying, just wanting to hug my mom and cry into her arms as she’d slightly laugh at me and brush my hair with her hands. We’d always make jokes about how if one of us won the lottery the first person we’d tell was each other. She’d get mad when I’d spill something, I’d laugh when she forgot her phone halfway to our destination. I miss her so much, it hurts to breathe when I visit her. My lungs get this terrible pang of pain when I cry because I can’t comprehend the fact that I’ll never hug or kiss her again. I contemplated suicide so many times because I couldn’t imagine a life without her. I’d cry thinking about the first time she taught me to play monopoly, I had terrible luck and she kept laughing at how many times I got stuck in jail. I don’t think the pain will ever go away. I miss her so much and I can’t wait to see her. But she wouldn’t forgive herself if her daughter committed suicide because of her. So I’ve been trying to figure out how to stand again. And it’s hard. So hard.

It is funny how I get attached to people then they all leave.

Vent comment! Dont read if you dont want to!<3 This playlist hits hard. Im poly, specifically one who dates multiple people not just 2 or 3, they have their own partners aswell. I started dating someone who goes by the name Stolas (yes from helluva boss), and it was PERFECT! They were amazing, sweet, kind, caring, and didnt care about my hypersexuality. Soon they started dating a D.I.D system, they got with Moon (now goes by killcode). Everything was still okay, i started to have feelings for him aswell and panicked,until i was told that he wants all of us to be in a relationship. Skip ahead and stolas was dating Slenderman and K.C, me, A headmate (im also a system) of mine named Solar, and Sun. We were all really happy, i started dating lunar and asmodeus aswell, and the partner systems host. It was a pretty big relationship but we communicated well. Skip ahead more and i started getting those thoughts. "Im not good enough for them" "i ruined everything" "they would be so much better if i just- left" etc. and slowly i distanced. I would get text after text from them, and i would respond here and there, but i was so in my head i couldnt get out of it, and they never even tried to ask what was wrong. About a month ago, i was in the headspace, when a headmate came and screamed at me, st@bb3d me, and was forced back in front again. I was confused until i fronted again. I read the texts of stolas telling solar to stab me, im just a co-host, i dont even front much anymore,but seeing that made me just want to give up. I started to text a bit, and then asmo, the other host, lunar, and stolas had all broken up with me and moved on without me even knowing. Not only that but another partner had just recently left too. My world was crumbling. I was still with K.C, and am now dating Valentino (i know this sounds really fake just- bare with me) but i went on break wkth them, because i was so bad mentally. I ranted to my crush, onyx, who was always there for me, never caring about me distancing,and would pull me out of it. And he confessed to me, of course i was shocked, but i knew that i couldnt pass the chance. Im now much better, but the thoughts are slowly coming back. Because onyx goes to sleep at 7 pm most the time, and is always busy with school until the weekend, but he texts me once a day, thankfully. I dont know what to do honestly, i just wanna be happy yk? Anyway, i hope you have a good day lovely person, you are loved, qnd youll get through it! Im always open for people to vent to me!

I didn't realized that I actually have a bad attachment issues, like once I talked to a guy that gave me the slightest attention and my feelings were attached to him. Its kinda embarrassing lmao but I feel better knowing that im not the only one who suffers like this ^^

I have many trauma and I can't trust. I love too much but I can't tell them. I'm too much and I know that. If you know mha I'm just like present mic but aizawa at the same time. If I was more one it's horrible and everybody hate me. Plus I kin dabi so I have a really bad personality but I'm just kind like midoriya. There's no sense. And everybody hate me even if I try my best for being a good person. It's never enough. My friends start to leave because I can't communicate because of my trauma, because of my past friends who abused me. Because of my mother who hate me. Because of the bullying. Because of the people who raped me. Because I hate myself like Dabi. Because I'm depressed like Aizawa. Because I'm too kind like Midoriya. And because I'm over passionate like present mic. I'm sorry for being myself but I can't being someone else. I'm sorry for not being the best friend. I'm sorry for not being the first choice. I'm sorry for my mental health. And I hate myself more than they hate me. I don't know what else can I do for being loved just a little. For one second make me feel like I'm important and not a trash. Sorry if you read this. You're lost your time for a poor dumb person. Please have a good day you're just perfect the way you are, don' t change for the other. I love you.

I miss our friendship but let's just pretend I don't care... yeah? Maybe you'll chat me again... wait, no? Oh, I should chat you first?... Maybe if you ghost me I'll finally find peace.

me because the world is too obssessed with romantic relationship that i can't find myself a true friend.

Losing someone you really love and care about feels numb and painfull.

I have bad attachment issues, Like once i had made a friend who was trans like me! They were the first person who really accepted me!... but one of my friends started to talk to them...become friends with them... hang out with them way more... And it almost felt like the friend i made liked my other friend more than me... I was jealous, and sad. I felt happy around them. But they started to avoid me more... I Kept holding on. I really tried. I didint want to let them go cause of the comfort i felt around them... It didint last. I take pride in my friends, And I try to hold on to them as long as I can... But im to anoyying and stupid to even keep them... and I always get left behind.

POV you hyperfixated on a person and now you cling on to that person with a fear that they might leave you,

I want to vent but I don't even know what to say, there's so much, and some of it, some of it... just doesn't have words for it.

Had a best friend a couple years ago. He was my first proper best friend in my entire life. Looking back on the friendship now, he wasn’t really that good to me at all as a whole, but I still clung onto him. In fact, we even had fights that would stop us being friends at times. The most recent one stopped us from being friends for good, I think, although I suppose I still hope that isn’t the case. Ever since then, I’ve never been able to properly call someone my best friend, because I still feel like he occupies that place…. I feel like I’m the unluckiest person in the world, for some reason just about all of my close friends end up hating me, when all I do is my best for them. Even my girlfriend, who said she’d stay with me forever, cheated on me for some fucking reason. And then she manipulated me into being a situationship with her for the better part of a year…. Why me? What did I ever do?

where are the timestamp people?? bruh💀💀

!!VENT!! i have really really bad attachment issues, and im in a relationship. this is my first good romantic relationship of the 3 ive been in, (4 now) and its really scary because im afraid im going to lose him. I KNOW I SHOULDNT BE OVERTHINKING, but i still do. he tells me its okay for me to be clingy, to text him a lot but i cant help but fear its scaring him away. like just now, i asked if we could play a game once he was home from school. we havent called in a good bit because he's been sick, and coughing. well, he just reconnected with an old friend. THATS AMAZING!! im so so proud that hes back in touch with them. he has to register for a college tour, thats cool and all, i get it. but, when i asked if we could play a game, he told me he has to wait for the friend to get home to call them. I KNOW I SHOULDNT BE UPSET BY THAT!! but i still am, because he can call them but not me? it sounds so selfish and i hate that but ive been missing him so much. him, my best friend and i are all in a gc, and my best friend and i were talking a lottt in said gc. he put on do not disturb, and just kinda forgot to text me for 7 hours. meanwhile, i was texting him NONSTOP through all of the 7 hours in hopes he'd just come on and check his phone. when he finally did, it was dry, almost 1 worded answered sometimes. i know he's been busy still hurts because i said so so much before going to bed, because i realized he passed out without saying goodnight. he'd usually wake up, and text me good morning. but when i woke up, there wasnt a goodmorning text, he just left me on read. GODDDD it hurts so so much and i hate that it does because i know he's trying his best to balance everything. but i keep coming back to, he can call them, but not me. he can talk to his friends, but not me. he can play his game for 7 hours, and not once text me.

i came here cause i am in pretty bad place im my life. repeated basicaly 3 year of school because of depression, i am trans and have pretty transfobic parents (they are not the worse but pretty bad), last year i found a great group of friends and what i thought was the love of my life, but because of live we have part ways, all of my friends are gone (i have very bad social anxiety). I just fell like my life has no meaning and i dont have a future. Life is Hard. (sorry if my english is bad, not my native language 🇧🇷)

i have a boyfriend. He aint that pretty. But if there is ONE thing that i learned from love is that actual love is not about beauty. Its about respect the relasionship between you 2. But we were supposed to go out yestarday on 10th of september 2023. Btt he didnt show up. And i waited..and waited..nothing. He didnt respond to my texts or anything. Tommorow he texts me: "im so sorry i was busy|!" i forgave him. But i cried all night. It was not my 1st time i criend bcs of me. Next day (11th september 2023) we wanted to go out in the neighbore hood. But another 2 boys came aswell.. They made fun of me and a lil bit of him. This night he texted met hat he was sorry again. I forgave him again/ The thing is i cant break up w him. Why? BC's his girls bsf will beat me up. But if i dont break up..Thoose boys will tell everyone. Every .single. kid.. what do i do?????

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