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really not sure this is relevent for the comment section but i love watching things like this and pretending its a movie with actors cinematographers and director like each camera angle was chosen

Thanks for sharing !

This makes me want to cry. I feel horrible everyday I wake up. But you have given me hope with trying this treatment.

It’s changed my life ! I’ve been depressed since I was a young g girl. I am now 58. I for once in my life feel happy ! It’s a miraculous drug for depression. I resistant to all medications (antidepressants) I myself have no faith in these drugs. I think it is a big hoax. Nothing uas been successful for me with the exception of ketamine therapy.

A lot of feels with what you are saying, I do struggle every day to get out of bed and face the day.

We will never have this in Canada.

please contact me

I hope you are doing well. I am hoping this might one day help me.

Thank you and I hope you are doing well.

I’m starting it tomorrow and I’m super scared

Waiting for the VA to approve my treatment. It should be about a month. Im very excited and hopeful. Im a mess and have taken EVERY kind of a pill you can, with no help. Im just scared with all the different traumas from being a combat vet and a career in law enforcement, special agent working narcotics, that the traumas may be too many for Ketamine to help. I pray it does help. Are the effects of your treatment still helping you today? Thanks for this video😁

Thank you so much for your vulnerability and information. ❤

I don’t take cat tranquilizer for anxiety. Not putting that garbage into me. Quackery!!!!

This is such a powerful video. Thank you for sharing such a personal journey.

In 3 days I go for my first treatment. It helped me a lot to see your experience as I was feeling pretty anxious about that whole loss of control and how it would affect me. Thanks!

The way you two speak to each other reminds me exactly of how my husband and I speak to one another. Keep loving each other like that ♥️

Hope it helped. Seems like everything went well.

Truly one of the most open and honest reviews I've seen ever. Had me choked up near the end. I started doing oral Ketamine at home to try it, but felt like I wasn't getting the full experience. I recently started the iv infusions at a clinic and feel like it is working better. I agree with everything that you said in all of your videos. For me, the dissociative state helps me look at my depression and problems in my life from a 3rd person perspective. After viewing those things in that way they don't seem as large and overpowering anymore. Definitely helps. Thank you for sharing your experience in such a raw and honest way.

How are you now? Ive been on meds in therapy forever. Meds keep me kinda alive but not happy. Its been amplified by the fact that things are ok in my external life right now my older kids r finally on their paths past through and r working through traumas. Their dad turned into a monster really it was like a movie the last year before we escaped they were little oldest was 9 then 8n 6. Now oldest is 20 youngest is 7 I had at 40 still with her dad. I'm having side effects from using prescription meds so long including benzo N newest gabapentin now taking 4 diff meds just to survive when I want to live I've never woken up free from it I hear in my meditation groups (,I meditate daily plus intense breath work session weekly which I love n its helped I think but I just can't seem to bust through. Its like theirs too much trauma and slowly releasing going through not around will take more years than I have I'm not willing to be this its not me I'm covered by so much. I'm willing to do anything to experience my daughter I need her to see me happy I'm showing her lives too hard n is not what I can teach her anymore but I'm stuvk. This not willing to teach her suffering yet not able to get out from under is really making me question if shed be better with me gone ..ill never but that feeling is awful. Anyway at home treatment is available in Texas now prob not for long they must be distracted but its money I can have if I decide to make a way Universe will. I know all are diff but are you still better?

Thank you. I too have PTSD with anxiety and depression. You described exactly how it is to carry these burdens. I'm starting next week. I hope you're doing well.

I hope your still doing great!!!!

How have you been doing since your last video? Curious if you continued treatment. Thank you for sharing your experience.

Thank you so much Vanna. I can relate to much of what you shared about struggling to function and waking up depressed for so long. Your tears were so moving to me because I could imagine how freeing it must have been for the weight of suffering to be lifted away. I can also really feel how much you want others to know there’s hope, other things that help. I am SO happy for you, that you are living more fully with joy! With love and light, Susanne.

I started crying watching this. Thank you for giving me hope about the infusions and being candid about your experiences. I deal with mental health and chronic pain, and I am set up for a consultation to start this treatment. I'm hoping for and needing changes. My life I'd at very low point atm to where I cannot even work. Thank you again. I'm happy for you.

I am concerned about the side effects I read on line ,so I would love to hear from people who have been treated for some time

Thank you so much for posting this. You are helping other people by sharing your experience. You look so emotionally different from your first infusion to your third- happy and alive. I hope you are still happy and healthy.

Thank you, thank you, thank you.

I'm 68. You've waited far less than many of us. I start in a week.

I am starting this in a few days. I am happy you made this video. When you showed your bed I related so much. ♥

How many mg did they give you my first time was 75mg way too much for me lol

With so much stigma on mental health I don’t care what people’s negative thoughts on this are. As long as you can Benifit from it that’s all that matters

She’s too awake. Bad service.

Lights need lowered, doctor should be visit-counseling her. He needs to constantly adjust the push. She’s getting ripped off.

They left her? Bad service. The doctor should sit and talk to you the whole time, probe you to explore subject matters, turn it up and down… the lights need lowered.

Wene they gave me it at the hospital I was in heaven It cured my depression PTSD and mood swings

Your about to be the most happiest woman in the world get ready for lift off

Sounds like you got a stronger dose. I went in for pain treatment. would have loved to be able to resolve some mental health issues too. But i was to busy listening to all the talking and noise, i did not get a chance to get into my head. Only that i felt like i was only a head with no body. So what else can you say when they ask rate your pain. What pain? i have no body. But that goes away pretty quick when its wearing off.

I watched this before i went in for my first time yesterday. I was in for a shock. They must not have given you very much. I could not function or hardly talk, Most of the time i felt like i was just a head with no body. I got panicked at one point because i could not feel myself breath. Im still debating if i liked it or not. I came home still feeling like i was drunk. Slept the rest of the day away. Then today did not feel quite right. I seemed to have an issue connecting the words i wanted to use with my mouth, And i stuttered some. I felt in a daze all day today. I also am a bit upset with the setup they had. Just a big hospital area with curtains. On a hard bed and too much noise. worker pushing carts of stuff past my bed. At one point the dr and nurse were standing at the table at the end of my bed and he was talking about the baby he just had, and showing her pictures, They were trying to decide what part of the baby looked like what parent. I said congrats, but i was irritated. At no point did i feel like i could relax.

That is a great advantage for you. Yes…. Attitude is everything. Go to HEAL.

I’m glad you felt relaxed but you sure didn’t look relaxed. Ok- cool, just heard you say they started you low.

I tried ketamine for years and it didn’t work for me. I’m one of the very few minority who can’t find any relief for my symptoms. I hope it helps you. I am not able to carry on a conversation when I’m on it. I am super blitzed and just stare at the wall.

I can’t imagine trying to carry on a conversation during my treatment. It’s not that I can’t, it’s just that I don’t get out of my head if I had to do that. I appreciate the “high” feeling and the ability to stop worrying and have this magical “dream” like atmosphere going on. Immediately afterwards I felt amazing and stayed that way for a couple of days until my next treatment. I’m taking Ketamine sublingually so maybe it has a different effect or hits different than infusion?

Thank you so much for being so honest and for the detail you have provided. I’m starting my first session in two days and I really appreciate you doing this. Do you still go in for ‘booster’ shots every now and then? Thanks.

I really wish that I could afford this. I saved for 10 months to afford just 2 treatments. Hopefully that will be enough. What insurance company helped you pay for it? I'm suffering very deep depression and probably need to be hospitalized if ketamine doesn't help.

Wow! You already had me but then that statement about the bed at the end…. That’s me 😔

Are you still alive?

Was this worth it?

Thank you for sharing this video.

How have you been ever since?

Thank you for sharing. I’m having this done soon and I’m extremely nervous but this helps